October 23, cloudy.
Yunlong officially renamed Feilong Group to Shijian Group. He said the main reason for the name change was to incorporate his surname into everything he owned.
He also said that "Shi Jian" is a homophone for "time" in Chinese, and he wants to hold onto every moment of the present.
I know in my heart that all of this is just empty talk.
Yunlong is only after my reputation as a "miracle doctor" and intends to use my name to expand and strengthen Feilong Group, which he founded and started with pharmaceutical products.
...
October 27th, sunny.
I sat on the terrace basking in the sun for half a day, and when I closed my eyes, I always felt that the warm sunlight was just like Luo Lin's kiss.
I opened my eyes full of hope, only to be overwhelmed by a bone-chilling loneliness.
Every minute he was away was so unbearable...
In the afternoon, Yu'er came to see me with a large pile of baby clothes. As always, she was radiant and beautiful, her fiery red halter dress making her look incredibly charming.
After only a few words, she asked me for several more bottles of contraceptive pills.
I know in my heart that for a girl with no background to gain a foothold in the entertainment industry, besides luck, she needs to put in a lot of effort.
However, I couldn't bear to see her continue to mistreat herself like this, so I finally spoke my mind, hoping she would take better care of herself. Contraceptive pills do have far fewer side effects than commercially available birth control pills, but all medicines have side effects, and long-term use is definitely not good.
Yu'er must have misunderstood me, thinking I was mocking her, and we had a big argument. No matter how I explained it to her, she wouldn't listen.
In the end, it was Yunlong who persuaded her to stop.
I must say, Yunlong is much better than me at communicating with people.
...
Heavy rain on November 22.
Around 9 p.m., Yunlong suddenly barged into my room.
This was the first time he had entered my room since we agreed to get married.
Seeing that he was very drunk, I made him a cup of honey water.
He suddenly hugged me and told me not to wait for someone who will never come back.
He also said that Lo Lin had already died in the plane crash and would never be able to come back in this lifetime.
Is it really impossible to come back?
I don't even dare to think about it.
But Yunlong wouldn't let it go, and even planned to share a room with me.
I was so upset that I went to the balcony and let the cool breeze blow on me all night.
November 23, cloudy.
After Yunlong sobered up, he probably felt that what he had done the night before was inappropriate. He apologized to me and then hurriedly left the house.
I didn't feel completely at ease until he walked out of the house. Dragging my tired body, I locked myself in the bedroom, wanting to sleep but unable to.
...
January 18, 2003, cloudy.
I went back to my hometown and my mood improved a lot.
Everyone says that a pregnant woman's mood can affect the baby in her womb to some extent, so I've been looking for comedies to watch these past few days.
But after watching about ten comedies, I suddenly realized that the core of comedy is also tragedy.
However, whether it's a tragedy or a comedy, I still believe that meeting Luo Lin was the greatest luck of my life.
January 19th, sunny.
Yunlong personally went to the station to pick me up and take me home. He was very silent the whole way.
For the past two months, we have often found ourselves in this stalemate where we have nothing to say to each other.
I could sense that he really wanted to break the ice, but the first thing he said was that Luo Lin would never come back, and I didn't want to talk to him any further.
When I got home, I found a pair of women's underwear on the cushion under the sofa. It was made of very little fabric, with lace trim, and it looked strangely sexy.
After realizing that Yunlong had brought other women home, I felt no unease whatsoever.
It's just a marriage of convenience; he can do whatever he wants.
However, I felt a little uncomfortable when I discovered that my pajamas hanging in the closet still had a strong perfume scent.
...
January 22nd, rain.
Two months later, Ling Yunlong, fueled by alcohol, once again barged into my bedroom.
He cornered me against the wall, his breath reeking of alcohol and his incoherent speech making me feel nauseous.
He said he really liked me.
I deeply regret agreeing to marry Luo Lin in order to escape his enemies.
After careful consideration, I asked him for a divorce. He acted like he'd gone mad, but my increasingly prominent belly forced me onto the bed.
This is the most disgusting thing I have ever experienced in my life.
January 23, rain.
I sat in the bathroom all day, and the fruit knife cut my wrists several times.
Ling Yunlong kicked open the bathroom door and apologized to me, weeping bitterly.
I was filled with hatred and gritted my teeth, stabbing the fruit knife into his heart.
He's a complete bastard! He clearly promised me it was just a marriage of convenience.
January 24th was a dark and gloomy day.
I was imprisoned in the bedroom by Ling Yunlong.
The doors and windows were sealed off, and all communication with the outside world was cut off.
...
February 1st was a day of utter darkness.
After being imprisoned for nine days, Ling Yunlong, that beast, once again barged into my bedroom reeking of alcohol, intending to assault me.
This time I was really determined, and I held the scissors I had hidden under my pillow to my neck.
Frustrated at failing to succeed, he stormed out of the door.
I felt as if I had used up all my strength, and I collapsed on the bed, unable to move for a long time.
February 14th, cloudy.
When Aunt Tian returned from her hometown, I felt much better.
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