Chapter 189 Love is not as important as freedom
The Space Spirit covered his face with his leaf hands, as if he had given it too early, but since it had been given, he couldn't take it back even if he wanted to.
Su Nuan glanced sideways, "Forget it, that guy just happened to be here, and I was thinking about how to piss him off to death."
The space spirit asked: "Is this your ex-boyfriend?"
Su Nuan chuckled, "That's true. I'm really looking forward to how he will behave in front of me."
The space spirit grinned, "I think he'll immediately curry favor with you. After all, you're the eldest sister here."
Su Nuan shook her head, "No, how about making a bet?"
The space spirit was unconvinced, "Impossible, unless he is a fool, or has the ability to survive."
Su Nuan shrugged, "Just tell me whether you want to take this bet or not."
The Space Spirit stretched out his neck, raised his flowery face, and put his hands on his hips: "I bet he must be your lickspittle."
Su Nuan had gained new knowledge and knew what a licking dog meant. She shook her head and said, "He won't be my licking dog. On the contrary, he thinks I will be his licking dog."
The space spirit snorted coldly, and even the fluff on the leaves showed its dissatisfaction.
Su Nuan laughed at herself, "In my previous life, I was indeed a bootlicker."
"What do you think his reaction would be if I stopped being a bootlicker? Would he regret it?"
"No, no, no... He would never regret it in his previous life, but in this life..."
Su Nuan's eyes burst with hatred, "I still hate it."
The space spirit softened its attitude, hugged Su Nuan with its leafy hands, patted her back and comforted her, "It's all in the past. We will never do that again, right?"
Su Nuan took a deep breath and said, "Actually, I hate myself."
"Why am I so useless? Why would I ignore the person who really treats me well for a man?"
The space spirit pondered for a moment and asked, "You are not welcome at home. Is that Zhao Jingcheng particularly nice to you?"
Su Nuan nodded, "Yes, we were engaged, so he was very kind and gentle to me."
The Space Spirit said, "This is a conspiracy. You were only a teenager in your previous life. How could you possibly defeat him?"
"Actually, wasn't it also a political ploy that you gave those people the grass seeds this time?"
"It's so that they can be grateful to you. You felt the same way back then."
Su Nuan stared at the space spirit in a daze, it seemed to be true.
The space spirit continued, "When you see the people around you dying one by one and you are left with no one to rely on, Zhao Jingcheng appears again, promising you a happy life and providing you with food and clothing. Anyone would fall in love with him."
"So this isn't your fault. No one taught you how to distinguish truth from falsehood, right from wrong. You can only follow your heart and do what you want."
"And Zhao Jingcheng keeps giving you hints that you must listen to him and be nice to him. You've been brainwashed."
Su Nuan tilted her head and carefully analyzed the various things in her past life. Did she really fall in love with Zhao Jingcheng? But what is true love?
The space spirit rubbed Su Nuan's head with its leafy hands, "Look at this story!"
Su Nuan closed her eyes and a story emerged in her mind.
The hero and heroine in the story fell in love but were stopped by their families, so they died for love without hesitation.
Su Nuan brought herself into the situation. Would she have been willing to die for Zhao Jingcheng in her previous life?
She opened her eyes suddenly, "I won't die for Zhao Jingcheng, otherwise Su Zhen wouldn't have given me poison, but Zhao Jingcheng said one word and I would have obediently been buried with him."
"So, I didn't fall in love with Zhao Jingcheng, but he brainwashed me into thinking I loved him."
The Space Spirit nodded vigorously. "Yes, yes, that's right. Some people are good at brainwashing others, making you think that no matter how much they love you, you must respond with the same love, but in reality, the other party has not given a single hair."
Su Nuan raised her hand and rubbed her cheek. Now is not the time to talk about love or not. Love is not as important as freedom.
She waved her hand and said, "Let me digest this new information. There's still a lot I don't understand."
The space spirit nodded and waited quietly.
It took Su Nuan a long time to digest all the knowledge. She opened her eyes and determination appeared in them.
"This new knowledge tells me that I have the ability to survive without relying on anyone, so I don't need to care about anyone's feelings."
"I want to live for myself, not for others. I must first love myself and make myself happy."
The Space Spirit applauded, "Right, right, that's right. You must love yourself first. Only when you are well can you have the energy to help others be well."
"If you sacrifice yourself to help others, wouldn't that be a waste of your life?"
Su Nuan nodded, "Yeah, I understand."
Although Su Nuan knew what to put first in her life, she still didn't know what to do in the future.
There is no long-term goal and no direction to strive for.
The space spirit said, "Don't think too much. Just take it one step at a time. The difficulties ahead are not over yet."
Su Nuan nodded, "Yeah, I understand."
She calmed down and said, "Let's go out."
The space spirit immediately shrank back onto Su Nuan's head and continued to serve as its decoration.
When Su Nuan left the space, she saw several people running around on the snow with torches.
"What are you doing? It's getting dark now, why don't you go back and rest?"
Xiaotian said in surprise: "You are here? Come home and have dinner."
Su Nuan felt warm in her heart. Yes, it was getting dark and it was time to go home for dinner.
She saw several other people, even Qianmo was there. Were they afraid that she would get lost? That shouldn't be the case.
When they returned to the cave, Mrs. Xue and the old lady smiled when they saw Su Nuan.
Ling Cang's face turned pale, and he tried hard to force a smile when he saw Su Nuan.
They didn't ask anything and just ate quietly.
Su Nuan felt a little unhappy about this atmosphere, "Are you guys trying to ask me what I've been doing?"
Ling Cang quickly shook his head, "No, I'm just worried that you're hungry."
The old lady smiled and said, "You know your limits. We don't ask what you do, but you must remember that you are not made of iron and need to eat and rest."
Mrs. Xue also said worriedly, "Yes, you are always thinking about holding up the sky. If there is anything, you can discuss it with us and let us do it. It is better to share as much as possible. Don't look down on us as...useless."
Su Nuan felt very warm in her heart. This was what family was like. They would not preach to her under the banner of doing it for her own good, but would only sincerely want to help.
She was silent for a moment and then said, "Actually, there's nothing much to do. There are a lot of men here, so I'll definitely let them do the physical work."
Xue was a little disappointed. "I feel so useless. I can't do anything."
Su Nuan knew that she was feeling inferior, so she immediately said, "Mom, there is actually work for you to do."
The old lady and Mrs. Xue were instantly excited and looked at Su Nuan with burning eyes, fearing that she would not do the work.
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