"Rong Zheng, Rong Zheng!"
After Ren Rongzheng answered Zhou Guisheng's call, she stood there in a daze for a long time. Seeing her like this, Zhan Beiqin was really scared. He quickly put his hand on her shoulders, looked at her and called her.
Ever since Zhan Beiqin deliberately distanced himself from her, Ren Rongzheng avoided facing him face to face. So when they faced each other like this, and thinking about her appearing in his eyes with such an ugly face, she felt a little guilty.
"Now you have the courage to look at me like this? Does seeing my face make you feel disgusted? Will it be so ugly that you won't even have an appetite?"
Ren Rongzheng's question was undoubtedly like a slap in the face. He knew that Zhou Guisheng had told her everything.
"No, Rong Zheng, I don't feel disgusted. A person's beauty or ugliness is not something they can decide for themselves, and you can't judge a person's beauty or ugliness by appearance. I just haven't gotten used to it yet, so..."
"Don't force yourself so much. I've asked my eldest sister about this before. As a woman, she said that a woman's appearance is particularly important to men.
Actually, this question is stupid, because the answer is very clear. Who doesn't like beautiful women? Who would fall in love with an ugly woman at first sight? No, you don't have to deceive yourself like this.
What's more, I'm not only ugly, but I was the one who killed you in my previous life. It's only natural that you hate me and feel disgusted with me. It's hard for you. It's hard for you to pretend in front of me for so long, especially these past two days. It's hard for you to be so disgusting and still endure it."
"No, that's not the case, Rong Zheng, I really don't find you disgusting, I just can't adjust to it for the moment, I just want to tell you about this.
But I was afraid of hurting you. I was afraid that I would lose you after telling you, so I kept lying to you. I wanted to tell you the secret of the wooden box because I wanted to be honest with you about everything.
But I didn’t know that opening the wooden box in front of you would cause this reaction, so I…”
As soon as Zhan Beiqin said this, the children burst into tears again, and all three children burst into tears together.
Although Zhan Tianzhu and Zhang Shuqin didn't know what was going on, they felt like they were hearing a fairy tale. They couldn't understand anything about the previous life or this life.
But it was also obvious that there was a problem in the relationship between the two, so they hid in the bedroom to watch the child to avoid embarrassment if the child appeared in front of them at this time, but they did not expect that the child would suddenly start crying at this time.
In fact, from last night until now, the three children have been very restless. Hearing the children crying, Ren Rongzheng, as a mother, felt particularly distressed and heartbroken. She hurried into the bedroom and hugged the children.
She began to feed the three of them one by one, and her tears kept falling during the feeding process.
Is it true that people can never fight against fate? Her fate in both lives ended the same way. She had thought she could change the outcome, but it was fate, and she couldn't change it.
Even if she couldn't change it, she didn't expect it to come so soon. Her three children were only a month old and were still breastfeeding. If she died, what would happen to her three children?
Poor these three babies, they have no breast milk to drink at such a young age, and they have no mother at such a young age.
Ren Rongzheng really hated herself. Why was her ability to predict the future so limited? If she had anticipated that this would be her fate, she would not have given birth to these three children.
Why were these three brought into this world? To suffer?
"Don't cry, baby. Mommy is here, Mommy is here... Mommy loves you very much, very very much."
Ren Rongzheng coaxed and kissed their little faces. She really loved them so much that she wanted to give them the best in the world. It was a pity... the best thing in the world was maternal love, which she could not give.
"Rong Zheng, I won't let you die. I definitely won't let you die! I'll go for you. I'll go see him for you!"
Zhan Beiqin's thoughts at this moment were very clear. He couldn't let Ren Rongzheng die, and it was worth it for him to die for her.
"Don't talk nonsense. Zhou Guisheng is not a fool. If you go in my place, he will kill me immediately. In fact, I can guess what he is thinking. He despises me from the bottom of his heart.
You despise me because I killed you in my previous life, and you despise me because I should have been a cold-blooded female agent, but I fell in love with you in this life, especially now that we have a child.
He also wants to control you through me. Once I get my elder sister back, he will use me to threaten you, forcing you to agree to go along with him and agree to fight against the government of Country A with him. In this way, he will completely destroy you.
Even if you don't agree to it for the sake of justice, you will still feel guilty for the rest of your life if I die. The most important thing is that we can take revenge on our three children and make them motherless at a young age. That's what he thought.
"Rong Zheng..."
"Don't say anything yet, listen to me." Ren Rongzheng interrupted Zhan Beiqin and continued, "Zhan Beiqin, you are a soldier, you cannot sell out your beliefs, let alone your country, so even if he uses me to threaten you, you can't agree.
After that, he will shoot me dead. After I die... after I die, you must take good care of our three children. You must keep your promise to me and not find them a stepmother. Because if there is a stepmother, there will be a stepfather. The three children will become very unhappy and will change..."
"Rong Zheng, I don't allow you to say that. I've already said, I won't let you die. I won't let you die. The only one who will die is Zhou Guisheng. He deserves death.
The previous life is the previous life’s matter. Just because he was able to kill me in the previous life doesn’t mean he can succeed in this life. Evil cannot defeat good, and he can’t win.
Believe me, I will never let you die, okay, Rong Zheng? Give me a chance to make it up to you, give me a chance to love you well, okay? "
Give him a chance to make it up to her, give him a chance to love her well?
Ren Rongzheng couldn't help but laugh when he heard this, and asked directly: "How can you love me well? Every day of your life, you will face my extremely ugly face. Can you love me?"
Zhan Beiqin, don't force yourself like this. People are visual creatures, especially you. For so long, you have only seen Ren Rongzheng's stunning face. Now that he has become like this in your eyes, how can you accept it? "
"I……"
"Don't be in a hurry to answer me, because all your answers now are just impulsive answers. A man should not give premature responses to future matters.
Life is long. Even if a man is talented and a woman is beautiful, there will be a time when they get tired of each other. Not to mention facing my face. Zhan Beiqin, you are just a man, you are not a saint.
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