Zhan Beiqin quickly raised his hand and touched her forehead, really worried that she had a fever and was talking nonsense.
But at this moment, Ren Rongzheng didn't even have the strength to remove his hand. He just said, "I don't have a fever, and I'm not talking nonsense."
"What do you mean you saw it all? What did you see?"
Ren Rongzheng wanted to say something else, but the pain in her body made her bite her lips tightly and close her eyes.
"Rong Zheng, your wound hurts, so don't talk for now. Wait until later..."
"I want to say..."
If Ren Rongzheng didn't say it now, she felt like she was going to suffocate to death, and seeing how persistent she was, Zhan Beiqin had no choice but to agree with her.
"So what do you want to say? Go ahead."
Because Ren Rongzheng's voice was relatively soft, Zhan Beiqin, in order to make it easier for her to speak, quickly leaned over and put his ear close to her mouth, listening to every word she said.
"I just dreamt about what you've done to me every night since I married you, when I wasn't in my right mind..."
What?
Zhan Beiqin froze when she heard this. What had she just said? She had seen what he had done to her the night before.
How could this be possible? Wasn't she only able to predict the future in dreams? How could she also see things that had happened before?
Impossible, this is absolutely impossible!
"Rong Zheng, what are you talking about? Do you really have a fever? I'll call a doctor right now."
"I don't have a fever. I told you I'm clear-headed now... I don't know why I saw it. I just saw it in my dream.
Maybe I died this time and can no longer predict the future, but I can see the past. I clearly saw that you put a knockout drug in the water I drank.
After I fell asleep, you would stand up from the wheelchair and take possession of me in a vengeful way. Yes, there was no love at all, it was just a way to vent and torture my body.
But this kind of torture is far from enough for you, you just want to torture me and don’t want me to give birth to your child, so every time you are done you will feed me birth control pills..."
Ren Rongzheng couldn't continue talking at this point, and her tears flowed even harder. If she had had this dream in the past, she wouldn't have been so upset.
But at the moment her body was too weak, she was as fragile as a piece of paper, and then she knew all this, she really couldn't accept it, was she hurt?
No, it wasn't just hurtful, but the knowledge and expectation was devastating to her.
When Zhan Beiqin heard these words from Ren Rongzheng's mouth, he was petrified. He had always been afraid to let her know these things.
He felt that as long as he didn't tell her, she would never know. He was confident that he could lie to her forever. How could she dream about it? How could she dream about this?
"No, Rong Zheng, it's not what you think. I don't want revenge. I just..."
"Don't you want revenge? Wasn't revenge the reason you married me in the first place?"
"I'm not..."
"Zhan Beiqin!" Ren Rongzheng interrupted him harshly, "You are a soldier. If you lie, you will be punished by God!"
Punished by God? He was a soldier and couldn't lie?
"I'm sorry, Rong Zheng, that was all in the past. It was my fault, it was all my fault. I was the one who got stuck on that, it was me at that time..."
"You hated me all along, hated me for ending your life in your previous life, and ending the glory you should have had in your future life, so you took revenge on me in this way.
Yes, you should hate me. Who made me kill you in my last life? I am your enemy. You are right to hate me, and you are right to want to kill me, but you can be more direct.
You can tell me openly, Ren Rongzheng, stop pretending in front of me. You are Rumo from the previous life. I hate you to the bone. It was you who killed me in the previous life. In this life, I have to kill you to vent my anger.
Of course, I feel guilty towards you. Now that you said so, if you want my life, just take it openly. Oh, by the way, you can't take it openly.
Because in this life you are a soldier, a soldier with great prospects in the military, you cannot kill people, so you marry me in this way and take revenge on me in this way.
You have already done this kind of thing behind my back, but in front of me, when I am in danger, you will rush out, pretending to care about me, and then make me fall in love with you step by step.
Zhan Beiqin, you are really good at manipulating me. You didn't want to have a child with me from the beginning, so when I found out that I was pregnant, you said it was impossible so firmly.
Why didn't you cut your losses at that point? You could have told me the truth, or you could have said nothing and just told me to abort the baby so we could get a divorce.
Why did you try so hard to keep me when I was getting divorced? Are you pregnant again? You never wanted to be a father before, but after I got pregnant, your mentality changed.
You wanted me to bear your child, you wanted to be a father, so your attitude towards me changed, became really, really nice, so nice that I forgot your past, so nice that I completely lost my mind."
"No, that's not the case, Rong Zheng. I didn't fall in love with you just because you were pregnant. It's because I've developed feelings for you through our daily interactions. They're real feelings..."
"No, that's not true love. If it were true love, you would love everything about me. But when you saw my face from my past life, you stopped loving me and started running away."
"No, I'm not trying to escape. I just haven't convinced myself yet that I really love you, Rong Zheng."
"Yes, you love Ren Rongzheng's face, not Rumo. You will have to face Rumo's face for the rest of your life. It must be painful, right?
Zhan Beiqin, there's no need to be so miserable. Let's get a divorce. I won't let you see me again. If you still have a little conscience, let me take all three children away. I risked my life to give birth to them."
"Divorce?!"
Zhan Beiqin's voice trembled as he repeated these two words, then he quickly shook his head: "No, I won't divorce you. I don't want to divorce you. It doesn't matter whether you are Ren Rongzheng or Rumo. I love you. I can't live without you. I don't want to divorce you! I don't agree, I don't agree!"
Zhan Beiqin's attitude was particularly firm, and Ren Rongzheng no longer had the energy to say anything to him. He just closed his eyes and turned his head to the side, not wanting to look at him anymore.
"Rong Zheng..."
"I don't want to talk anymore. I'm too tired and my body hurts too much. I just want to have a good sleep."
"Okay, okay, then I won't say anything. You take a rest. Have a good rest."
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com
