Chapter 110
Sick Aga asked: "Are you going back?"
Paradise said, “You can go back.”
Sick Ajia asked: "Then I will carry the master back?"
Leyuan thought about it and decided that it was not impossible. If he walked by himself, hopping on one leg on the road, he would waste a lot of energy and time. Instead of wasting energy on the road, it would be better to let Bing Ajia help. Anyway, Bing Ajia said he was willing to do so.
Leyuan nodded, and Bing Ajia carried Leyuan on his back towards his residence.
Halfway through the park, I suddenly remembered something: "Remember to find someone to inform my brother and tell him that the teacher is willing to stay. I will be resting at my residence, so don't look for me for the time being."
Sick Aga nodded: "Okay."
As they were walking on the road, they saw a small pavilion not far away. It was a shelter from the wind and rain, free from mud and water, and a place to rest. There was also a bench. Bing Ajia placed Leyuan on the bench and sat down. Then a servant passed by, carrying a sweet box, and appeared at the intersection. He walked out again. Bing Ajia told Leyuan, "I'll be back soon. Come over and talk to me."
Rakuen nodded.
Bing Ajia rushed over, took two steps at a time, and approached the servant, blocking his way. He told the servant that he needed help to convey a message. The servant listened and nodded: "I will go find the master and convey it."
Sick Aga nodded.
The servant left, and Sick Aga returned to the pavilion, carried Leyuan on his back and continued walking towards his residence. Leyuan sighed, "It seems to be still drizzling."
Sick Aga said: "It doesn't matter, we are already soaked anyway, the worst that can happen is to wash it again, we will arrive soon, and we can deal with it slowly after returning."
Leyuan nodded, and because he felt bored and sleepy, he fell asleep.
Sick Aga walked to the place, opened the door, found a piece of clean cloth, spread it on the sofa, and put Paradise on it. Paradise suddenly woke up and looked like it had a nightmare.
Sick Ajia asked in a gentle and caring voice, "What's wrong?"
Leyuan grabbed his hand, trembled a little, held it tightly and said, "I saw something..."
He couldn't explain clearly what he saw, but there were some scars on the surface of his body, which were mottled black and white scars that appeared after being burned by flames. There was also some tender red flesh that had just grown out after a layer of skin was torn off. Leyuan's arms were shaking a little more severely.
Sick Ajia took a look and was about to go to the side to find medicine, but was stopped by Leyuan. He could not leave, so he turned around, lowered his head, bent his waist, and came to Leyuan. He looked into Leyuan's eyes and whispered, "Master, I'm going to find medicine for you. Can you let me go?"
Leyuan shook his head, paused, and shook his head again. Then, he shook his head hard. His vision went dark, his head was dizzy, his limbs were soft, his body was weak, his breathing was rapid, and his cheeks were pale with red spots. He looked sick. His hair was messy, his body was still wet, and his clothes were stuck to his skin, looking wrinkled. He was in a terrible state.
Seeing Leyuan's condition, Bing Ajia knew that he would not be able to go out easily. He thought about it and realized that Leyuan had no scars on his body before. This sudden scar might be something that would heal on its own after a while, otherwise Leyuan would not have taken it for granted. So he changed his seat and sat next to Leyuan. Leyuan almost pinched his wrist leaving a red mark.
Sick Aga tentatively held Paradise in his arms and whispered, "It's okay, it will be fine. Nothing happened. It's very quiet here. There's nothing. It's already good, isn't it?"
Leyuan refused to let go of his hand, fearing that he would walk away, but because this was not convenient, she grabbed his neck and pushed him against the wall. From this angle, Bing Ajia could see Leyuan's face. Leyuan stared at him with both eyes red and gritting his teeth. With a bang, Bing Ajia's head was pressed against the wall by Leyuan, and hit. Bing Ajia was dizzy and turned around.
Leyuan approached Sick Aga and murmured, "It's your fault. How dare you say such a thing? What nonsense are you talking about! How is it possible? That kind of thing will never happen, it will never happen, haha. Haha..."
Bing Aga didn't know what he had seen, but he inexplicably felt from these words that Leyuan had lost something or someone. His heart skipped a beat and he grabbed Leyuan's wrist, trying to explain. But looking at Leyuan's face, he felt that it was useless to explain now. If he wanted to explain, he had to talk to the owner who was in a conscious state.
Sick Aga said to Leyuan very obediently: "Yes, it's all my fault. I'm sorry. I will never say such things again. Don't worry. Impossible things are definitely impossible. It doesn't matter if it won't happen..."
Leyuan tightly grasped his neck, veins popping out on his forehead: "What nonsense are you talking about? It doesn't matter? I don't believe it!"
Before he finished speaking, Leyuan was stunned for a moment, loosened his hands, and went limp like a soft biscuit soaked in milk that suddenly broke into pieces. He almost fell under the sofa. Bing Ajia was quick to pull Leyuan, but he didn't have enough strength now, so he was dragged down by Leyuan. The two of them rolled to the edge of the sofa together, and Leyuan subconsciously wanted to crawl under the sofa.
Sick Aga stopped Leyuan and whispered, "Master, that place is dark and I haven't had time to clean it up yet. Don't go in for now. After I clean it up, you can sleep anywhere you want."
Le Yuan came back to his senses, glanced at him and asked, "Really? Then if I want to sleep in your body, is that okay?"
Bing Ajia was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "The master has the right to deal with me. The master can do whatever he wants to me. If the master is happy, he can kill me now."
Leyuan laughed and said, "I wanted to kill you just now, but you didn't give up resisting completely."
Sick Aga asked: "Master, do you want me to not say a word next time? I understand."
Leyuan shook his head: "No, if this happens again next time, you'd better stay away from me to avoid any accidents. Talking is helpful, but it will be safer for you to resist with force. You have to believe me, I am not as strong as you now. If you want to leave, I can't stop you. The most I can do is to be furious behind you."
He smiled a little, but didn't look happy.
Sick Ajia reached out his hand and touched Leyuan's hair. Leyuan shuddered and pulled back. He blinked and blushed, explaining, "I'm sorry, I was harsh on you before. You'd better go wash it now. If you can find a way to cover up the scars on your body after washing, I will be grateful to you."
Sick Ajia tilted his head and asked curiously, "Why doesn't the master want others to touch his hair?"
Leyuan lowered his eyes and said, "It's not washed, it's dirty, it's best not to touch it. I don't like it and I find it disgusting. It's not directed at you."
Sick Ajia nodded and stood up from the ground: "I know the master is not targeting me. If the master had targeted me, I would have died long ago. I am very grateful to the master for sparing my life."
Leyuan curled his lips, and for a moment he couldn't tell whether he was deliberately looking for trouble or joking, so he waved his hand and said, "Go take a shower."
But Bing Ajia was not in a hurry to leave and asked, "Master, don't you want to wash first?"
Leyuan stood up and said, "I'm not planning to wait for you to finish before I take a shower. Anyway, it's not like only one person can take a shower here. If you don't wash thoroughly and are dirty, you will feel uncomfortable, look unpleasant, and maybe even smell bad. It will make people uncomfortable standing next to me. If someone sees us, they won't know what happened before and will just think that we all like to be dirty.
That’s not good.”
Sick Aga nodded: "Okay."
Leyuan said, "Then let's meet after we take a shower."
Sick Ajia said, "Okay, Master, if you need anything, you can always come to me."
Leyuan smiled and said, "I understand."
After they finished taking a shower, their changed clothes were piled together. At least on the surface, they looked refreshed.
A servant came outside, knocked on the door, and invited them to dinner.
Paradise walked to the door and looked out. It was still raining outside. Raindrops were falling from the eaves, landing on the ground, splashing on the bluestone slabs. In the dim sky, they looked strange and beautiful, glowing slightly, like countless broken pearls.
The servant asked, "Would you two like to go there with umbrellas, or would you like to wear straw raincoats and hats and carry a lantern? Or, we can arrange a sedan chair. However, a sedan chair takes some time, so we will try to go as fast as possible on the road. The adults may have eaten first, and it will be even later for you to go there. What do you think?"
Leyuan said, "It may be a bit laborious to take a sedan chair. We can go there by umbrella. It will be less stuff and save the trouble of packing."
The servant nodded: "Okay, I will go back and report to you, sir."
Leyuan nodded and walked the man to the door. The man walked out and soon disappeared in the rain.
It was dim outside and didn't look bright. The rain mixed with the sky, creating a foggy look. It seemed as if you wouldn't be able to see your hand in front of you if you stepped outside.
Leyuan stood at the door for a while. Bing Ajia had already found an umbrella from among the sundries. He hesitated for a moment and asked, "Master, do you want to fly the umbrella yourself?"
Leyuan glanced at him and asked with a half-smile, "I'm playing with an umbrella, what are you doing?"
Sick Ajia blinked his eyes and said with a wry smile: "I will also fly with an umbrella and follow the master."
Leyuan shook his head, looking dissatisfied, and said to Bing Ajia: "Then you should find a bigger umbrella."
Bing Ajia nodded hesitantly, turned around, and went into the utility room. After searching for a long time, he found a very large umbrella. However, Leyuan looked at the umbrella and gestured, exclaiming, "It's really big."
Sick Aga took a look at the umbrella and said with a smile, "It is very big, the biggest one."
Leyuan nodded: "It just looks a bit heavy."
The sick Aga said, "It doesn't matter, just walk on the road and exercise."
Le Yuan looked at him and said with a smile, "Since you have this intention, I will not be polite."
Sick Aga nodded: "Master, you don't have to be polite to me."
Paradise smiled.
Sick Aga opened the huge umbrella, walked under the eaves and said to Paradise at the door: "You can go now, Master."
Leyuan nodded and walked under the umbrella. Sick Aga said to Leyuan, "Master, please come a little closer. If you get wet by the wind and rain, you might get sick."
Leyuan moved closer to Bing Ajia. After Bing Ajia walked for a while, Leyuan seemed to feel guilty and stretched out his hand and said, "Why don't you let me hold the light in your hand? Then you can be more careful and I will light the way ahead. You don't have to worry."
Bing Ajia said, "How can I do this? I am just a servant, and the master is the master of this residence. How can a servant rest while the master does the work?"
Leyuan said, "It doesn't matter. We are not a place that cares about so many rules. Don't worry. If you don't tell anyone and I don't tell anyone, no one will know. Even if others know, it's not a big deal. What if they know? What can they do? After all, we are not shameful."
Bing Ajia smiled and said, "But, Master, if others knew that I asked you to do something, I'm afraid it would get to your ears and make you unhappy."
Leyuan said, "Why not just not let him know? Even if he knew, he would hesitate for a moment because of me. As long as he doesn't say it at first, he probably won't say it later."
Bing Ajia still refused: "But, Master, I am just a servant. How can I let you go out with me and do things? Wouldn't that mean I am useless?"
Leyuan snatched the glass embroidered globe lamp from his hand and said angrily, "I have told you so much. I should have snatched it from you a long time ago. If anyone asks, just say that I forced you. What else can you say? I don't believe it. They tortured you and treated you so harshly against you. How can you continue to stay here without saying a word? That's not appropriate! Besides, I'm not dead. What are you afraid of?"
Are you afraid that I will stab you in the back? Even if you don't give it to me, I still have the chance to say that you are not good. Even if you give it to me, I can still say that it is your fault. Do you think there is nothing to say about these things? Don't be afraid! Why are you so indecisive now as if it is your turn? "
These words sounded strangely familiar, and Bing Ajia thought he had heard wrongly, but he couldn't help but feel secretly happy in his heart, thinking that if he could live his life like this, it would not be a wasted life.
Unfortunately, it is impossible to expect nothing to happen.
Seeing Bing Ajia didn't say anything, Leyuan thought he had acquiesced. She was also worried that he was a little sad, but he couldn't say anything to her, fearing that it would be rude. So she comforted him and said, "It's okay. I won't tell anyone else. Even if they know, I can testify for you. I asked you to do this. It has nothing to do with your original intention. Not to mention that it's just a lamp."
Sick Aga nodded but still said nothing. In fact, he just heard Leyuan comforting him and felt warm in his heart. He was speechless for a while and wanted to listen to Leyuan's words more, but he didn't respond much and looked a little depressed and steady.
Leyuan tried hard to cheer him up and said, "I saw a good book a few days ago. If you have time, why don't you read it with me when you get home? I'll read to you, and maybe you can fall asleep earlier tonight."
Sick Aga smiled secretly, nodded and said, "Okay."
This statement is still concise and to the point.
Leyuan racked her brains and tried to tell him not to worry, so she said, "When you get near the door, you might be seen by others. Then I will return the light to you. Don't be sad."
Sick Aga said, "I am not sad."
Leyuan said, "Well, since you are not upset, I will go to the restaurant and talk to my brother about this matter. I want him to promise me that if it rains in the future and I have to go out, you can hold the umbrella for me and I will hold the lantern. This will be fair to others and avoid getting a bad reputation if it gets out. I don't need others to do the same as me."
Bing Aga was originally in high spirits, thinking about what he had said before, when he suddenly heard Le Yuan talking more and more outrageously. He came to his senses and didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Master, you don't have to be like this.
I am already grateful to the master for helping me today. If the master really wants to say those words to the adults, although I am grateful, I have to consider my own coffin. I am afraid that the master will be unhappy after the master said those words. I am just a servant, and I am afraid that the adults will be in a bad mood. If the master goes and says these things, it will hit the muzzle of the gun, and I am afraid that he will be chased out and skinned alive. "
Leyuan thought about it and nodded, "It's up to you then."
Just as they were almost reaching the destination, a drop of rain suddenly fell and hit Leyuan's hair. Leyuan shrank her neck, feeling strange, thinking that it was a drop of water falling from the branch outside, so she ignored it. Who knew that after taking two steps, another drop of cold water fell on her neck. She was shocked, wiped it, and found that there were indeed water drops on her neck. She was stunned.
Leyuan quickened his pace and walked into the house. He turned around and found that Sick Aga was packing up the umbrella. The huge umbrella was slowly folded inward, emitting a strange smell as if it was plant extract. A large amount of rain fell from the surface, and the ground was quickly wet. The places that were originally a little dry were now soaked by the rain.
Leyuan touched his neck, the skin on his neck was still wet, it was the problem of the water drop just now. Wu Rizhao was sitting in the house, flipping through a book. When he saw Leyuan coming, he put the book aside, looked up at the door, and found that Leyuan had come in, but did not walk to the table. Sick Aga, who was a little further away, packed his umbrella and put the things aside according to the instructions of other servants.
Le Yuan retracted his gaze and turned to face the dining table. Wu Rizhao waved to Le Yuan and said to him, "Come here."
Le Yuan nodded and walked to Wu Rizhao's side. Wu Rizhao smiled and said, "We haven't seen each other for such a short while, and you've changed your clothes again. If you weren't here with me, I don't know how much money you would have spent. I've always seen that you're a wealthy person, but I just didn't have any evidence. Now I see it. If you grew up in an ordinary family, I'm afraid they wouldn't have the money to buy you these clothes."
Leyuan sat next to Wu Rizhao, blushed silently, and whispered: "Brother is making fun of me."
Wu Rizhao laughed loudly and slapped Leyuan on the shoulder. Leyuan was almost knocked to the ground. She sat up with difficulty. Wu Rizhao said with a smile: "You are good in everything except being too shy. If you were a girl, this wouldn't be a big deal, but you are a man, so you should act like a man. I don't say that you should be upright, but you don't have to worry about trivial matters."
Leyuan listened silently and nodded.
Wu Rizhao added: "Even though I said that, I can still afford the money for these clothes. You don't have to save money for me."
Rakuen nodded.
Wu Rizhao changed the subject and asked, "Then why did you change your clothes?"
Rakuen was a little surprised and asked, "Didn't anyone else tell you?"
Wu Rizhao smiled and said, "I did tell them, but they just relayed it, and it was not clear, so I didn't really understand. Since you are a person involved, I must ask you, isn't it better for you to just tell them the result?"
Leyuan lowered his eyes, sighed, and smiled, "At noon, the teacher walked out. I thought, it would be great if the teacher could stay here to teach me, so I chased after him. The teacher said something to me, and we walked to a pavilion near the water not far away. The teacher asked me to go in and talk to him alone, so I went in. However, he fell into the water before he could say anything.
I walked over to take a look, but he pulled me into the water."
Wu Rizhao raised his eyebrows and asked, "Oh, really? But I heard that you slipped and fell into the water. Do you remember it clearly? Otherwise, they were wrong and told me. What do you think?"
Leyuan was silent for a moment, then replied, "I didn't fall into the water because I slipped."
Wu Rizhao nodded: "Then you continue. What's next?"
Leyuan replied: "After that, I looked for the person in the water, and when I found him, I continued to look for the teacher's shoes. After I found the shoes, I came out of the water. After I came out, the teacher apologized to me and said that he was willing to be my teacher. I planned to go back to my residence to wash up. I couldn't go out to eat with people all wet and dirty."
Wu Rizhao nodded: "That's true."
Leyuan asked, "Brother, what else do you want?"
Wu Rizhao thought for a moment, looked at Sick Ajia who was standing not far behind Leyuan, and asked Leyuan, "When you came out, didn't you find the two umbrellas?"
Leyuan said, "I'm not sure. The umbrella was probably placed in the sundries room. I didn't go in to see it, but Bing Ajia found it for me."
Wu Rizhao smiled and said, "That umbrella is a little damaged, so I put it in the sundries room. I only take it out to use when there are no other umbrellas."
Leyuan nodded: "I understand. I'll use a different umbrella next time I go out."
Wu Rizhao nodded and said, "If possible, it is better to wear a straw raincoat and a straw hat when going out. They can protect you from wind and rain, are not expensive, and will not make you soaked. You must be careful. So many people got soaked in one day. If you go on like this for two more days, you may not be able to survive. A bad mood is a big deal."
Leyuan nodded: "I understand."
Wu Rizhao said, "In that case, let's eat. Would you like to eat shredded pork with fish flavor?"
Leyuan nodded: "Food."
Wu Rizhao said, "Okay. The kitchen will remember your dietary restrictions. If they make a mistake while cooking next time, just blame them. Otherwise, I will have to think about whether I did something wrong while eating. It's really troublesome."
Leyuan nodded: "I understand."
After dinner, Wu Rizhao looked at the dark sky outside and asked Leyuan: "What do you think, should I find some people to hang some lanterns in the house?"
Leyuan felt that lanterns had a bad meaning. If someone died and a funeral was held, the house would need to hang white lanterns everywhere, which would look eerie and disgusting. If someone was getting married, red lanterns could be hung everywhere. The problem was, no one was getting married here, so why hang red lanterns?
If there were no red or white lanterns but other colors, it might look like a lantern festival, but why would you want to look like a lantern festival when you live at home? You don’t have to go out to play every day. It’s best not to go out, but it’s OK to go out. If you make your home look like the outside world, it will give people a heart attack.
Leyuan lowered his eyes and whispered, "If you want, then do it."
If you don’t want to, forget it.
Wu Ri looked after the park for a while and said with a smile, "It's up to you."
Leyuan didn't know what it meant. He looked up in confusion with a dazed look in his eyes.
Wu Rizhao patted his shoulder and said, "Go home early. Classes will start again tomorrow. You can't slack off. You don't know what the teacher will ask you for next. If you don't have the energy to deal with him, you don't know what he will become. You must remember to be careful."
Leyuan nodded, stood up, and prepared to leave. Suddenly, he asked in confusion, "Didn't the teacher come to have dinner today?"
Wu Rizhao sighed, "It's said that he has a strange temper, and his reputation is true. He asked for a meal and ate it in his room. But today, it's understandable. It's his first time here, the weather is not good and it's raining, and there are all these things today. It's understandable that he can't adjust his mentality for a while. It would be strange if you didn't see him the next day."
Leyuan nodded and asked, "Then I should still sleep in my bedroom at night?"
Wu Rizhao said: "Yes."
Leyuan asked again: "So I still have to go to the school tomorrow? The room next door?"
Wu Rizhao said, "In theory, it is true. However, your teacher has not come to see me and has not explained these things clearly. I don't know much either. It doesn't matter. We all live here, so we will meet each other eventually. When he sees you or me, he can't say nothing. When the time comes, you can slowly ask him. He is here to be a teacher, not a mute. Just ask him."
Leyuan nodded: "Okay."
He walked to the door: "Then I'll leave?"
Wu Rizhao nodded: "You can go back."
Paradise and Sick Aga were still leaving with the huge umbrella.
Wu Rizhao suddenly called out to them: "Wait a moment!"
Paradise and Sick Aga stood at the door.
Wu Rizhao gave an order to the servant beside him, and the servant turned around and walked away. He came back soon with a plate in his hand, on which were two sets of straw raincoats, awnings and hats.
Wu Rizhao said to Leyuan, "Put these on before you go back, or you won't get wet again on the road. You'll have to wash again at night. Who washes three times a day? If you keep washing like this, you'll rub off a layer of skin. I don't have any lotion, rose water, hibiscus cream, or anything like that here, so be careful."
Leyuan nodded: "I understand."
Wu Rizhao was very happy to hear his agreement. He nodded and let them take the clothes, put them on and leave.
Leyuan had never seen these before, and didn't know what to do with them, so he looked at Bing Ajia. Bing Ajia actually knew. Leyuan was a little curious, so he went up to him and asked, "Hey, how do you know these? Have you seen this before?"
Sick Ajia was tying himself up with a rope. When he heard Leyuan's question, he smiled and said, "I know. I've seen it before. Before I came here, I was also a servant for others. Being a servant is not difficult. The difficulty lies in getting along well with others in a new place. Unfortunately, I am not that kind of person. I just can't do it. I was repeatedly sent out and sent to new places."
The park commented: "It sounds like a nightmare that is repeating itself endlessly."
After he said this, he inexplicably felt that he was talking about himself, and his expression became a little unnatural, but the darkness hid it.
The sick Aga took the hat and put it on himself. Leyuan came around behind him and stretched out his hand to help him. He put down his hands and was happy to let his master serve him.
Le Yuan was right behind him and asked, "What happened next?"
Bing Ajia replied: "Later, I arrived at a place where the family was also rich and lived in a big house. Every time it rained, they had to go out reluctantly for various reasons. They themselves were unwilling to go out, so they asked the servants to do the work. The servants took turns, and it was always my turn. I was new there, and they were not familiar with me. They didn't like me, so they always asked me to go out.
When I went out on a rainy day, I got wet and dirty all over with mud. Although I got the job done, they still didn't like me. At first, they were displeased because of habit, and they wanted to teach a newcomer some rules. Later, they covered their noses and complained that I didn't wash cleanly enough or fast enough. They shouted near my place that I didn't like to clean and that I was a big boss if I took the money but didn't do any work.
Anyway, during that time, I learned how to use the things I needed for rainy days. Even if I had never seen them before, I could learn them by trying."
Leyuan let go of his hand and motioned for him to help her put on her clothes and hat.
Sick Aga turned around and put something on Leyuan. Leyuan lowered his head. Sick Aga pressed down Leyuan's flying hair, put the hat on him, and tied a knot on the hat string.
After putting on his clothes and hat, Bing Ajia opened his umbrella, walked over the stairs with Leyuan, and went out all the way back to his residence. Leyuan entered the door and casually put the lamp on the table next to him. When Bing Ajia was packing up his things, he was not paying attention and accidentally swept the lamp off the table. Leyuan was shocked, his eyes widened, and he quickly rushed over and reached out to catch it.
He caught the lamp and held it in his hand, but Leyuan dropped it on the ground. The ground was stepped on by the wet soles of his shoes when he went out, and his clothes were also dirty. Now he had to change his clothes again. Leyuan thought that he was soaked by the rain when he was walking on the road before, so he might as well take a shower while changing clothes. Anyway, he had taken a shower so many times today and it didn't matter if he took a shower once more.
He asked Bing Ajia to prepare bath water and new clothes, shoes and socks for him.
Sick Aga nodded and turned and walked out.
When Leyuan was about to take off his clothes, he saw the sick Ajia still at the door. He wanted to say something but hesitated, so he turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"
Sick Aga whispered, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to knock the lamp off the table."
Paradise asked: "What else?"
Sick Ajia whispered, "I didn't mean to leave immediately after hearing that we had to fetch water."
Leyuan asked with a half-smile: "Since you are not leaving immediately, why?"
The sick Aga said: "I didn't notice anything else. At that time, I didn't realize the lamp had fallen. I just thought the owner fell down while trying to catch something and needed to change clothes."
Leyuan waved his hand and said, "I know what you mean. You can leave now. I need to take a shower."
Sick Aga nodded, and as he was about to leave, he put his hand on the door handle, looked at the blurry Paradise, and asked, "Should I hang a light at the door? It will be brighter outside when you come out."
Leyuan waved his hand and said, "No need. Maybe the moon will come out when the rain stops in the second half of the night. The moon is much brighter than our lamps. Even if the moon doesn't come out, it won't be very bright. You just wait for me in the house and light a lamp for me."
Sick Aga said, "I'd better turn on two more lights. The room is dark and cold when no one is in it, which doesn't look comfortable. If the owner just finished taking a shower and is about to go in, the wind will blow the door open and the temperature will drop sharply. It will be terrible if he gets sick accidentally. The more lights, the brighter it is. The brighter it is, the warmer it will feel, and it will feel better."
Leyuan smiled and said, "You've thought of this, it's thoughtful. I understand, you can go ahead. It would be good to turn on a few more lights, so that you won't be able to see clearly at night and fall again. After washing this time, it will be late, and it will be inappropriate to wash again. I won't be able to sleep. If you are willing, you can help me clean the floor. After wiping it once, wait until the water stains on the floor are almost dry, and then lay a layer of carpet, so you don't have to worry about falling."
Sick Aga nodded: "I understand."
He closed the door and went out. His footsteps gradually faded away. He must have gone to the utility room to look for candles, lamps and carpets.
There is no need to worry about the handkerchief, you will definitely find it, and it is needed everywhere.
Leyuan took off her clothes and started to take a shower. She washed her hair and rubbed her scalp, then picked off some green plant debris, which were either picked up from the pool or got on the body when the wind blew on her while she was walking. Some plants are very strong and can get on her body if she is not careful. Leyuan did not think it was strange. She clapped her hands nonchalantly and threw the things away.
After washing his hands, he continued to take a shower. After finishing, Leyuan put on his clothes and prepared to go out. Suddenly, he saw a dark shadow outside the window. He immediately became alert, frowned, walked over quickly, opened the window, and looked out. He didn't see anyone, so he frowned and wanted to comfort himself that he was too suspicious, but he was unwilling to believe that nothing had happened.
Leyuan looked up at the window not far away. There, warm yellow light was overflowing from the gaps. It looked very cozy and felt very comfortable and cozy, but there was almost no sound. He didn't know if it was because water got into his ears after taking a shower or because he was too nervous to react after being alert.
Leyuan noticed that the sick Aga didn't hear anything and didn't open the door to come out, so he withdrew his gaze and planned to go back into the room, pack up his things, and then go out.
But he always suspected that there was someone next to him, so he turned his head from time to time and found that it was a branch by the window. It was motionless at first, but when the wind blew or a bird stopped and flew away, the branch could not wait to tremble, and a lot of rain fell from the leaves of the branch, just like a lot of tears that were forced to fall to the ground.
What he saw seemed to be the shadow of a branch, or a falling leaf, or perhaps it was the sound of a swaying branch poking the window. Leyuan tried to close his eyes to avoid the feeling of being followed like a shadow, but there was no way, because after he closed his eyes, he found that the fear deepened, and he had to quickly open the door and walk out.
After taking two steps, he rushed out, opened his eyes, and tried to find the sick Aga who was lighting the lamp or mopping the floor.
When he found the sick Aga, he was half-kneeling on the ground, spreading the carpet, and from time to time he reached out his hand to grope for other things nearby.
Leyuan walked to the side of Bing Ajia, and the light was blocked by Leyuan. Bing Ajia raised his head and saw that it was Leyuan. He bowed, stood up in confusion and asked: "Master, why are you coming out now?"
He glanced at the time and thought it was still early, thinking that it would take some time for the paradise to arrive. If that was the case, he would have more time to deal with the carpet.
Maybe when Paradise walks out, what he will see is not the sick Aga who is laying the carpet, but the sick Aga who has already laid the carpet, washed his hands, rolled up his sleeves, boiled a pot of hot water, and is ready to pour some warm sugar milk for Paradise.
Leyuan smiled at Bing Ajia, his face was pale and he looked a little weak. Bing Ajia asked: "Is the master sick? If so, I will go find a doctor. Isn't the master's second teacher living nearby? He is a man with medical skills and will teach the master in the future. It is not difficult for him to come and treat the master. What do you think?"
Leyuan shook his head and found a place to sit down, but felt the sofa was too high, so he sat on the carpet. However, he still felt it was too high, so he tilted his head and fell heavily to the ground, like a dying snake, unable to even lift up his tail.
Sick Ajia was a little worried, but didn't know what to say, so he could only stand there, hesitant to speak, like a little yellow dog wagging its tail but not daring to make a noise, wandering around its owner.
Leyuan sighed, feeling that he was hot all over and sweating all the time. He didn't know if it was cold sweat or heavy sweat. His vision was a little blurry, maybe it was because it was too dark or the light was not bright enough. Leyuan squinted his eyes, looked at the sick Aga and said, "You don't know, I think there is something fishy."
Sick Ajia smiled and wanted to comfort him by saying that there was no such thing as a ghost. However, he felt it was not good to contradict his master, so he crawled to the front of the paradise on all fours and whispered, "It doesn't matter. Even if there is a ghost, it will come to me first. I don't know how many places I have been to, even the chaotic graves. If anyone here has provoked a ghost, it should be me.
Master, don’t worry.”
Leyuan shook his head, feeling that his expression was not expressive enough. He could only frown, sigh, and continue, "You don't know, it's not that ghost, it's abnormal, it seems like there is someone, but when I look over, there is no one, I can't find anyone, it seems like there is something wrong with my eyes, and my heart is beating so hard, as if I am about to fly out."
He said this, curling up into a ball.
Sick Ajia didn't know what to do, so he could only comfort her by saying, "There's nothing here, don't I still have you? If you're worried, I'll sleep next to you and block those things for you, okay?"
Leyuan shook his head thoughtfully: "If you were next to me, the ghost I saw would turn into your appearance, which would be too scary. I don't know how long you would follow me. If I saw you turn into a ghost, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to live like this for the rest of my life."
Sick Aga frowned and asked, "Then what should I do?"
Leyuan shook his head and said weakly, "I don't know."
Bing Ajia advised: "If you want to sleep, go to bed. It's too cold here. There is only a carpet, which can't keep you warm. If you really want to sleep here, I'd better find another quilt for you to cover yourself a little, so that the wind from outside won't blow in through the gap in the door. That would be bad."
Paradise sighed: "It's up to you."
Sick Aga got up and left, and soon brought back a pillow, quilt and a thick piece of clothing to the park. The clothing was placed next to him, folded into a square shape like a block of tofu.
Leyuan smiled and said, "You are so considerate."
Maybe it was because of the tone or because Le Yuan was already drowsy, but Bing Ajia had the illusion that he was being mocked when he listened to Le Yuan talking.
Leyuan touched the pillow, squinted his eyes and said, "I'm so sleepy, I'm going to sleep. You should go to bed early too?"
Sick Aga whispered, "I will go to sleep, but would you like to drink some water before going to sleep?"
Leyuan said, "I don't want to drink anymore. After drinking, I have to brush my mouth and teeth before going to bed. It's so troublesome."
He shook his head, turned over, and tried to wrap himself tightly in the quilt, but was startled by a shadow in the dark. He could only turn around reluctantly and face the sick Aga.
Sick Aga handed the cup of hot sweetened milk to Leyuan and said, "Drink it before going to sleep. Sleep a little better, so as not to get up in the middle of the night and affect your energy. It's okay. After drinking it, I will prepare something for you to rinse your mouth. You can brush your teeth and rinse your mouth here, okay?"
Leyuan narrowed his eyes and asked, "Why do you have to rinse your mouth?"
The sick Ajia coaxed him, "If you don't do this, your teeth will be damaged. If possible, it's better to deal with it as soon as possible. It will heal quickly and won't take long."
Leyuan frowned and said, "But the toothbrush is too hard. Every time I brush my teeth, I feel like I have a recurrence of oral ulcers. It hurts so much that I can't even eat happily. It's so bad."
Leyuan said these words to convince Bing Ajia, but Bing Ajia was not convinced. Instead, he said to Leyuan, "You should drink this glass of water, brush your teeth and rinse your mouth before going to bed. If you think your toothbrush is not good, I will find a new one and replace the previous one for you. Not every toothbrush is exactly the same and it will give you a toothache when you use it."
Leyuan was skeptical: "Well, I'll trust you this time. Go ahead."
Sick Aga fed Leyuan the glass of water, and brought a cup, a basin, and a toothbrush. All Leyuan had to do was open her mouth. After brushing her teeth, he took the things away. After rinsing, he shook off the excess water and put it back. Then he came back and saw that Leyuan was so sleepy that her eyelids were fighting and she was about to fall asleep. So he said to Leyuan, "You can go to sleep now. Go ahead. I will stay here with you."
Le Yuan half-believingly tried to open her eyes and look at him. Her eyelids had become double eyelids, with wrinkles piled up one after another. It was obvious that he was very sleepy, but she still had to ask, "Really?"
Sick Aga nodded: "Yes."
Le Yuan was skeptical: "Okay then."
Sick Aga tidied up the quilt for Leyuan. Leyuan closed his eyes and prepared to rest. Suddenly, he became irritable and couldn't sleep. He tossed and turned, muttering: "It would be great if all those shameless trash died. They are all trash anyway, why are they still alive? By the way, have you heard of this? There was a man with a sick brain. Whenever he saw someone saying something bad about him, he would mention women."
Bing Ajia followed his lead and asked, "What did you mention?"
Paradise said: "He said that women are really jealous of women who are prettier and better-looking than themselves.
I think he is mentally ill. He didn't even see the other person's face, so how could he subjectively assume that the other person is a woman?
By the same token, some people seem to have no brains. They have eyes, but they are like people without eyes. Things are placed there, but they insist on asking where they are. That's fine, but some people don't ask, but find a direction themselves, take their things and say they are mine, and then say that I took theirs. Fuck them, they and their whole family better die.
Damn it, the things are there, it's fine if he can't see them, it's fine if he doesn't ask, we can just pretend he's dumb, maybe he has some brain problems, what's the point of communicating with a mentally retarded person? But what else?
I was labeled as mentally ill for no reason. How could I endure it? How could I have a good temper? If I was stabbed by someone on the street, should I say thank you? Bullshit! If I didn't say "fuck you for doing such a disgusting thing" and kill the whole family and curse their family and all their relatives and friends to die a bad death, I would still be considered to have a good temper.
Otherwise, according to their logic, they came over and stabbed me, I dodged it, and they stabbed me again. This time the wound was bigger and it would take a while to heal. I asked the doctor and the nurse, okay, they told me that I could not leave the hospital for the time being because the police said I was a criminal.
Ahaha, I was stabbed, but I am being interrogated as a suspect. Why? Because they are shameless? Because they are worse than dogs? Because they are a bunch of beasts, without heads, faces, brains, or skin? According to them, I should not be walking on the road. I should take a knife and kill those who slandered and tortured me. Even their entire families and neighbors deserve to die.
That's all.
Isn't that what they mean?
I think at the beginning, the officials forced the people to rebel, and the people had no choice but to rebel. Later, whenever there was injustice in the world, everyone had trouble in their hearts.
Nowadays, there are a bunch of rotten people who flatter others and say some sour nonsense in a pretentious manner that even an eight-year-old child can't say. It's disgusting to read them and dirty to listen to them. It's even worse if you see and hear them. You will be vomited to death.
They don't think they are wrong, but they think others are wrong. How do you explain this?
Things belong to them, they can do it, but others cannot say anything, what is this called? Typical, only the state officials are allowed to set fires, but the people are not allowed to light lamps, which is ridiculous!
Also, covering up the problem won't solve it. Pretending to hate others won't solve it either. Some people are really seriously ill. I advise them to die early. Maybe they can find relief. Otherwise, I will kill them if I can, and then set a fire to their houses! Death is the best. Death will be a rotten, smelly, disgusting thing. Get out of here!
Have you heard of Lu Xun?
Some of the things said are good!
Doubt is not a flaw, but doubt without judgment is!
He would rather fight the enemy openly than be plotted against by those around him.
What's more, some people not only plot secretly, but also put on a disguise and pretend to be justice. They are simply mentally ill, thinking that others can't see through it, so they can go out on the streets and show off. It's funny, funny. The righteous heroes of Liangshan hoped until their death that the court would be clear and the emperor would open his eyes. They also knew that treacherous ministers are in power now. Well, they don't know and still talk nonsense!
It's ok for them to just talk nonsense, but it's even more ridiculous that they want others to believe their lies.
Fuck them, don’t let me catch them, or I’ll kill them one by one with my sword.
I have said it long ago that those words should not be said, but they insisted on saying them. It would have been fine if they had said them, but they were indeed plotted against. It is a pity that they are still stigmatized after their death. It is so tragic, so tragic. I want to cry and cry them to death. It doesn’t matter if I can’t cry them to death. It doesn’t matter at all. If I can cry to kill the enemy, that is a good thing. If I can’t cry to kill anyone, that is my misfortune. If I can cry for my companions, that is a good thing. If I can’t cry, I deserve to die.
Why is it so funny?
Think about it, if someone slashes you on the street, but the slasher is fine, but the victim is locked up while being treated in the hospital, where is justice? When will they die? If this is the case, everyone will pick up a knife and kill everyone else. After all, killing is not a sin, and when the time comes, you can choose how to die. How can this not be considered taking advantage?
Ha ha!
Cang Tian is dead, and the Yellow Turbans should be in power. Tell me, is this funny or not?
Why can't I say this or that? I'm not dumb. If they are afraid of what others say, then either don't do it or don't let anyone know. It's so funny. They did it, but they were afraid of what others would say. Then they let others know and they still don't admit it. What? They did something wrong in a hurry. Did I encourage them to do it?
I can only say that one thing, just lying there, is nothing serious. It would be funny if the sequel to this thing just happened to match the description in the thing!
Some people are simply ignorant and think that if they haven't seen something, it must not exist. They cover their eyes and think that this thing will definitely not be seen by others. It's ridiculous. They are willing to turn a blind eye, but I am not.
I know in my heart what I am, but others probably don’t know. Not only do they not know what they are, they also don’t know what others are. Such people walk on the streets openly. Can this kind of world be called prosperous? Bullshit!
For example, you are walking on the road and want to drink some water, so you go to find some water, take a glass of water and say, "Oh no, I shouldn't go out because the world is bad. Once I go out, others will see the water in my hand and will definitely snatch it away. I have to drink it quickly." But before I can drink it, the water is snatched away and the water spills on the ground. Do you think it's funny?
Oops, I've become the one telling a joke.
Hehehe, hahahaha!"
After laughing, Leyuan covered her abdomen, her face was pale, her lips were even a little blue, and she grabbed the sick Aga and said, "Oh my god, it hurts."
Sick Ajia laughed and said, "You laughed so hard that you almost choked, didn't you?"
Leyuan shook his head: "I don't know, I don't know. I don't know anything."
Sick Aga asked: "So, what do you remember?"
Leyuan didn't hear what he said clearly, so he could only ask, "What? What did you say?"
The sick Aga said, "Let me ask you, what do you remember?"
Leyuan still didn't hear him, and was too lazy to ask again, so Sick Ajia stopped talking and just watched him tossing and turning on the ground. Suddenly he stood up, took out a medicine bottle from the side, found some pills, stuffed them into Leyuan's throat, and said to him: "Be quiet, you will feel better after taking them. Be quiet, you will feel better soon. Don't worry, you have to get up for class tomorrow morning."
Leyuan blinked his eyes, then rolled them back, choking on the pill. Sick Aga hugged Leyuan, patted his back, and gave him some water. He swallowed the pill and was stunned for a while. Then he fell to the ground with a bang and closed his eyes. He was not asleep yet. He curled up into a ball and continued to roll around until he hit his head on the ground and finally calmed down.
Sick Aga tidied Leyuan's hair and clothes, patted his pillow, pulled the quilt, sat beside him, and said with a smile: "Do you think I have never listened to books? Although I have never read them and I may not know two words, I am not stupid. I have heard what you want to say, but if I ask you again, I am afraid you will not recognize it, so I will not ask you.
Some people are indeed mentally ill, so why bother with them?
They always like to shirk responsibility.
Who told you that you have no money, no backstage, are not good-looking and can't speak? They can always find countless reasons to belittle and torture you. If you hear a word, it's considered that you have fallen into their trap. You can curse them out. Anyway, there is no one else here. Even if someone hears it, what does it matter?
It doesn't necessarily require others to become dumb.
If a place requires people to be dumb to survive, then it is undoubtedly a garbage dump, with no unnecessary thoughts and nothing. Isn't it?
In Water Margin, after Song Jiang was exiled, he tattooed his face, drank wine, and wrote two poems in a tavern. There were two lines in the poem saying, "If I can fulfill my ambition one day, I will dare to laugh at Huang Chao for being a coward."
But what?
Then I found myself drunk and caught in the rain, and forgot everything after I got home. When I woke up the next day, I found that I didn't remember what I said or did, as if it was just a dream.
If it was just a dream, it would be fine, but it wasn't. Later, someone saw the poem and told it to the higher authorities, and they were charged with treason. Do you think it's funny? I know what you mean. You came here to tell a joke, and it's really funny, but this joke is really pathetic. If you have another joke, change it next time.
Otherwise, it sounds sad.
It just so happens that you didn't drink, but you got caught in the rain. You didn't get tattooed, but you were arrested. That's all. You haven't written poetry, and you probably won't, but you just said things you shouldn't say. Do you know what this is called? This is called knowingly committing a crime. What are you doing? Don't you know it in your heart? This is not something you can just forget.
Some people like to meddle in other people's business, and they have to meddle in your affairs. If they hit you with a knife, what can you do? You can't go back with a knife and chop them all. If they scold you, you can only swallow your anger. Why do you think this is? You are not born to be beaten or scolded, right? They just want to make trouble for you, which proves what you said.
Some people just can't stand seeing others doing well, but you are not doing well yet. What is this?
This is like when it rains, it pours. The ship is late and encounters headwinds. The hemp rope breaks at the slightest detail. Misfortune always visits the unfortunate people.
The problem is that you really can't compare to those who are suffering more. Even if you want to say something unfortunate, you can't compare to them. That is, you are not as good as the best, but better than the worst. It is not enough to comfort yourself. If you want to insult and curse others, it is not enough. Nothing is enough. If you want to talk about depression, you can't say there is none, but you can't say it is a lot either, because there is always someone worse off than you, as if you are already living well enough.
What is the reality?
I'm afraid no one knows better than you whether you are good or not. But those who don't know shamelessly want to cause trouble for you, thinking they know your thoughts very well. Tell me, how can others be happy about this?
That’s all.
There are not only many nosy, ill-informed, and self-righteous people in this world, but there are so many of them that it feels like you are blocked every time you take a step forward. That must be very uncomfortable, right?
They themselves don't know, they don't know this, they don't know that, and when they see you tell them something they don't know and they themselves can't understand it, they say it's your fault. Do you know what this is like?
When Copernicus proposed the heliocentric theory, many people did not accept it. Some of these people were in high positions of power, some were poor and powerless. Some simply laughed at it, while others sincerely thought it deserved to die. But the latter are more hateful than the former because they firmly believed in the wrong knowledge and passed this error down, layer by layer, one by one, generation after generation.
All I can say is that it's ridiculous, pitiful, and especially hateful.
Damn it.
Those people got together and killed Copernicus, but it was no use for them to deny it."
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