Chapter 151 Su Mu, will you give it to me?
Su Mu's heart was beating very fast. He stared at Chu Hanting's eyes, not daring to miss any of his expressions.
He was afraid to see "suspicion, fear, disappointment" and other uneasy emotions in those eyes.
Chu Hanting could feel the slight trembling of the person he was holding, and murmured, "Is it true?"
"When were you reborn?"
"The day before I met you for the first time, I fainted and was reborn in the hospital." Su Mu dared not hide anything. Now that things have come to this, it is best to tell everything.
He curled up in Chu Hanting's arms, gently placed his palm on his chest, and asked with a trace of uneasiness: "A Ting, do you blame me?"
Chu Hanting's voice was still so gentle and steady, as if it had not been shaken by the revelation of this outrageous truth.
"What do you blame?"
"I treated you so badly before," Su Mu stammered, speaking in a low voice, without any confidence, "I mean, in my previous life, I did so many things that let you down."
"I blamed you."
Su Mu heard Chu Hanting's words so decisively, and his heart was stabbed with pain, and his mood was inevitably depressed.
Yes, he was so bad, blind and blind to trust the wrong person and hurt the wrong person.
How could he not blame himself for repeatedly digging out Chu Hanting's sincerity and trampling on it, and still speaking nastily? ! !
It's only natural for him to resent himself!
Su Mu pulled the corners of his mouth bitterly, and the light in his eyes gradually dimmed.
Chu Hanting felt Su Mu's emotions, and his big hand gently stroked the back of Su Mu's head, giving people a very reassuring feeling.
"I blame you for trusting others too easily and being willing to be used by others; I blame you for rejecting my help in a way that hurts yourself; I blame you for caring about the feelings of the Su family but ignoring your own safety."
"But I don't blame you for not loving me, nor do I blame you for being indifferent to me. Because I can't force you to fall in love with anyone."
He took a deep breath and continued:
"It's your choice to like someone, whether you like it or not, and I am not qualified to make decisions for you."
"What makes me helpless is that even though the Su family treats you like this, you still allow them to hurt you in various ways, and morally blackmail you to do things that are not good for you." "What makes me
sad is that I can help you out of your predicament, but you push me away again and again, and even refuse my help and intervention, making me want to help you but unable to do so." When he said this, his voice was a little choked.
It seemed that this matter was particularly heavy in his heart.
"Of course, I can't say 100% that I don't blame you for being indifferent and ruthless to me. But whether I have this emotion or not, it can't cover my heartache and pity for you."
"Little fool, I just want you to be safe and happy, and want to give you happiness," the tone was soft and firm.
"I didn't dare to ask for too much at that time, but now, I want your love. Su Mu, will you give it to me?" Chu Hanting asked clearly word by word, asking for an answer.
The magnetic and gentle voices were like a sharp sword that cut through the darkness, opened the dark curtain, and let the light shine into Su Mu's world.
Since his rebirth, he has actually been uneasy in his heart, but now that he has talked it out thoroughly, the fog that has blocked his emotional progress has finally dissipated.
In fact, he has always been cautious in his feelings, and even doubted in his heart: "Am I really worthy of Chu Hanting's love?"
At first, he couldn't figure out whether this emotion was love or guilt. But he always carried the heavy memory of his previous life and pursued Chu Hanting without flinching.
Because he understood that this was a debt, he owed him.
But later, Su Mu understood that even if he hid that guilt, he still loved him.
Maybe he had fallen in love with this person in his previous life, but there were too many obstacles and contradictions at that time, so he didn't recognize his own heart and lived in confusion.
Now, he finally waited for this moment, and he wanted to say it boldly.
"Chu Hanting, I love you, I have always loved you."
As soon as the voice fell, the rest of the words were blocked, and only the charming sound of breathing entangled in water remained in the room.
What happened in the previous life is already in the past. Since they have a second life, why not seize it? Maybe God couldn't bear it and gave them a chance to make up for their regrets and save their love.
Therefore, in this life, they must walk to the end of their lives and never separate again.
In a trance, Chu Hanting seemed to hear what Su Mu was saying.
After listening carefully, he heard two words, "want me."
Chu Hanting rolled over, pressed on Su Mu, controlled his hands above his head, lowered his head and said in his ear: "As you wish."