Zhan Beiqin had been guarding Ren Rongzheng by the bedside. It was also his first time to be a father and his first time to encounter his wife breastfeeding, so he was a complete layman in these matters.
He had no idea that breastfeeding women would develop a fever after their milk became engorged. If he had known this, he should have taken her to the hospital immediately when he heard Rong Zheng say that.
Ren Rongzheng has been sleeping since she got the fever-reducing injection. She was probably too tired these days. Zhan Beiqin sat beside the bed and looked at her. At this moment, Rumo's face was still imprinted in his eyes.
Objectively speaking, when Ren Rongzheng's face suddenly changed into Rumo's face, he couldn't accept it at all at that moment because the contrast was too great.
The most important thing is that he had only seen Rumo once in his previous life, that was before his death, so he had a very deep impression of this face.
As soon as he saw this face, he remembered the scene in his previous life when she shot and stabbed the bullet into his chest, so he couldn't accept it all of a sudden and couldn't react.
But now, after such a long time, he has gradually accepted it and is no longer so resistant to this face.
Everyone said that Rumo's face was particularly ugly. She was so ugly that even her biological parents abandoned her when she was a child. But after seeing her for so many days, he had gotten used to it and didn't think her face was ugly anymore.
On the contrary, I think she has a special and memorable point, the kind of sophistication that is commonly known as high-end, right? Unlike the cookie-cutter beauties, it is a face that can be deeply remembered as soon as you close your eyes and see it.
I was so absorbed in thinking about Zhan Beiqin that I kept thinking about him and then I couldn't help laughing.
In fact, everything Ren Rongzheng said about him was correct. None of the things she accused him of were unfair. He was indeed very sorry to her.
The laughter at this moment is at his previous behavior, which feels particularly childish. He has lived two lives and is a well-known figure. Why would he do such childish and brainless revenge?
Seeing that Ren Rongzheng had a lot of sweat on her forehead, Zhan Beiqin took a towel and wiped the sweat off her very gently, but when he was halfway through, Ren Rongzheng suddenly opened her eyes.
Seeing that she opened her eyes, Zhan Beiqin stopped his movements, and then the two of them looked at each other from a close distance. Ren Rongzheng was a little confused.
When she first saw his face, her mind was confused, but then she realized that she was looking at Rumo's face, and he was looking at her so closely and wiping her sweat. She felt very inferior and quickly turned her face away.
"What were you doing just now?" Ren Rongzheng asked.
"You have a fever. This is all my fault. I was ignorant and didn't know that breastfeeding women would have a fever after their milk swelled. I saw that you had a fever, so I sent you to the hospital. Then I saw that you had a lot of sweat on your forehead, so I wiped it off for you."
"No need." Ren Rongzheng grabbed the towel from Zhan Beiqin's hand, wiped the sweat off her face, and then turned around to prevent him from looking at her face.
Seeing her reaction, Zhan Beiqin felt really heartbroken, not because of himself, but because he felt sorry for her. He understood what she was thinking.
"Momo, don't think too much, I..."
"Don't call me Momo, and don't force yourself to accept it. I know how I look to you now, so don't force yourself.
If you really force yourself to accept my face, I will feel very pitiful and pathetic, but I don’t want to feel that way, and I don’t want to be pitied by others. "
After he finished speaking, Ren Rongzheng couldn't help but have tears in his eyes. Maybe he was sick and his emotions became fragile again?
Especially for women who have just given birth, no matter how strong they were before, they will become particularly fragile and sensitive physically and mentally after giving birth.
At that stage, she would be very dependent on her husband, and Zhan Beiqin really performed very well during that period. It was because he was so good that his reaction when he suddenly saw her face really hurt her.
She clearly saw the disgust and avoidance in his eyes. Even if she deliberately showed her kindness, he would avoid her alone.
Perhaps after nearly experiencing a life-or-death separation, he was traumatized and his conscience condemned him, so he forced himself to accept it, perhaps simply for the sake of his three children.
"If you don't want me to call you Momo, then I'll still call you Rong Zheng. Rong Zheng, I really don't feel sorry for you. How could I possibly feel sorry for you? I really..."
"Don't say you love me!" Ren Rongzheng interrupted him firmly, "I don't want to hear that. Get out!"
"Rong Zheng..."
"I told you to get out!"
"Okay, I'll go out now. I'll be at the door. Call me if you need anything."
Ren Rongzheng remained silent. Zhan Beiqin looked at her again. There was nothing he could do, so he could only walk out. After walking out, he showed her the door of the ward and then sat down at the door.
Just now, when he saw the tears flowing from Ren Rongzheng's eyes, his heart was bleeding. He really hurt her so much. Since coming to this era, he has been hurting her from beginning to end.
After Zhan Beiqin left, Ren Rongzheng forced himself to calm down.
The deeper the love, the deeper the hate. I blame myself for being so useless. I don’t know when I started to fall into this trap.
She couldn't stay in this state anymore, and only by leaving that man could she be completely reborn.
After knowing that she had a fever and was hospitalized, Wang Yuxia and Chu Yue also made an appointment to see her. Seeing them coming, Zhan Beiqin hurriedly stood up at the door of the ward.
"Brigade Commander Zhan, let's come and see Rong Zheng."
"Well, go in. She's not feeling well right now. You two should stay with her."
"Don't worry, we will." Chu Yue responded readily, then pulled Wang Yuxia in.
Zhan Beiqin was also particularly grateful to Ren Rongzheng and the two sisters for not having no one to talk to when he was feeling sad.
Seeing the two of them coming, Zhan Beiqin felt relieved, then walked out and headed straight for the library.
He found several books about the health of breastfeeding women, not only about the physical aspects but also about the psychological aspects, and bought them all.
"Brigade Commander Zhan, are you reading a book?"
During the lunch break, Jiang Linhai saw Zhan Beiqin reading a book and came over quickly. After the promotion, he was as energetic as if he had been injected with chicken blood every day.
I wanted to see what book Zhan Beiqin was reading and borrow it after he finished it, but I didn't expect...
Zhan Beiqin felt a little embarrassed to be seen by Jiang Linhai, but he could only explain truthfully: "The body is very fragile during breastfeeding. My wife is currently hospitalized with a fever and has not been discharged yet, so I want to know more."
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