"Xinyi, how have you been recently? Do you still often dream at night?" Zhao Yuenan began to deliberately lead the topic upwards.
Zheng Xinyi handed her a glass of water and asked with a smile: "What do you want to ask?"
"Nothing? Just chatting with you casually." Zhao Yuenan took the water cup and said with a smile.
"Did Wang Ye and Bai Cuiping ask you to come?" Zheng Xinyi didn't want to beat around the bush and asked directly.
Zhao Yuenan was slightly stunned, then smiled and shook her head: "No, I was just bored and came to see you. Why are you so sensitive?"
Zheng Xinyi smiled and sat beside her, saying in a very calm tone, "You don't have to hide it from me. I know Wang Ye and Cui Ping suspect that I have a mental problem. Although I have repeatedly told them that I am fine, I know that with their personalities, they will not just sit back and watch and let it go."
"Xinyi, you have to know that we all mean well." Zhao Yuenan held her arm and began to explain.
"I know, I know everything, so I'm not angry and I don't blame you." Zheng Xinyi responded with a smile.
Zhao Yuenan met her eyes. Since she had spoken so bluntly, there was nothing to hide. "Xinyi, if you trust me, could you tell me about your unusual feelings? I once studied psychology, so maybe I can help you."
"If I tell you that I'm really fine, will you believe me?" Zheng Xinyi asked seriously.
Zhao Yuenan looked at her in silence.
Zheng Xinyi was so helpless that she stood up and turned around. "Yuen Nan, have you ever seen someone as mentally disturbed as me? I really don't know how to explain it so that you can believe me."
"But...."
"But mentally ill people will never admit that they have mental problems." Zheng Xinyi knew she was going to say this, so she said it first, and Zhao Yuenan suddenly became speechless.
"Yuenan, there are a lot of things happening right now. I really don't know how to explain them to you, and I don't want to explain too much," said Zheng Xinyi.
"Xinyi, how long are you going to keep deceiving yourself? Captain Cheng has passed away for a long time, and you have been unwilling to accept this fact. You are just deceiving yourself." Zhao Yuenan wanted to wake her up.
"Yuenan, it's not that I don't want to believe the news of Haoyu's death, but he is really still alive in this world. Although I don't know where he is now? But I can be sure that he is 100% alive in this world, because his soul comes to me every night." Zheng Xinyi explained seriously.
Zhao Yuenan raised a cold smile and placed his hands on her shoulders: "Xinyi, stop dreaming. If Captain Cheng is really still alive, why didn't he contact you during this period? Why didn't he come back to see you?"
"There must be some difficulties." Zheng Xinyi responded with a very firm tone.
"Xinyi."
"Yuenan, stop talking. I know what I'm doing and I'm mentally normal. There are some things I can't make you fully understand, but I hope you can believe me." Zheng Xinyi's eyes were full of helplessness, pleading and expectation when she looked at her.
"Xinyi, you and I both studied medicine, and I know that you are more proficient in medicine than I am, so I think you should know a lot of things better than I do. If there is anything you need me to do, just ask, and I will do my best to help you." Zhao Yuenan said seriously.
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