Chapter 60 Don't be afraid, I'm here
But Su Mu's heart was beating.
Is this really a joke?
And how could he hear Su Ning's words clearly with his ears broken?
He couldn't deceive himself to this extent. When others told him the truth, he pretended not to hear it.
Su Mu showed a very painful and puzzled expression. He asked angrily: "Why?"
Su Ning seemed to hear a joke. "Su Mu, do you finally understand the current situation? Why else? Because you are Su Mu, you robbed me of twenty years of a happy life, that's why."
"But I gave it all back to you," Su Mu frowned, his face was very painful, and he spoke with great effort.
"I also played the piano for you and won you honor, but I don't want any of this. The Su family is also yours. I won't steal a penny of your property."
"Why do you still treat me like this?"
Su Ning sneered, crossed his arms and looked at him, his eyes full of contempt and disgust.
"Su Mu, your existence seems to remind me of my incompetence all the time. I can't compare to you."
"You can play the piano, and you play it so well."
"You have good grades and are a top student."
"Even if I go back to the Su family, do you know what those rich second generations say about me behind my back?"
Su Ning was furious, his face was grim, and he stretched out his hand to pinch Su Mu's jaw hard. Su Mu felt pain and his brows furrowed even deeper.
"They said I was just a piece of trash from the country, and that I couldn't compare to you in everything."
"Do you know how many rumors like this I have endured?"
...
Su Ning roared at him, pouring out all his dissatisfaction and true thoughts.
Until then, Su Mu realized that the person he had always regarded as his younger brother actually looked at him in this way. Su Mu
's eyes gradually lost their light. After knowing the true thoughts in Su Ning's heart, he had to face these facts. Finally,
when Su Ning finished venting, in his gradually dilated pupils due to fear, he saw Su Ning holding a hammer and slowly moving it above his hand.
Su Ning finally saw Su Mu's extremely frightened expression, and he was satisfied.
Like the whisper of a devil, the terrifying words were spoken.
"Tell me, what would you do if your piano-playing hands became useless?"
Su Mu panicked after his conjecture was confirmed. He didn't even scream when he was beaten just now, but now he just wanted to beg for mercy.
"Su Ning, don't be so cruel, you can't do this." Su Mu's voice was trembling endlessly, as if he was on the edge of a cliff.
Su Ning's smile gradually widened, and the corners of his mouth widened. "Then beg me."
Su Mu gritted his teeth and opened his mouth, but no sound came out.
"What did you say? I didn't hear you clearly, speak louder." Su Ning's smile became more and more vicious.
"I beg you, Su Ning, please, don't destroy my hands." Su Mu's voice was almost crying, and the pity in his eyes was clear.
But in the eyes of the abusers, this was the ultimate delicacy for them to enjoy.
"Then I won't!" Su Ning said fiercely, swung the hammer, raised it high, and smashed it down fiercely.
"No——" In his heart-wrenching roar, the pain of bone corroding spread from his hands to his whole body.
Every cell was screaming in pain.
His fingers were connected to his heart, and his hands were cruelly hammered by Su Ning with a hammer, and his finger bones were broken one by one.
In the end, a pair of originally slender and beautiful hands were already a mess of blood and flesh, with bones turned outward, which was horrible to look at.
He didn't know whether his hands or his heart hurt more, but he knew one thing, that he would never be able to play the piano again.
This cruel fact almost broke his heart. He
fainted from the pain several times in the middle of the performance, and was awakened by the next severe pain. His eyes were bloodshot from the pain. Even today, when he recalls it, the cruel scenes are still vivid in his mind.
The severe pain gave Su Mu a shock when
he recalled the feeling at that time. "Su Mu, Su Mu, wake up, what's wrong?"
Su Mu seemed to hear someone calling him, and his confused eyes focused. The first thing he saw was a handsome face full of deep worry and anxiety.
"Chu, Han Ting?"
"It's me," Chu Han Ting responded impatiently.
God knows, they just came out of the stadium together, and after a while, he suddenly found that Su Mu was not in a good state.
The whole person seemed to be trapped in some bad memories. In just a moment, Chu Hanting could feel that Su Mu's temperament was stained with thick gloom.
It was like falling into a dark abyss, emitting strong hatred and pain.
Chu Hanting didn't know what happened to him, so he could only shake his shoulders and call him again and again.
Seeing that the man finally woke up, Chu Hanting's heart loosened.
"What I just did?" Su Mu didn't know how to explain, but he knew that his expression must have been abnormally terrifying and ugly.
Su Mu was afraid that Chu Hanting would dislike him or see his expression of dislike for him when his beloved saw him in such an ugly state.
Chu Hanting didn't know what Su Mu was worried about, but he knew that Su Mu's current mood was very wrong.
When he was clearly framed just now, he observed Su Mu and he was fine.
Why did he suddenly feel like he was in a nightmare, with such strong emotional fluctuations, as if he had recalled a major heart-wrenching and bad thing.
He didn't ask any further questions, but just comforted him: "It's okay, if you don't want to say it, don't say it. I just want you to be happy."
He didn't want to see Su Mu's painful, desperate and hateful expression again. He couldn't bear it. Just seeing him so uncomfortable made him feel upset.
What on earth had the young man gone through to cause such a serious psychological trauma?
Su Mu came to his senses and raised his hands tremblingly, folding them twice, as if to confirm something.
It was all right, he had started over again. This time, he would protect these hands and all the people he cherished.
However, the memories of his past life made his hands feel like they were producing phantom limb pain. Although they were fine, he could still feel the pain of having his finger bones shattered in his past life. He
couldn't help but break out in a sweat.
Chu Hanting didn't know why Su Mu was staring at his hands, but he noticed that his hands were shaking.
So, he wrapped his warm palms around Su Mu's hands and held them tightly in his palms.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Su Mu's cold hands were transmitted by the heat of Chu Hanting's palms, and gradually stopped shaking.
Even his restless heart was soothed by the words "I'm here".
As his mood eased, Su Mu wanted to ask a question for no reason.
"You won't hate me, right?"
Chu Hanting didn't know whether this was a confession or something else. He couldn't promise anything yet, but at this moment, he didn't want to give a negative answer.
"Su Mu, you are fine, don't think too much, how could I hate you, you are so good."