Why don't you dare look her in the eye?
Zhan Beiqin himself has not overcome this psychological barrier, and with this question, she seemed even more afraid to look directly at him. And how could Ren Rongzheng not understand his very honest body language reaction?
At this moment, her mind was full of the words Yuan Sheng said to her in the dream. She suddenly found it ridiculous, really too ridiculous. Was this a joke that fate played on her?
After living a new life, she was full of confidence. She wanted to develop her career well and wanted her family of five to live a happy life. However, it turned out that fate gave her a sweet gift and then threw her into the abyss.
Thinking of this, Ren Rongzheng's tears welled up in her eyes, but she never let them fall. Looking at the nervous faces of the people around her, she quickly smiled and said apologetically:
"Dad, Aunt Zhang, Nan Jin, I'm sorry for worrying you. I didn't want to scare you. I'm really sorry. I'm fine. I just couldn't sleep well recently because the child kept having nightmares. I just had another nightmare and it took me a while to recover. I'm fine now. Go get some rest."
"Are you really okay? Just now I saw that you looked really bad, so pale and bloodless. It scared me to death. If you think there's something wrong, let's call a military doctor or just go to the hospital. You just gave birth not long ago, your health is very important."
"I'm really fine, Dad. I'm sorry to disturb your sleep. Go and get some rest."
Seeing how Ren Rongzheng was just now, they were really worried, but she was speaking clearly now, and it seemed that nothing was really wrong.
"Okay then, let's go and rest first. Beiqin, you should stay here and take care of your wife. I'm afraid Nanjin can't do it alone."
"No need." After Zhan Tianzhu finished speaking, before Zhan Beiqin could respond, Ren Rongzheng said, "He's been more tired recently. Let him go to sleep. The child was quite obedient tonight. It's my fault that he had a nightmare. It's okay now."
Hearing Ren Rongzheng say this, Zhan Beiqin felt a sharp pain in his heart. He really felt sorry for Ren Rongzheng, but he really couldn't get over it in his heart.
"I'll take care of her and the children here. You guys should go to bed quickly, Nan Jin, go back to your room. You have to go back to school tomorrow, so you should get a good rest tonight." Zhan Beiqin said.
"Okay, sister-in-law, I'll go back to my bedroom first. Call me if you need anything."
After Zhan Nanjin finished speaking, he took Zhan Tianzhu and the others out and closed the door for their family of five.
These three children are really sensible now. After being woken up by the chattering noise just now, they quickly fell asleep again.
So the children fell asleep, and it was essentially just the two of them left in the room. Zhan Beiqin asked, "Is it another dream that predicted the future? Did you dream of something bad?"
"Yes, it's a continuation of the last dream..." The tears that had been welling up in Ren Rongzheng's eyes could not help but fall when he saw the sleeping children.
"Last time I only asked about the moment the bullet entered my chest. Tonight I dreamt about the moment the bullet entered my chest and I was dying. The pain was very real, and the despair of dying was very real."
"No, I told you, I will protect you. I won't leave your side until Zhou Guisheng is caught."
No? He's already hiding tonight, will he really not do that in the future?
But Ren Rongzheng did not break this window paper. After all, he was the one who chose not to say anything first. If he broke it, he would lose his last bit of dignity. There was no need for that either.
"Zhan Beiqin, do you believe in fate?"
Zhan Beiqin didn't expect her to ask this question suddenly. He answered firmly: "I don't believe in fate. My destiny is in my own hands."
"Yes, I used to think so too, but now it seems I have to bow to fate. However, I will not give up early. When that day really comes, I will fight with him until the last moment.
If my ending is really like the dream, where I can't fight against fate, then I think I can only accept it. But my three children are still young, and they lost their mother at an age when they don't know anything. It's really pitiful, because that's what happened to me."
As she said this, Ren Rongzheng's tears flowed even faster, but she quickly wiped them away. This was the case in her previous life. Her parents didn't love her and even despised her. This was also the case in this life.
Her mother loved her, but she died early and she had no memory of her mother at all. Her father Ren Naiyao was not good to her either.
So a child who has been without a mother since childhood is really pitiful. She thought that what she could not get, she must double to her children, but fate is so ridiculous that it punishes her in such a way.
"If this outcome really can't be changed, I have only one request of you. You can forget me, you can hate me, but you must not find a stepmother for these three children. After all, there is no blood relationship. What if they end up like me..."
"Rong Zheng, what nonsense are you talking about? I said you won't die, I won't let you die!"
Ren Rongzheng's words really hurt Zhan Beiqin deeply, and he felt really uncomfortable.
Won't let her die?
Ren Rongzheng smiled when he heard this, then slowly looked at him. Didn't he want her to die, and then both of them would live in lies for the rest of their lives? Both of them would wear masks, pretending to be ignorant while knowing the truth?
"I hope so. Now that I have three children, I'm more afraid of death than anyone else, so I'll do my best to protect my own. Okay, it's too late. If I don't sleep now, it will be dawn. Go to bed quickly."
After Ren Rongzheng finished speaking, she lay down and turned her head away, tears falling down. She wanted to change the ending, she didn't want to die, she wanted to grow up with her three children.
But the dream that predicted the future had already happened, so why was she still hoping for luck? It was because she didn't dare to hope for luck that the tears kept flowing.
Because Ren Rongzheng had his back to Zhan Beiqin, he couldn't see her face, but he could clearly feel that she was crying. Zhan Beiqin then moved over, stretched out his arms and held her in his arms.
Yes, he hugged her, and his chest was just as warm, but unlike before, he didn't let her turn around. Did he not want to see her face?
I guess so...
Ren Rongzheng really didn't dare to fall asleep. She was afraid that she would dream about the moment when she actually died. Then there would be no hope. So she tossed and turned all night. It felt so long, and every second seemed so long.
Finally, it was daybreak. I heard that Zhan Nanjin and the others had already gotten up. Since Zhan Nanjin had to go back to school today, Ren Rongzheng, as her sister-in-law, naturally couldn't stay in bed.
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