Chapter 135 Can’t Change Destiny?
Su Nuan narrowed her eyes and her thoughts returned to her previous life.
Xue didn't allow her to go out, so she went out every day to look for food, sometimes a handful of wild vegetables, sometimes a black-faced steamed bun, and sometimes grass roots.
Tuantuan had suffered from goiter at that time. He was already weak and hungry, so he died soon.
Xue hugged Tuantuan's body and cried for a long time...
Su Nuan closed her eyes tightly. At that time, he didn't say a word of comfort, and he even thought she was crying noisily.
Later, Xue buried Tuantuan and brought back some food, but she ate nothing and eventually starved to death.
Su Nuan clenched her fists and really wanted to go back to her previous life to slap herself and curse, "How can you be so cold-hearted?"
The space could read Su Nuan's thoughts with her mind. It said, "Actually, I can't blame you for being indifferent. At that time, you didn't know how mean your family was. You mistakenly thought that the Ling family was taking advantage of their power to bully you and asked you to go to get married."
"If this happened to me, I would also hate the Ling family. After all, as a young lady from the Shangshu Mansion, I have no worries about food and clothing, and I am beautiful. I will not be bad at marrying anyone in the future."
"Marrying a dead man and being a widow without enough food or clothes is all thanks to the Ling family, isn't it?"
"Don't be sad, it's not all your fault. After all, you were also a victim at that time."
Su Nuan was comforted and nodded, "Well, I understand. Actually, I haven't lived a clear life in my two lifetimes. But I won't hold anything back anymore. If there is something to say, just say it. It's good enough as long as the misunderstanding is resolved."
The space spirit immediately encouraged her, "Yes, keep going. You still have me in this life. I can help you analyze it, too."
Su Nuan nodded and smiled, "Yes, in my previous life, I locked myself in a world of hatred. It was totally wrong."
Having someone to chat with makes the journey seem very fast, and they arrived at their doorstep while chatting.
Xue was adding hay to the horses in the yard. When she saw Su Nuan coming back, she came to greet her with a smile.
Su Nuan looked at Xue's cheeks, which had cracked from the cold. She said distressedly, "Mom, wrap a headscarf around your head when you come out. Your face is frozen."
Xue smiled and said, "It's okay. You'll get used to it sooner or later. It's just a little itchy."
Su Nuan sighed, let go of the horse, and pulled the sled to the backyard.
Lingyun and Xiaotian were repairing the tree they had pulled back in the backyard, removing the bark so they could use it to build a house next year.
In fact, Su Nuan didn’t know whether she could build a house, but she had to make this plan.
When Ling Yun saw Su Nuan, he frowned and asked, "Where did you go this time?"
Su Nuan asked, "What's it to you?"
Xiaotian ran over and said with a smile, "Nuannuan, there's so much prey, it'll keep us fed for a long time, and there'll even be enough meat to buy bricks next year."
Su Nuan smiled and said, "We need to eat until the earth warms up again, so after the New Year is not the end."
"We'll get some fish before the New Year and freeze them. Fish is meat after all."
Xiaotian nodded, his handsome face radiating the warmth of the sun, "Okay, let's go together."
Ling Yun was rebuked and now ignored. He was very unhappy and wanted to tear down the house.
He watched Su Nuan and Xiao Tian interacting gloomily, and suddenly he had an epiphany: should he smile more like Xiao Tian? That way his sister-in-law wouldn't dislike him.
He immediately forced a smile and looked at Su Nuan.
Su Nuan noticed Ling Yun's smile, but this smile made her feel creepy, as if Ling Yun was going to use a knife in the next second.
Xiaotian frowned and said, "Why are you smiling that weirdly? Are you planning to use a knife on your sister-in-law?"
Ling Yun put away his smile and went to the front yard angrily.
Isn't it nice to laugh when you're playing dumb? Why can't you laugh when you're not? Why is that?
Seeing Ling Yun coming out of the backyard with a dark face, Xue asked, "What's wrong?"
Ling Yun said sullenly, "Mom, my sister-in-law only talks and laughs with Xiaotian, and is always bad-tempered towards me."
"I thought if I just smiled more, I'd be better, but they said my smile was like drawing a sword."
The corner of Xue's mouth twitched. Although her two sons had received education, they were not good at romance and only knew how to wield swords and guns.
It's not enough to just smile at a girl to please her, it requires a lot of practical actions.
Xue thought for a moment and said, "Are you mixed with other emotions?"
Ling Yun quickly denied it, "No, I just saw that they were having a great time chatting, but I couldn't fit in. I felt like I was being left out."
Mrs. Xue nodded. "Well, being excluded is understandable. Mother asked you, did you question Nuannuan again?"
No one knows a child better than his mother. She knows Ling Yun's temper very well.
Ling Yun thought about it and nodded, "I just asked her where she went today. Isn't this a normal greeting?"
Mrs. Xue was a little amused and said, "Next time she comes back, you can tell her that your sister-in-law is back and asks if she is cold or hungry."
Ling Yun nodded seriously, "Okay, I'll remember it."
Mrs. Xue sighed. It was obvious that her silly son also liked Su Nuan, but the feelings were a bit complicated.
Now Su Nuan is his daughter-in-law and a member of the Ling family, and Ling Yun is the pillar of the Ling family. He is a bit patriarchal and doesn't want Su Nuan to get close to men outside the family.
So his feelings towards Su Nuan include liking, respecting and possessiveness.
This possessiveness is not the possessiveness of love between men and women, but the feeling that Su Nuan is his family, so he can only be good to his family and not to outsiders.
But how can I explain this to him so that he can understand?
Xue thought about the fact that Ling Yun would be leaving after the New Year, so she decided not to say too much, so as to avoid Ling Yun misunderstanding something and getting stuck on it.
Seeing his mother remained silent, Ling Yun's gaze fell on the wild sheep. "How did they catch it alive? The locals call it Paozi."
Xue asked, "Aren't they wild sheep? I feed them grass, right?"
Ling Yun nodded, "Yes, just feed them grass. My sister-in-law is very capable, I don't have to worry about you guys going hungry."
Xue glanced sideways and said, "After the New Year, hurry up and do your own things. A man needs to have his own things to do. Even if you keep a low profile, you don't need to be a farmer."
It’s not that I won’t avenge the Ling family, but I will wait for the right opportunity.
Ling Yun smiled and said, "I know, don't worry, mother."
Xue nodded without saying anything more. Seeing that the three robed men were happily eating the grass and showed no signs of running away, she went back to the house.
After Su Nuan finished working in the backyard, she looked at the sky and said, "The ice should be almost ready now. Why don't we go break the ice tomorrow and catch some fish while we're at it."
Xiaotian nodded, "Okay."
Seeing that it was getting late, Su Nuan went back to wash up and wait for dinner.
Now the old lady has also joined the cooking ranks, and she has no problem making simple dumpling soup.
When Tuantuan saw Su Nuan, he rushed to her and hugged her thighs.
"Sister-in-law."
Su Nuan's heart softened when she saw Tuantuan's cute little face. She picked Tuantuan up and gave him a kiss.
But this bite made her stunned. Tuantuan's right cheek felt a little stiff. Was she suffering from thick neck disease?
Is it still impossible to change fate? I am so unwilling!
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