Chapter 560 No Room for Regret
Qiao Yunxue's social circle was very narrow, and Fu Shanzhan quickly found a chat box with the note "Museum Teacher Lin". He clicked on it and read through the entire chat history -
When Qiao Yunxue was more than eight months pregnant, she took a part-time job at a museum, just as he had guessed.
There wasn't much content in the chat, and basically every time it was about work. The last few messages stopped at the payment settlement. The other party transferred more than 3,000 yuan. Qiao Yunxue replied "thank you" and said "let's cooperate again next time."
Fu Shanzhan looked at the transfer message and held the phone tighter and tighter, almost crushing it - he could understand that she was ambitious and wanted to do something to find value, but was it meaningful for her to work so hard in the late stages of pregnancy just to earn more than 3,000 yuan?
Fu Shanzhan looked at the person sleeping on the hospital bed again. His eyes fell on the sweat on her forehead, and his heart tightened.
Fu Shanzhan put his cell phone aside, picked up a few wet wipes from the bedside table, bent down, and gently wiped the sweat from her forehead.
Fu Shanzhan felt a little annoyed about his anger just now, and wanted to slap himself - she had just given birth to a child and had worked so hard, but he didn't feel sorry for her and was even angry with her. He really deserved to die.
Fu Shanzhan forced himself not to think about this matter, just pretend that he didn't know, didn't mention it in front of her, and didn't question her - she was now in a period of sensitive emotions after giving birth, and he should spend more energy to take care of her feelings instead of condemning her.
Fu Shanzhan brainwashed himself in this way, and sat beside Qiao Yunxue for almost three hours. The child woke up in the middle, but he didn't go to see her and just sat by the bed.
In the afternoon, Qiao Yunxue woke up.
After a good sleep, she regained a lot of energy. As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Fu Shanzhan sitting beside the bed.
Qiao Yunxue wanted to sit up. When Fu Shanzhan saw this, he immediately went to help her. Qiao Yunxue did not refuse and let him help her sit up.
Fu Shanzhan tidied her hair and looked at her dry lips, feeling even more distressed: "I'll go get you a glass of water."
"No need." Qiao Yunxue said, "I'm going to the bathroom."
"Okay, don't move, I'll put your shoes on for you." Fu Shanzhan immediately squatted down in front of her.
Fu Shanzhan skillfully put on her slippers, and then helped her to the bathroom door. He wanted to follow her in, but Qiao Yunxue refused, "No, I can go by myself."
Fu Shanzhan glanced down and said, "Then be careful. Call me if it hurts."
The doctor said that although she could get out of bed after a normal delivery, she would still feel pain for a few days, and Qiao Yunxue herself was particularly afraid of pain.
"Will it stop hurting if I call you?" Qiao Yunxue smiled weakly, turned around and closed the door.
Fu Shanzhan looked at the closed door in front of him, his hands clenched into fists, his eyes turned red, and his body grew colder and colder.
In the bathroom.
After using the restroom, Qiao Yunxue stood in front of the sink washing her hands. When she looked up and saw her haggard self in the mirror, she suddenly collapsed.
She covered her mouth and tears flowed uncontrollably.
She thought she had done enough homework, but she still felt terrified when she experienced it in person. She seemed to have aged five years overnight, neither human nor ghost. Her whole face was swollen as if it had been soaked, and her belly was very big.
There is also lochia.
She felt that her whole world was filled with the smell of blood, dirty and disgusting.
She regretted it a lot, regretted getting married, regretted having a child, but the child was already born, and this was the only choice in life that left no room for regret. Her identity now was the child's mother, and she would not be able to truly live for herself for the rest of her life.
The more Qiao Yunxue thought about it, the more upset she felt, and her eyes stung from crying.
Fu Shanzhan stood outside the door and could only hear the sound of water inside, which had lasted for more than ten minutes.
He couldn't help but feel a little worried, and banged on the door twice: "Xuexue, are you feeling unwell?"
No response.
Fu Shanzhan: "Wife?"
Still no response.
His expression became more serious. He turned around, took the key from the drawer at the back, and opened the door directly.
When the door opened, I saw Qiao Yunxue sitting on the floor, hugging her knees and crying.
The water in the sink kept running.
Fu Shanzhan strode down, turned off the faucet, and then squatted in front of Qiao Yunxue. Seeing her red and swollen eyes from crying, he immediately wanted to hug her.
"Don't touch me!" Qiao Yunxue suddenly raised her voice, her words full of resistance.
Fu Shanzhan's hands froze in mid-air. His heart stopped when he heard the disgust and resistance in her words.
She had never treated him this way before.
Even when they were arguing the most, she wouldn't do that if he wanted to hug her, as if she had touched something dirty.
Whether you love or not, you can't brainwash yourself. No matter how you numb yourself, it's useless.
Because he had seen how she loved him, he could feel that she no longer loved him from any detail.
But why doesn't he love her anymore? Everything is obviously fine between them. Did he do something wrong?
Fu Shanzhan raised his head and wiped his eyes with his hand. "The ground is cold. You are still weak. I will carry you out first."
"No need." Qiao Yunxue raised her arms and supported her body by holding onto the sink.
She stumbled around him and out of the bathroom.
Fu Shanzhan turned his head to look at her back, and a few tears fell on the back of his hand.
He raised his hands to cover his eyes.
…
Qiao Yunxue returned to the hospital bed, sat down against the headboard, and pulled the quilt over herself.
I just sat on the floor in the bathroom for a while. It was very cold and my lower abdomen felt a little uncomfortable.
After covering myself with the quilt for a few minutes, I felt much better.
At this time, the screen of the mobile phone next to her lit up. Qiao Yunxue saw the WeChat message prompt on it and picked up the phone.
It was a message from Lu Ye, asking her how she was doing now.
Qiao Yunxue looked at this question and didn't know how to respond.
In the doctor's words, mother and daughter are safe, and the delivery went smoothly, which should be good, but she herself is not so good. She regrets it, but this is the path she chose herself. No one forced her from beginning to end, and she doesn't want to take out the trash with Lu Ye.
I couldn’t figure out how to reply, so I simply didn’t reply.
Qiao Yunxue walked out and saw Professor Wang’s message again.
Professor Wang: [Congratulations! Take a good rest during this time! See you at the interview at our school!]
Congratulations?
Qiao Yunxue frowned. Professor Wang already knew that she had given birth?
Qiao Yunxue: [Thank you, teacher. See you at the interview.]
Professor Wang: [I've asked them to find someone else to handle the museum case.]
Qiao Yunxue's eyebrows jumped, she exited WeChat and looked through the call logs.
really.
When she was asleep, Professor Wang called, and it must have been Fu Shanzhan who answered the phone for her.
The museum has a new case for her.
Qiao Yunxue opened WeChat again and asked Professor Wang: [Have they found the right person?]
Professor Wang: [It shouldn’t be that fast.]
After hearing this answer, Qiao Yunxue immediately found the museum staff’s WeChat and sent them a message to inquire.
When Qiao Yunxue learned that the museum hadn't found anyone yet, she said, "Then leave it to me. It should be within two weeks."
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