Zheng Xinyi forced herself to eat a small bowl of noodles. Bai Cuiping originally wanted to set an example for Zheng Xinyi, thinking that if she ate more, it would give Zheng Xinyi some motivation.
I looked at the noodles in the bowl, but I couldn't swallow them.
"What's wrong?" Zheng Xinyi saw that she hadn't picked up her chopsticks for a long time, so she asked.
Bai Cuiping smiled slightly, put down her bowl and chopsticks, and said in an embarrassed tone: "I wanted to ask you to eat more, but I really don't have much appetite now."
Zheng Xinyi sighed softly and reached out to hold her arm. "To be honest, this morning, when I saw Cheng Haoyu's car passing by me, I was really terrified. I don't know why, but I feel that if we can't say goodbye to him in person this time, it will be difficult to see him again. I went to ask the dean to let me go to the front line, because I want to go to the battlefield with Haoyu and hope that I can fight alongside him."
Bai Cuiping frowned slightly and placed a comforting hand on his shoulder: "Xinyi, to be honest, I'm also very scared. The situation is so chaotic now. I'm also afraid that one day Wang Ye will go to the battlefield and never come back, leaving Chongyang and me to depend on each other. I am particularly terrified of this feeling."
Zheng Xinyi and Bai Cuiping hugged each other tightly, and the two women kept each other warm.
"Cui Ping, luckily I still have you by my side. After eating a bowl of noodles, I feel much better now, and my emotions have calmed down a lot." She raised her eyes to the sky and said, "While Haoyu and Wang Ye are away, let us stay together to warm each other and encourage each other. Let us wait for their return together. I believe that God will not be so ruthless, and they will definitely return safely."
Bai Cuiping nodded slightly and said, "Xinyi, while Captain Cheng is away, you can stay with me. I'll cook for you and take care of you. We can keep each other warm."
"Okay." Zheng Xinyi looked at her with tears in her eyes and nodded slightly.
In the past, Wang Ye and Cheng Haoyu often went out on missions. Although every time they went out on a mission, it was dangerous and they could lose their lives at any time, every time they went out on a mission, they would worry about their sons at home.
But why? Zheng Xinyi always felt that this time was different. Although she tried hard to persuade herself, it might be because she had been sitting on the train for too long and had not yet recovered from her fatigue. Or it might be because the recent wars had caused her to see too many bloody scenes of casualties on the battlefield, which had distorted her mind, causing her emotional instability and wild thoughts. She desperately wanted to adjust her mindset and her emotions, but the inexplicable panic in her heart was getting worse and worse.
Even so, Zheng Xinyi desperately told herself to be strong. For the sake of the baby in her belly and for Haoyu, she must not fall down and must be strong.
Besides, Haoyu had promised her that for the sake of her and the child, he would protect herself and would never let anything happen to her. She had no choice but to trust Haoyu.
"Xinyi, you eat so little at night. Are you hungry? Do you want me to make you something to eat?" Bai Cuiping asked after coaxing Chongyang to sleep.
Zheng Xinyi smiled and pulled her arm. "No need! You're already tired enough carrying Chongyang around every day, and I really don't have an appetite. Let's get some rest!"
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