Ugly? Ugly?
Will everyone in the world dislike you?
That mocking voice and those unscrupulous, sarcastic words kept drilling into her mind, waking her up from the nightmare.
Then I felt something across my face, and when I touched it, I was already in tears.
Then he hurriedly looked at the three children. The three babies were still sleeping. Suddenly, she thought of what Zhou Guisheng said to her in the dream, and she couldn't help feeling a little scared.
Zhan Beiqin can see what he looked like in his previous life, so these three children are all Zhan Beiqin’s bloodline. Will they also be able to see what she looked like in her previous life?
It is said that a son will not despise his mother's ugliness, and a dog will not despise his family's poverty. But even her biological parents despise her and abandon her. How can she dare to expect her child not to do the same?
If the three children really saw her ugly face, would they really dislike her?
If that were true, how tragic would her life have been? Born to be rejected by her own parents, then exploited by Zhou Guisheng, and then perished together with Zhan Beiqin.
Finally, she was given a new life and thought that God had treated her well. However, she ended up foolishly marrying Zhan Beiqin. After the marriage, Zhan Beiqin tortured her in various ways.
They also disliked her because of her ugly face. If her three children disliked her because of her appearance in the future, and she would have no chance of rebirth after this death, then what would be the meaning of her life?
Thinking of this, Ren Rongzheng couldn't help crying. She has always been a very strong woman and never lets herself cry easily.
It may also be that women are particularly vulnerable during breastfeeding. She clearly felt very aggrieved, but no one in her family supported her, no one understood her, and they all blamed her.
Why? The root cause actually lies with her parents in her previous life. If she had not been abandoned by her parents, if her parents loved her very much, then she should have been an ordinary and happy girl in her previous life.
If she had not been abandoned, she would not have been picked up by Zhou Guisheng. If she had not been picked up by that evil man, she would not have had such a tragic and short life.
But what had she done wrong? Was it just because she was ugly? Was that her fault? Was she to be rejected by the whole world just because of that?
"Rong Zheng, what's wrong with you?"
Hearing her crying inside, Zhan Tianzhu and Zhang Shuqin hurried in. Ren Rongzheng wiped his tears and shook his head: "It's nothing, you guys go out, I want to be alone."
Hearing her say this, Zhan Tianzhu and Zhang Shuqin looked at each other helplessly, and then could only retreat helplessly.
After they left, Ren Rongzheng locked the door from the inside. Fortunately, the three children slept soundly tonight. If they woke up and cried one after another, she would be even more devastated.
Ren Rongzheng didn't know how long he had cried. Maybe he fell asleep because he was tired. He had a splitting headache and his whole body felt weak and uncomfortable.
But even though she fell asleep, the quality of her sleep was not very good. She slowly opened her eyes when she faintly heard Zhan Beiqin's voice outside.
"You said Rong Zheng cried last night?"
"Yes, it sounded like she was crying for a long time, but she locked the door from the inside, so we couldn't get in."
"Did something happen yesterday?"
"Nothing happened." Zhan Tianzhu had just finished speaking when he suddenly thought of something else, "Oh, by the way, my father-in-law came over yesterday. I don't know what he talked about with Rong Zheng, but the father and daughter must have parted on bad terms. I saw that my father-in-law was very angry when he left."
Did Ren Naiyao come here yesterday?
Then he must have known that Ren Rongzheng wanted to divorce him, and he had a rough guess about the reason for their unpleasant parting.
Zhan Beiqin went straight over and knocked on Ren Rongzheng's door: "Rongzheng, can I come in?"
Ren Rongzheng really didn't want to see him, but she couldn't avoid him, so she took a step back and said, "Come in."
As soon as Zhan Beiqin entered, he saw her red eyes from crying. They were really swollen. Of course, Ren Rongzheng also knew that it was ugly to have swollen eyes from crying.
Even if it was Ren Rongzheng, she would look ugly after crying with swollen eyes, not to mention that he saw Rumo's face.
"I look incredibly ugly now, don't I?"
"No!"
When Zhan Beiqin saw her like this, he felt only heartache, really endless heartache.
Ren Rongzheng gave a wry smile, then looked at the three children again and asked in a daze, "If the three children see my ugly face again in the future, will they dislike me? Will they disown me?"
"How is that possible? You are their biological mother. You risked your life to give birth to them. Anyone in this world can despise you, but not them. If they really despise you, I will beat them to death!"
Hearing this, Ren Rongzheng laughed again. That's what he said, but if the three of them really disliked her in the future, would Zhan Beiqin really be willing to beat them to death?
"What did Ren Naiyao say to you yesterday?"
"He said that if I divorced you, he would regret it and would not give me the entire inheritance from the steel mill."
Zhan Beiqin had thought of this, but wouldn't this situation be worse? Given Ren Rongzheng's personality, the more Ren Naiyao acted like this, the more she wanted to divorce him, even if it meant risking her life and death with everyone else.
"He doesn't understand the truth, and the truth is indeed difficult to tell, so he said that."
"The truth? He can even downplay the fact that he cheated on his wife, so what will happen if we know the truth? He won't care about anything except his face. He is a very cold-hearted person.
He said he loved Ren Rongxue, but when Ren Rongxue's whereabouts were unknown, didn't he go abroad with his new concubine to have a child? How could he have any conscience?
Zhan Beiqin stopped talking. Ren Naiyao was indeed a very stubborn and selfish person.
"Zhan Beiqin, can't you really just let me go? You're in pain facing me, and I'm in pain facing you. Can't we just part ways amicably?
As long as you agree to divorce, we can just have a peaceful divorce due to a broken relationship. But the current situation is that I am just struggling, or it can be said that it is a useless struggle.
In the eyes of others, I am a joke, but I really want to break free. I want to break free from this marriage that should not have existed. I want to live my own life and I don’t want to be bound by this marriage anymore.
I have already lived two lives. If I die this time, there will be no chance of rebirth. I just want to live for myself once. I don't want to compromise anymore. Zhan Beiqin, can't you fulfill my wish? Let's get a divorce, let's get a divorce, okay? "
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