Chapter 136 Dreams and Reality Intertwined
The scene in the dream was terrible, as if in hell. There was another Chu Hanting crawling on the ground with broken legs, leaving a trail of bright red blood behind him, and in front of him was a blazing fire.
In this fire, he actually saw Su Mu's figure, so he rushed into the sea of fire and threw himself towards Su Mu.
However, when he stretched out his hand to try to grab Su Mu, he found that he was like a transparent soul, and his hand went directly through Su Mu's body. He was stunned and at a loss for a moment, and his helplessness and fear were magnified to the extreme.
Soon he realized that he could not save people, and could only watch Su Mu struggling in pain in the sea of fire.
In the fire, Su Mu cried out for help to his self, his voice full of despair and sorrow.
But the self with the broken leg was powerless. Even though his legs were bleeding from the friction of the hard concrete floor, he still crawled forward firmly.
But sadly, the self who could not move freely was unable to touch his beloved when Su Mu was burned to ashes.
That self was heartbroken, and this self, who was like a bystander, felt the same way.
Extremely sad and aching, Chu Hanting finally woke up from the nightmare.
"Ha..." He gasped for air, as if he suddenly breathed in oxygen from a suffocating environment, like the horrible suffocation of surviving drowning.
Chu Hanting suddenly opened his eyes, and his eyes were surprisingly grim in the darkness.
The back of his pajamas was already soaked, and the grief of being unable to save Su Mu and watching people being burned to death was like a maggot attached to his bones, making his heart palpitate.
Although he realized that it was just a dream, this dream was too real and extremely terrifying, making it difficult for him to let it go for a while.
After a while, Chu Hanting looked at the outline of the person clinging to his chest in the darkness, put his hand on Su Mu's waist, and gently stroked it. He was completely relieved after confirming again and again that the person in his arms was safe.
Chu Hanting didn't understand. Was he too worried about gains and losses? Why do I keep having nightmares like this lately?
The next morning, while having breakfast, Su Mu suddenly asked, "Are you worried about something?"
Chu Hanting was stunned. Is it so obvious? Did he see that he was worried about something?
"Why do you say that?"
Su Mu nodded his eyes, "Dark circles under your eyes, you didn't sleep well last night?"
He slept well himself, mainly because he felt safe with Chu Hanting by his side.
"Are you not used to sleeping with me? If you can't sleep well, I can sleep in the guest room." Although
he said so, Su Mu also cared about Chu Hanting, but he felt very wronged when he said this.
When Chu Hanting heard this, he was afraid of being misunderstood, so he could only tell the truth: "No, it has nothing to do with you. I've been having nightmares recently."
"Did you have nightmares before?"
"No."
Su Mu: So it's still related to him.
Chu Hanting looked at the man's eyes and misty, and hurriedly explained: "It has something to do with you, but not what you think."
"I may have been a little anxious recently, always worried that you would leave me, so I dreamed of the scene of you leaving."
Chu Hanting didn't want to describe the terrible dream in detail, so he just said it vaguely. He didn't want to say "I dreamed that Su Mu was dead" because it was too unlucky, so he changed the expression to "Su Mu left me."
However, the words were unintentional, but the listener took them seriously, causing Su Mu to misunderstand. Especially for Su Mu, who really left Chu Hanting in his previous life, he couldn't help but think too much.
His heart sank suddenly, fearing that the secret of his previous life would be discovered at some point and then destroy the current harmony.
In fact, he often fell into deep thought: Since he has the opportunity to be reborn, is it possible for Chu Hanting to be reborn?
Although he gradually dispelled this doubt in the subsequent interactions, the uneasiness always followed him like a shadow.
Su Mu always worried that if Chu Hanting really recovered his memories of his previous life one day, how should he face it? What should he do? He
usually pretended that nothing happened, but that was just because he wanted to greedily enjoy a little more of the good time they spent together, so he deliberately ignored this possibility, but he knew that he was always worried.
The fear buried deep in his heart surged into his heart like a tide when he heard Chu Hanting say that he had left him in his dream.
Su Mu secretly clenched the fork in his hand and pretended to ask casually: "A Ting, I mean, if, if I leave you, what will you do?" I
don't know if it's because the dream brought him too much impact, but when Chu Hanting heard this hypothetical words, his eyes were extremely dangerous and became gloomy and stubborn.
He responded hoarsely: "No such possibility, if you dare to leave, I will break your legs."
Losing someone in a dream was so painful, how could he bear to lose this person in reality.
"Ah?" Su Mu suddenly realized, "Oh oh."
Chu Hanting didn't know why he said such a paranoid thing.
He obviously thought that no matter what, he respected Su Mu's choice.
But after feeling Su Mu's cold eyes and cold words to him in his dream, and after experiencing the fact that he could not protect this person even if he tried his best, he now has only one voice in his mind: no matter what, he must keep this person by his side.
He thought Su Mu would be afraid of him after he said that, but seeing that Su Mu didn't react much, Chu Hanting's eyes flashed with inquiry, and he asked curiously: "Aren't you afraid?"
Su Mu shook his head, his voice was soft and coquettish, but it was firm: "I'm just afraid that you don't want me."
Trying to escape from Chu Hanting was a matter of the last life. In this life, Su Mu just wanted to do his best to stay by Chu Hanting's side. How could he want to escape?
Su Mu's words were like sunshine after rain, dispelling the haze brought to Chu Hanting by nightmares and returning his heart to warmth.
He also thought it through. Why should he be disturbed by dreams? Can it be more real than the moment when Su Mu is by his side, saying words of dependence that he can't leave him?
As for breaking his legs, that was just to scare him. No matter what, he was reluctant to hurt him in the slightest.