Chapter 2648 I Really Want to Die to Apologize
"The cultivation world has a rule that cultivators and laymen cannot get together, but I didn't obey it and still violated the rule by getting together with Yuan Han, and then my father found out. However, although the cultivation world has a rule that cultivators cannot get together with laymen, if they break it, their lives will not be taken away, and only the violators will be punished, and the result of the punishment is either being tortured and imprisoned, or having their cultivation abolished and then being expelled from the cultivation world."
“I had already made the choice at that time. I decided to give up my cultivation and become an ordinary person. However, my father did not give me this opportunity. He felt that I had brought great shame to him, so in order to vent his anger, he killed me. It was me who implicated Yuanhan. If it weren’t for me, Yuanhan wouldn’t have gotten into trouble…”
At this point, Jing Yunyao's eyes were blurred with tears, and her heart was filled with extreme pain and self-blame.
“Because my cousin found out that my father was going to attack me, he chased after him, but he was a step too late, so he could only save me. However, after I was saved, I also lost my memory, so I couldn’t avenge Yuan Han. Although I injured my father today, destroyed his cultivation and his legs, and he will be a useless man from now on, I couldn’t bring myself to kill him, so I can’t completely avenge Yuan Han. If it weren’t for Shao Ting, I really want to die to atone for my sins...”
Jing Yunyao didn't just say this to Old Man Leng about atonement with death, because she really had such an idea.
Although seventeen years have passed, for Jing Yunyao, only a little over a year has passed. Due to her amnesia, after she recovered her memory, it seemed as if the things before she lost her memory just happened. So until now, Jing Yunyao is still in pain.
Many times at night, when she thought of Leng Yuanhan, she would secretly shed tears.
"What nonsense! How can you die to atone for your sins? Although the incident was caused by you, this is not your wish!" When he heard the words "die to atone for your sins", Old Man Leng scolded. He also felt that Jing Yunyao was not joking.
Although the fact that Leng Yuanhan was killed by Jing Yunyao's father because of Jing Yunyao's involvement had a thorn in his heart and made him feel very uncomfortable, he also blamed Jing Yunyao... After all, the person who died was his own son, and his favorite son at that.
No matter how much he likes his daughter-in-law Jing Yunyao, from the perspective of family affection, no matter how good Jing Yunyao is, she is not as good as his own biological son, so it is understandable that he blames Jing Yunyao in his heart.
If it's not strange at all, then there's a problem! After all, he's my own son!
However, he did not hate Jing Yunyao to the point of hatred. After all, Jing Yunyao did not do it on purpose, and she also attacked her father for it.
Although Jing Yunyao did not kill her father, he was her biological father anyway. If she really killed him, what was the difference between her and her father? Although the other party wanted their names first, if Jing Yunyao really killed her father, from an ethical point of view, Jing Yunyao would be condemned by humanity.
Now, it has been seventeen years since this incident happened, so many things have settled down.
If he had known the truth when the incident just happened, Mr. Leng would have definitely been angry and blamed Jing Yunyao, and a rift would have arisen between them.
But now, Jing Yunyao has also experienced life and death, she herself is also a victim, and she has done her best to make compensation.
Old Master Leng is not a stubborn or unreasonable person, so even though he is a little bit angry with Jing Yunyao now, there is no estrangement between them.
And no matter what, Jing Yunyao is the mother of his grandson, so he certainly hopes that she can forget the pain and live a good life.
If something happened to her, wouldn't it be another severe blow to Leng Shaoting? Would it make Leng Shaoting suffer again?
"Dad, I'm sorry. I don't know what to say except sorry. I'm sorry to have disappointed you..." Jing Yunyao said, her heart full of sadness and guilt. She didn't know how to face Grandpa Leng.
"Okay, although I feel uncomfortable after knowing the truth, things have already happened. There is no point in dwelling on it. I don't blame you for this, so you should stop blaming yourself and having psychological burden, so as not to make Shao Ting worry." said Mr. Leng.
Even if he felt a little bit angry with Jing Yunyao, he would not say it directly. He hoped that Jing Yunyao would stop blaming herself and having psychological burden. She still needed to live a good life in the future.
If she continued to blame herself and have psychological burden, how could she live a good life in the future! Despite this, Jing Yunyao couldn't help but blame herself, and the fact that Old Man Leng didn't blame her made her feel even more guilty.
But now that things have come to this, Jing Yunyao didn't know what to say.
Then they came out without saying anything else.
Because Jing Yunyao had been crying, her eyes were a little red and swollen, but in order to prevent other people from noticing, she was asked to use her spiritual energy to recover before coming out.
Then after coming out, Jing Yunyao and others also said goodbye, because they knew that Mr. Leng was in a bad mood and needed to calm down.
Yes, Mr. Leng is in a bad mood and needs to calm down. If Shangguan Yang hadn't been in the living room, he would not have planned to come out. But because Shangguan Yang was there, he couldn't neglect him, so he came out to see him off.
After seeing off Jing Yunyao and the others, Old Master Leng went straight back to his study. Leng Yuanzhen and the others could see that Old Master Leng was in a bad mood, but they didn't ask any more questions.
Gu Ning and the others heard what Jing Yunyao and Old Master Leng said in the study. They all knew that although Old Master Leng said he didn't blame Jing Yunyao, he still felt a little strange in his heart.
But this is very normal. I just feel sorry for Mr. Leng and make him sad.
But things have happened, and there is nothing they can do. They can only hope that Jing Yunyao and Old Man Leng can let it go and live the rest of their lives in good times.
When Jing Yunyao and the others went back, they of course took Jing Yunyan with them, but they abandoned him halfway and didn't plan to find a place for him to rest.
Since he didn't intend to kill the other party, there was no need to keep him. However, before letting him go, he was severely injured and one of his hands was disabled. This was the price he paid for his intention to attack the Leng family.
If Jing Yunyan succeeded, he would definitely die, but Jing Yunyan did not succeed, so he did not die.
(End of this chapter)
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