When Zhan Beiqin said this, tears welled up in his eyes. Ren Rongzheng could clearly see the crystal clearness in his eyes, which seemed to be about to burst out at any moment.
Seeing the tears in his eyes, Ren Rongzheng immediately looked away, feeling extremely uncomfortable in his heart. Why did he feel so uncomfortable?
Zhan Beiqin couldn't help but laugh at himself when he said this: "I know that no matter how much I say, I can't make you forgive me, and the hurt I have caused you cannot be healed by a few words of apology, but every word I said is true.
Rong Zheng, I really love you. I don't know when I fell in love with you, but my feelings for you right now are genuine, without a trace of falsehood. That feeling is only for you as a person, not for your appearance."
Ren Rongzheng still didn't say anything. He felt very uncomfortable. He knew that he shouldn't argue too much with this man, otherwise he would be taken in by this man again.
Once I am taken in by this man, what good results will there be other than shaking my decision?
"Okay, let's stop here for today. I don't want to talk anymore."
"Okay, let's stop here for today."
Zhan Beiqin laughed immediately after he finished speaking, the kind of laugh that was deliberately made to make her laugh: "Let's not talk about this, then let's be happy. Didn't we agree to have a good stroll around the capital today? We just had a meal and haven't had a good stroll in the afternoon yet, let's continue."
Ren Rongzheng nodded. In fact, she was no longer in the mood to go shopping. However, after returning to the hotel, it was easy for her to have wandering thoughts just looking at Erbao in that small space. It would be better to walk around more to distract her.
"Let's go."
Seeing that she agreed, Zhan Beiqin said something very gently. He held Erbao in one hand and reached out to hold Ren Rongzheng's hand with the other, but Ren Naiyao pulled his hand away.
"Hold the baby well. Erbao is still so young. Don't drop him."
"good."
Zhan Beiqin let go of her hand and held Erbao in both hands.
"Baby, mom and dad are taking you around the capital now. Are you happy, huh?"
Zhan Beiqin teased Erbao in various ways, and Erbao really laughed every time. Seeing the child laugh, even the worst mood would get better.
They had a lot of fun shopping that afternoon. The second baby was very cooperative and sensible. He was either held by Zhan Beiqin or allowed to lie in the stroller for a while without crying or making a fuss.
The family of three returned to the hotel after dinner in the evening. Although Erbao was being held, he was tired after being outside all day. He fell asleep in Zhan Beiqin's arms before arriving at the hotel.
Zhan Beiqin put him on the bed very carefully, and after putting him down, he still fell asleep.
"Look how soundly Erbao is sleeping. Ever since coming to the capital, this little guy has been so well behaved."
"Yes, Dabao and Xiaobao are also very obedient at home. As long as they are fed with milk powder, they will eat, and when they are full, they will fall asleep without making any noise or fuss."
"Brothers and sisters must be very sympathetic. They know their younger brother and older brother are in a critical moment, so they are sensible enough to stop crying and wait quietly for us to come back."
Ren Rongzheng thought so too. This must be the telepathy between the triplets.
"Okay, Rong Zheng, you're tired today too. Go to bed early today and sleep until you wake up naturally tomorrow. After lunch, we'll go to the hospital right away to get Erbao checked out."
Ren Rongzheng nodded, then lay down on the bed, but after lying down, he tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. After all, the second baby would be checked tomorrow and the results would be out soon.
As a mother, how could she not be worried? How could she not be afraid?
"Can't sleep?"
Seeing that Ren Rongzheng was tossing and turning in bed, Zhan Beiqin couldn't help but ask a question.
Ren Rongzheng simply opened his eyes and said, "Yeah, I can't sleep. I'm very worried."
"Actually, me too. Although I can assure you that everything will be fine, I can't guarantee it's 100% certain. I'm also scared. I'm really scared inside."
Zhan Beiqin said this and looked at Erbao who was sleeping soundly: "Look how cute our baby is. I can't imagine such a cute baby, if he really gets the disease that the doctor said.
My intelligence was really affected. I couldn't go to school like normal children, I couldn't play like normal children, and I had to endure strange looks from childhood to adulthood.
As a parent, how could I not feel heartache? How could I not blame myself? I felt so guilty for bringing him into this world to suffer, yet I felt so powerless, unable to endure his pain or illness for him.
When Zhan Beiqin said this, Ren Rongzheng couldn't help crying. Yes, if such a lovely baby really got this disease, his life would be over.
"But no matter what the result is, we have to accept it, right? We are now preparing for the worst, we just want our baby to be diagnosed with this disease.
Then the two of us will actively treat him, give him the greatest love his parents can give, and do our best to raise him, okay?"
Ren Rongzheng couldn't help crying when he heard this, then nodded.
This is their child. If the child really gets this disease, how can they give up on him? They must do their utmost to take care of him, even if the price of taking care of him is their own freedom.
"Okay, now that we've prepared for the worst, don't worry too much. This isn't an incurable disease. The doctor said anything is possible.
Even if we do get it, maybe a miracle will happen to our child? We should face it positively and not scare ourselves before the results come out. "
"Okay, no matter what the outcome, we must face it positively and be strong. If we collapse, what will happen to the children?"
"Yes, be strong!" Zhan Beiqin went over and patted Ren Rongzheng's shoulder, then said very gently, "Don't let your imagination run wild. Go to sleep. You'll know the result tomorrow afternoon. Don't be afraid."
"good."
At this time, Ren Rongzheng was very grateful that Zhan Beiqin was there, otherwise she really could not bear it if she was alone.
Ren Rongzheng also tried hard to convince himself, then closed his eyes. It took him a long time to fall asleep. What you think about during the day, you will dream about at night.
She really dreamed about the test results, but it was a dream within a dream, one moment it was good, and the next moment, the result became bad.
This went on and on until she finally woke up at dawn the next day.
"Are you awake so early? Don't you want to sleep a little longer?" Zhan Beiqin asked softly.
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