Chang'an quietly left Shoukang Palace under the moonlight.
All the way to Prince Xuan’s Palace.
Directly facing the courtyard where she once lived, there was a swing set that she had always been thinking about.
At the same time, in the imperial palace, the imperial study.
Fu Lin knelt on the ground, "Your Majesty, the Empress, have left Shoukang Palace.
I dare not follow you, fearing that the Queen will notice."
"Who's watching over the Queen Mother?"
"Your Majesty, don't worry, Fu Cheng is here."
Bei Mingxuan didn't say anything and waved his hand to let Fu Lin go down.
At this moment, he no longer had the heart to review the memorials on the desk. He was guessing where Chang'an would go.
moment.
He threw down the memorial in his hand and left the imperial study, "No need to follow me."
Bei Mingxuan arrived at Prince Xuan's mansion and went to Tingyu Pavilion first. He found that there was no Chang'an there and there was no sign that anyone had been there.
There was an involuntary hint of doubt between his brows.
When he walked to Chang'an and the courtyard where he lived, he saw it at a glance.
Chang'an closed his eyes and sat on the swing, swaying slowly.
The white hair is so conspicuous that it makes people feel distressed.
Looking closely, there was indifference and two lines of tears on a delicate face.
He slowed down his breathing, gently... and then more gently...
"You're like this, it hurts me... I want to cry, come into my arms... okay?"
A soft, hoarse voice, filled with tears, sounded behind Chang'an.
Her body stiffened, she lowered her head, bit her lip, and stubbornly refused to look back or make a sound.
Bei Mingxuan looked at her trembling back, placed his hands on her shoulders, and mobilized his internal energy to calm her down.
When her body stopped shaking.
He put his arm around from behind and in front of Chang'an, "Here, bite..."
"!!!" Chang An looked at the arm that suddenly appeared in front of him and curled his lips in disdain, "Fu Lin didn't dare to follow me."
"He told me that you left Shoukang Palace. He was worried that if he followed you, he would be unhappy when he found out." Bei Mingxuan retracted his arm and gently pushed the swing.
Looking at Chang'an, just like in the past, he closed his eyes, raised his head, and opened his arms.
A smile that he himself didn't even know existed appeared on his lips.
So he stopped talking.
Each time it is pushed higher and higher.
He stopped only when the height and speed reached a maximum.
He looked at Chang'an sitting on the swing with eyes full of doting.
At this moment, he wanted to sit beside her like before, hold her in his arms, and talk and laugh together...
But.
He didn't dare to do that at the moment, because he knew clearly that she still resented him.
Even though, in her heart, most of her believed that Gu Qingfeng's death had nothing to do with her.
The swing slowed down until it stopped...
"It's just a dream, but, Bei Mingxuan... I don't want to wake up only after death."
"I don't understand." Bei Mingxuan looked at Chang'an. He found that at this moment, she was not unwilling to face him, but she did not dare to face him.
"No one is immortal in this life."
Chang An took a deep breath, then raised his eyes to look at Bei Mingxuan, "I never care about life or death.
But I care, my father’s death is related to you!
I have felt pain, hatred, and regret.
but--
Suddenly I realized, maybe, maybe if I come back one day and see you first, everything will be different."
“!!!”
Bei Mingxuan had regretted many times why he allowed Xu Mengyun to appear in front of Chang'an that day.
What made him regret even more was that he left Chang'an the day he heard Bei Ming Ye had held his mother hostage.
Until later, when he saw Chang'an's increasingly bloodshot eyes and white hair.
Only then did he realize how deep her pain was...
Bei Mingxuan sat next to Chang'an, and the two sat side by side on the swing.
She had no way of refusing.
He ignored the awkwardness in her eyes.
"The moment you brought Bai Lu and set foot on the territory of Shuzhou, I knew you were coming back.
I know when you arrived in the capital and when you entered the Gu Mansion...
I should have been there for you when you needed me the most... I know it's useless to say this now.
But, at that time, I felt guilty.
Faking death without telling you.
I disappeared in the South without telling you.
And the death of Mr. Qingfeng and Meng Tan's coma made me dare not and I didn't know.
How to face you. "
"Really?" Chang'an lowered her head, her snow-white hair hanging down, covering her misty eyes.
"At that time, I kept telling myself not to make random guesses and to listen to your side of the story... but, but..."
Her nose felt sore and she whimpered.
No matter how much he suppressed it, he couldn't seem to stop it from coming out of his mouth.
"But, Xu Mengyun said that what happened between you and me was originally a transaction, an exploitation.
I'm staying in your house temporarily, using you to stop Bei Ming Ye from taking the throne, and you're using me and my grandfather to help you gain control of Shuzhou...
No matter what happened later, these words came out of her mouth and were heard by me, which was unexpected and painful.
It's no less painful than when I saw my father's coffin."
Before Chang'an finished speaking, Bei Mingxuan understood what was going on.
"I……"
"Why?" Chang'an raised his eyes, his face full of tears.
"Chang'an." Bei Mingxuan felt a pain in his heart and pulled her into his arms. He let Chang'an struggle but held her tightly.
It's better to say that she doesn't want to leave than to say that she is unable to struggle...
Burying her head in his chest, she cried dully.
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