Zheng Xinyi glanced at Cheng Haoyu and felt very uncomfortable. Although Cheng Haoyu came back to her, he had no tenderness as before, because in his heart he could not completely regard herself as his woman. Although he knew that he had lost his memory and knew that she was indeed his wife, and although he had tried very hard to make up to Xinyi for the responsibility as a man, but when they were really lying in bed together, he still had some concerns in his heart. Zheng Xinyi knew that the only way to regain the feeling before was to let him recover his memory as soon as possible.
Now that he can come back to me, it is the greatest blessing God has given me, so I must not be impatient.
Zheng Xinyi slowly lay down beside him, looking at his somewhat cold back. She wanted to reach out and hug him, but she felt that the person in front of her was a little strange, so she raised her arm slightly but did not move it after all.
Cheng Haoyu seemed to be fast asleep, but his eyes were wide open like bells, and he couldn't close them no matter what he said. He knew that the woman behind him was his first wife, and he also knew that she had suffered a lot for him. They also had a child together in their hometown. He also knew that as a man he should treat her well, love her, and make up for her, but he was really trying hard to do so. For Cheng Haoyu, the memory of her was very few. Although for moral reasons, he had no choice but to choose to return to her and leave the life of the troupe, but now he really missed his days in the troupe.
Cheng Haoyu knew that since he chose to return to Xinyi and leave the troupe, he should not think about the past and should not have any connection with his previous life. However, the life in the troupe was the only memory left in his mind. Even though he tried hard to restrain himself from thinking about it, some scenes and fragments still replayed uncontrollably in his mind like a movie.
Cheng Haoyu's gaze fell on the full moon outside the window. Although Mr. Fang and Fang Biying had deceived him, he had to admit that they had taken great care of him during his time in the troupe. Since the day he joined the troupe, his health had been poor and he often suffered from headaches. Every time, Fang Biying was by his side, giving him warmth. Because of Biying, the people in the troupe took great care of him.
Although Fang Biying's final behavior made Cheng Haoyu very annoyed, he knew in his heart that it was actually all caused by love. After all, they were not destined to be together. Even if they really got married, Cheng Haoyu would not be able to live with her peacefully, because after he knew his life experience, there would always be Zheng Xinyi in his heart. She would always be a gap between them that could never be crossed, so even if they were really together, they would not be happy.
Now Cheng Haoyu hopes that he can recover his memory as soon as possible and remember what happened before. This will be the fairest for him and Xinyi. As for Fang Biying, he can only pray for her secretly in his heart, hoping that she will be happy, find her own prince charming as soon as possible, and completely forget about him.
But what Cheng Haoyu didn't know was that his departure was a heavy blow to Fang Biying, and he would be a permanent pain in her heart for the rest of her life.
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