"You want to hear it?"
"Since this is part of your secret, or the most important secret, as your husband I definitely want to hear it."
Ren Rongzheng sighed before speaking. When talking about her past life, the three words that best summed it up were - not worth it.
"Rumo is a friend I knew when I was a child. She was very pitiful. She had no parents and was very ugly. Although her appearance was given by her parents, it was not her fault that she was ugly.
But just because she was ugly and an abandoned baby, no one liked her and even despised her. Other orphans had the opportunity to be adopted, but she didn't.
She is an ugly duckling abandoned by the world. People who have seen her ignore her, which is already a kindness to her, because many people will dislike her when they see her.
At one point, she felt that she deserved to die because she was ugly. After all, even her own parents didn't like her, so how could she expect strangers to like her?
But just when she was about to become disappointed with the world, a person appeared. That was her adoptive father. He adopted her and treated her very well. He gave her a place to live, food to eat, and allowed her to learn knowledge.
She felt that her biological father was just like that, and she felt that there was finally someone in this world who loved her, but she didn't expect that this was all her wishful thinking.
How to describe her adoptive father's identity? Her adoptive father is a big criminal in the legal sense, the kind who commits murder and arson and all kinds of evil. Her adoptive father adopted her for the purpose of having her help him kill people.
She was raised by her adoptive father since she was a child. She has no correct values, or even self-awareness, and cannot tell right from wrong. She just knows that she has to do whatever her adoptive father asks her to do.
Then she went. The person her adoptive father asked her to kill was a very powerful person. In the end, she completed the task, but she also lost her life.
When Ren Rongzheng was telling this story, Zhan Beiqin kept observing the changes in her expression and could clearly feel that she was still in pain when she talked about it.
"So, Rumo is dead?"
"Yes, she is dead."
"So the dead can't be resurrected?"
"Of course, she'll never come back."
Ren Rongzheng answered this question very firmly. Zhan Beiqin could see from her firm answer that she was satisfied with her current identity as Ren Rongzheng and she didn't want to mention her past life anymore.
So she hated Yuan Sheng, and now there was a Zhou Guisheng who looked exactly like him, so when she saw her, her physical fear and hatred brought her a great physical reaction.
This made Zhan Beiqin feel dazed and helpless. He wanted to be honest with her and break the window paper.
But she didn't want to talk about her past life, so should he continue to pretend to be ignorant?
"So you have a good relationship with her? Do you think you will understand her well?"
"I'm not sure if I truly understand her, but I'm sure that I am the person who knows her best in this world."
"Okay, so according to you, she's an emotionless killing machine. If you were her, what would her psychological feelings be towards the person she killed?"
"I must feel guilty. He was in his prime, with such a good life and so many years ahead of him, but his life was ruined by her.
I sympathize with her, but I also hate her. I feel very sad about her death. I think it is a relief, and it is a relief for her. After all, living without self-awareness is no different from being a walking corpse.
This sentence further proves that she does not want to return to her previous life, she wants to jump out of it completely.
Zhan Beiqin thought back to when they had just gotten married. He was indeed very mean to her and would often speak ill of her, but she endured it as much as she could.
Is it because in her consciousness, she felt that they had the same name and looked the same, and because of the guilt in her heart, she transferred the guilt.
If that's the case, then it makes sense why she always tolerated and served him when they first got married.
If you put it that way, his revenge before was pretty ridiculous. He should have known that Rumo was just a killer without a thinking machine raised by Yuan Sheng.
She is just a puppet. Even if she doesn't kill him, Yuan Sheng will send other killers to kill her. It's like she is just a sword and Yuan Sheng is the murderer holding the sword.
But he kept blaming the sword and taking all his revenge on her.
He spoke harshly to her even though she was unfamiliar with him. He also notified the bank in the guise of a mysterious boss to delay her loan, and even drugged her at night to satisfy his normal physiological needs.
Thinking about it this way, he felt that he was really hateful. When he felt that he was really hateful, he became really scared.
I had originally wanted to be honest with her, but now I don't dare to say it at all. If I say it, the idea of divorce that she just gave up will be ignited immediately, right? The key is that she is still pregnant and cannot be provoked.
"Let's not talk about this anymore. It's all my fault. Why did you think of your friend? Since talking about her makes you so uncomfortable, let's not talk about it anymore."
"Um."
Ren Rongzheng nodded, then suddenly thought of something, and showed the note written by Ren Naiyao to Zhan Beiqin.
"By the way, let me show you this. Ren Naiyao came to see me today, worried that I would spread Ren Rongxue's scandal. He begged me a lot, and then he wrote this note to me."
Zhan Beiqin took a look at the contents of the note and was also quite surprised after reading it.
"Ren Naiyao wants to hand over the steel plant to you?"
"Yes, he said that after he retires, he will hand over the management of the steel mill to me."
"That's really good. I guess the main reason Jiang Linhai wants to marry Ren Rongxue is because she is Ren Naiyao's daughter. Now not only has his wish for the steel plant been dashed, but even Ren Rongxue feels that the child is not his. It's really a loss of both the wife and the army."
"Jiang Linhai isn't a bad person, but he has a lot of ulterior motives. This is a big blow to him. I think he will definitely divorce Ren Rongxue."
"Just get a divorce. Neither of them are good people to begin with. Especially Ren Rongxue, she is really vicious. No matter what she does, this is her karma."
"Yes, such a vicious woman does not deserve any sympathy."
Just as Ren Rongzheng finished speaking, he heard Aunt Jin calling from outside: "Commander Zhang, Madam, dinner is ready, come out and eat!"
As soon as she heard about eating, Ren Rongzheng immediately became hungry, or it could be said that the three children in her belly were hungry.
"Let's go eat. This meal is a good way to celebrate your standing up!"
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