Zheng Xinyi choked up as she broke away from Cheng Haoyu's embrace. She glanced at him with red eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't get me wrong. I just feel a little wronged and sad."
Cheng Haoyu pointed to his wet pajamas with a hint of humor: "Then you have vented your anger now. If not, I will change my clothes and let you vent your anger again."
Zheng Xinyi burst out laughing and patted his chest lightly with her palm: "Hateful."
Cheng Haoyu pinched his orchid fingers and deliberately changed his tone to a sissy: "Hateful."
Zheng Xinyi's mouth corners curled up slightly, and she felt much better. At least she was not as depressed as before. As for the current Cheng Haoyu, she seemed to have found a sense of familiarity.
"Xinyi, when I saw you crying just now, my heart seemed to be tightened by a vine. It was the first time I felt heartbroken. At that time, I really wanted to slap myself hard twice." Cheng Haoyu said from the bottom of his heart.
"You really deserve to die. You made me so sad. I have shed so many tears since I met you. Every time you were on duty in the army, I was worried about you. We got through so many hardships together, but how could you forget me now? When I first learned about your death, I cried day and night, thinking that this world was so unfair. I had just given birth to our child. We were supposed to be a pair of twins, a boy and a girl, but God just took my daughter away. I was immersed in grief and hadn't come out of it yet. The news of your death was another bolt from the blue. I really wanted to die at that time. If it weren't for Ai Yu supporting me, if it weren't for the brothers and sisters in the army encouraging me, I really couldn't make it." Recalling the scene at that time, Zheng Xinyi still felt a deep pain. The pain that could not be expressed in words is still vivid in her mind.
Cheng Haoyu's brows knitted tightly together, his heart aching violently again. He suddenly pulled Zheng Xinyi into his arms, choking a little, "Why have I never heard you talk about these things?"
"Because I feel that your being alive is the greatest comfort God has given me. I, Zheng Xinyi, dare not ask for anything more. When I learned that you were still alive, I really felt that all the pain I went through during that time was not pain at all." Zheng Xinyi shed tears while pouring out her thoughts.
"Silly boy, you should have let me know this. I'm your man, and I have an obligation to share the pain with you." Cheng Haoyu felt as if his heart was being cut into pieces and fried in a frying pan. It was so painful.
"Haoyu, I know you are under a lot of pressure now, and I shouldn't put more pressure on you." Zheng Xinyi said in a somewhat aggrieved tone. Although Cheng Haoyu said nothing during this period and tried hard to be a good husband and son, Zheng Xinyi knew his difficulties. In fact, he has been forcing himself to do his best.
"No, my pressure is nothing compared to yours. Xinyi, don't worry. From now on, I, Cheng Haoyu, will work harder to love you and never let you cry again." Cheng Haoyu stroked her hair with his distressed hands and promised solemnly.
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