Chapter 128
Jiaming nodded.
The young man said to him, "I hope you can be the national teacher. Anyway, I see that given the current situation, we cannot completely overthrow the corrupt system in a short period of time. Even if we are willing, those aristocratic families will not be willing. Even if those aristocratic families are willing, the old ministers of the previous dynasty will not agree. If even they agree, we will have to consider the local big landlords."
He sneered and said, "Don't underestimate those landlords. Although they are not in a prosperous place, they are not easy to deal with. If you really take a look, you will be shocked. What kind of people can be so heartless and plunder countless people's money to build such a big house, such a beautiful scenery, and such good food.
And the many servants who pride themselves on the mere fact that they had ever had the possibility of entering it.
I don't understand how they can be so careless, handing over their own things as if they belong to someone else, and being amazed when they see them in someone else's home, and would rather take pride in someone else's things than to find a way to deal with the damned things themselves."
Jiaming smiled and said, "What you said reminds me of a story in a book."
The young man was a little curious: "What's this story? You remember it now!"
Jiaming said: "A man went to a store and stole someone's shoes, then went to a store and stole someone's bread, then went to a store and stole someone's clothes, and finally went to a jewelry store and stole a bunch of expensive gold and silver jewelry. He was quickly caught, but no one could find the things he took away, no matter how hard they looked.
When the authorities wanted to interrogate him, they asked him, why did you steal?
He said, I'm not stealing, I'm taking what's mine.
The official asked, "You are talking nonsense. How could you possibly take your own things from someone else's shop?" You are clearly making a fuss! How dare you disturb the court? I will give you 20 lashes first!"
Even after being beaten, he still refused to change his words. Someone nearby whispered to the official that maybe this man had a brain disease and was corrupted from the beginning, not just after entering our door. He could go out and ask someone. If others are the same, then that's good. This man has gone crazy a long time ago, a madman, and there is no need to worry about him.
Because when it comes to a madman, the official has plenty of power. He can kill him or let him go, and no one will say anything to him.
However, the official said with a sad face, "We haven't found the things yet. Even if we kill him, it will be useless. How can we afford to pay for it? Even if it is not our fault, it has fallen into our hands now and we can't get rid of it. When the time comes, the mud of hell will stick to our trousers and legs, and we can't wash it off. If we are not evil, we will be witches."
Menzi grumbled, saying that we didn't take the things and we didn't use them, so why should we compensate them?
The official said, "You don't understand. It's because we didn't take the things that this matter is difficult to handle. If we took it, it doesn't matter whether we return it or not. If someone else took it, it would be a minor mistake under our rule. They will catch us by the tail and scold us. It's okay to just scold us, but if a fight breaks out, what should we do? It's not that we can't win, it's that we can't fight."
If we beat them and hurt them, it would be our fault. If we were hurt, we wouldn't be able to do anything. If we didn't beat them, that would be the best, but it might not be the case. They won't necessarily follow our wishes. If they cared about us, they wouldn't blame us for this. They are looking for us now because they want us to show our attitude.
But who can make a madman give an attitude that meets his requirements?
The official couldn't do it, and neither could his men. They all sighed and continued to interrogate their subordinates.
Mr. Guan asked, why do you think so?
The man said, because bakers have no soft and fresh bread to eat, shoemakers have no shoes that are not broken, clothes makers have no clothes that are not washed and tattered, and jewellery makers are not covered in gold and silver, this world is unfair, and this country has been sick for a long time. I urgently need to do something, I need to do something.
Maybe I cannot change everything, but I can change myself. As you can see, I am here now, proving that what I do is still valuable. At least, you know nothing and can continue to be foolish and ignorant, but I don’t have to be like that. I have saved myself from the evil sea of suffering, I have escaped from the pain and joy of the world, and God is smiling mercifully behind me.
God is watching me, and I am happy about that.
The official said to the doorman, "Did you see that? He has gone mad and now has become a Christian."
Menzi said that if he was really a Christian, it would not be a bad thing, and he could pull out the radish and bring out the mud, and even put a lot of people in jail, so he could finally explain himself.
Mr. Guan said that it would be great if that were the case. He didn't even tell me where his things were hidden, so if you asked him where they were, he would not be able to tell you.
The doorman said, "Oh, who cares if he says it or not? He is here with us. We will tell the outside world that he has admitted it. Others don't know. Let someone write a piece of paper and list his crimes. Hold him down and make him put his fingerprints on it. That means he has admitted it. There are witnesses and physical evidence. It's great. He can't turn over. What are you afraid of?"
Mr. Guan looked at him and smiled, "Good boy, you have thought it through carefully. So you know all this. If I had known that you knew so much, I would not have worried about this matter."
The people below close their eyes and rest, knowing that they don't care what they say or think, so they don't waste any of their energy.
The people above him did not let him off easily. The official slammed the table and asked him, "You are talking nonsense, do you know that? There is no God in the world. Even if there is, it has never appeared. If you have the ability, make it appear in front of me, then I will believe it."
The man did not jump up like an enraged lion, but replied calmly, It doesn’t matter, God doesn’t care about those who don’t believe in Him, God doesn’t care about those who don’t exist, God doesn’t care about those who are full of sin, God doesn’t care about those who deserve to die, God doesn’t care…
Mr. Guan blinked his eyes and thought that this man was indeed a madman. He was just wondering why this man didn't get emotional like other fanatics when they heard others mention that their gods were bad or didn't exist. Those fanatics were more or less angry, but the one in front of him didn't. He was definitely not an authentic believer. Maybe it was just a difference in doctrine, then there would be no problem.
He said, whether you admit it or not, I will definitely get this done. It is useless if you are unwilling. Thank you for your help. Just sign your name and put your stamp on it. It will be your death sentence someday and the matter will be over. You can go to see your God.
The official waved his hand and asked the doorman to take paper and pen to the man. The man closed his eyes and did nothing. Everyone looked at each other and then at the official. The official sighed and said, since he is so ignorant, just hold him down and make him press a red handprint on the paper first, and then talk.
The man struggled, but a group of people came over and he could not struggle. He could only lie on the ground silently, muttering to himself. When the doormen went to listen, they heard him repeating the same words, "God is watching me, God is watching me, God is watching me."
Menzi shivered and felt a little cold. He touched his arms and found them covered with goose bumps. He murmured, "It's so creepy."
Sure enough, whenever someone believes in something, there is always something weird about it, otherwise, they would not give up their faith so easily.
After collecting the evidence, the official looked at it and had the doorman take the man away and lock him up again. He then thought of a way to send his servant to deliver a letter to give an explanation. By coincidence, at this moment, he noticed that the things the man had taken all belonged to the same family, and all the stores the man had broken into all belonged to the same company, which was opened by that family.
At this point, things were much easier to handle. The official clapped his hands and said with a smile, "Okay, now there is one more charge. Let's say that he was jealous and hateful, despised the poor and loved the rich, and deliberately took revenge. He is a complete villain. In this way, there is no possibility or problem of overturning the verdict." Hahahaha.
The letter was sent and the man was locked up. There were other people in that man's prison. They asked him how he got in. He told them, and they all shook their heads and sighed for him. He asked them how they got in. One of them smiled bitterly and said that he had finally saved up enough money to buy a house. He even sold his original house in his hometown and could only save up the first installment for a new house.
The first prisoner said, I want to buy a house, but I can't have only the first installment. The money bank recommended a lender to me and said, "It's a deal, as long as I don't get out of the deal and get back the money, I will lend it to you."
However, the house was not completed, and the builder ran away. I was helpless. I looked for help everywhere, but it was useless. The previous house was gone, and the current house was still gone. I was desperate, and the bank even wanted to collect the debt from me. I said, my house has become a ruin, why should I borrow money? I won’t lend it now.
They said to me, "No, you signed the agreement, you also put your fingerprints and signed your name, don't you remember? Our agreement clearly states that no matter whether you want to buy a house or not, and no matter whether you have bought the house or not, we will lend you money and you need to pay us back every month."
You can't deny your debt. To be honest, we are law-abiding people. If you do this, we have no choice but to send you to the court. If you lose the lawsuit, you will definitely go to jail. You might as well just endure it now.
我一聽這話當時就氣炸了，借錢我會還，但我沒有房子，我還借什麽錢？他們之前也不跟我說清楚，現在在這裏對我說這些，都是廢話，不就是又想要我的錢，又不肯給我的房子，我規規矩矩按照法律的程序做事，為什麽會落得人財兩空的下場？因為法律就是不講道理！
那人問，之後呢？你是怎麽進來的？
第一個囚犯說，我走投無路，沒有辦法還錢，又沒有地方住，沒法離開，又沒法這麽過下去，渾渾僵僵的，有一天起夜，遇上一個偷了點東西的小偷正在藏贓款，他看見我，我看見他，我們兩個都愣了一下，他對着我喊抓賊，他的聲音驚動了周圍的人。
周圍的人以為偷東西的人是我，都想抓我，我沒忍住氣，和他們動手。
我把不知道誰的一個人打死了，法律判我殺人，我就進來了，過不了多久，就是秋後問斬，這樣也好，我死了之後，更不需要還錢了，反正我也還不上。好得很。
他笑了一下，看起來已經瘋瘋癫癫的。
也對，這種地方，什麽人不瘋呢？
第二個囚犯有些唏噓地說，想當年我也是上過學堂的人，書上清清楚楚寫了，法律就是統治階級維護社會穩定的工具，同窗還對我說，你看，這些東西都說明白了，不怕咱們，就是拿準了，咱們吃了虧也不能告狀，就算告狀也只能找他們告，你真以為有公平？懂個屁。
我當初還問，怎麽就不公平了？
他回答我說，還是那句話，一個人又當裁判又當選手，你會相信他毫無私心？會相信他不針對你？會相信他不害你？會相信他正義善良公正廉明？狗屁！信了才是腦子有病。不管什麽事情，把自己的心和命，放在別人手裏就是可笑至極，等于已經死了，我現在就死了。
我問他，那你為什麽不自殺？
他說，我怎麽不死？我已經死了，之後要死，不過是再死一次罷了，但是，我不會就這麽輕易去死的，要是就這麽死了，豈不是愧對我讀了這些書？見了那些人？那些不知廉恥的東西，早就該死了，我要死了，死之前也要想辦法把他們一群都殺了，這一批不好，下一批再說。
我問他，可是，你也管不得數年以後的事情吧？若是再這樣呢？
他說，沒有關系，那時候還有我這樣的人。
我問他，那要是人換來換去都沒有變化呢？
他說，我這樣的人也是不會變化的。
我問他，那你覺得根源在哪裏呢？
他說，哪裏都一樣，反正這輩子我是看不見了，你以為有什麽好處？痛快，就夠了。
我沒有再說話，後來，他還真就點了一把火，将官府燒了個幹淨，也不管其他，确實是很痛快。
只不過，在他眼裏，什麽人都一樣可惡，他是不會顧及別人的，他也不覺得那些人無辜，他只覺得有些人是該死的，立刻就要去死，其他人也是該死的，只是可以多活一段時間罷了。
你想，社會穩定，不總是需要某些棋子來犧牲嗎？
那人問，你是怎麽進來的？
第二個囚犯苦笑了一下說，我，我的妹妹，小時候太窮了，上不起學，和家裏大吵一架之後跑出去，說是找了一個工作，我們都很高興，我那個時候也沒有讀書了，因為當年鬧饑荒，家裏吃不起飯，還得到處去找糧食，托人托關系說盡好話低聲下氣卑躬屈膝的，惡心透頂。
我就想去找妹妹，父母都同意了，我找到了妹妹，她已經死了，是我到的那一天，官府的官差跟我說，妹妹是因為晚上出門的時候，被人□□了，到了官府報案，官府要她去大夫的醫藥堂檢查之後将檢查報告的結果作為證據提交，她到官府之前是洗了澡的，所以，要檢查必然要脫掉她的褲子，叫她打開兩條腿來檢查內部，還要留畫像和文字描述記錄。
我問，還有呢？
那個官差告訴我，還需要我妹妹對官府上上下下的一群人，和人配合着，重新演示一下當時發生的事情情況。
我妹妹不堪其擾，寧願不報案了，也不願意被人檢查，記錄證據和盯着重現情況，她就跑了，大家都以為她是放棄了，誰知道，她轉頭就自殺了，我到的時候，她的屍體都已經涼透了，甚至是僵硬的，散發出一股臭味，才被人發現，鄰居找了官府，官府才出了官差。
我才能見到那個官差，鄰居還告訴了房東，我妹妹沒有房子在人生地不熟的地方，只能租別人的住處，現在她死在這裏，別人還有許多話要說。
說她穿得風騷浪蕩，說她本性□□，說她之所以去官府報案肯定是跟別人鬧別扭沒有談成生意就污蔑別人發現官府不聽她就想用命來污蔑官府，說她就是小題大做脾氣不好，說她該死肯定是騙了別人良心發現突然改變了主意又不敢說出來就去死咯……
每一句話，他都記得清清楚楚，難為他現在還記得。他看起來可不是今天才進監獄的樣子。
第二個囚犯血液倒流在臉上，整張臉通紅，額頭青筋暴起，閉上眼睛努力克制說，房子的主人找過來，發現死了人，說房子以後不好租出去了，要我賠償，我揪着那女人的衣領說，你先把我妹妹的命賠償來，她說這是自己死的跟她沒有關系。
我問，既然沒有關系，你為什麽要我賠償？你不賠償我妹妹的命，要我賠償你的房子？你說清楚。
她大聲嚷嚷起來，說我不講道理，說我果然和妹妹是一母同胞的惡心，說我家的人肯定都是這樣要錢錢沒有要人人沒有，怪不得窮得要緊還出去賣。
我實在是忍無可忍，就打了她，她喊叫起來，連她的丈夫也喊出來了，她的丈夫和我打了起來，我雖然受傷了，卻把她丈夫踹殘廢了，她哭天搶地說大家都看見了，我就是不講道理，我妹妹肯定也是這樣的人，死了活該，欠了別人的還不肯給，一堆廢話嚷嚷了半天。
我恨不得當時就把他們都殺了，可是，被人按住了，畢竟，那時候邊上還有官差，不知道我妹妹被害的時候他們在哪裏，也不知道我妹妹死的時候，他們在哪裏，但是現在他們在了，可笑，可笑，他們把我關起來，之後又去找那對夫妻，他們似乎是換了住處。
但我到的時候，他們還是在說我妹妹的壞話，說我妹妹不愛打掃不檢點自甘堕落。
我實在是忍無可忍，就把他們都殺了，然後到官府自首，因為我知道，官府要懲惡揚善的時候是沒影子的，但是要助纣為虐的時候，他們是有一手的，我跑不動，逃不掉，還不如早死早超生，官府查了案例和法律，說像我這樣以為自己是在為親人報仇的，可以減刑。
但是，殺一個人是要殺人償命，殺兩個人就算是減刑，也是要砍掉一顆頭的，除非，我只殺了一個人。
所以，沒有辦法，我還是進來了，還是秋後問斬，用不了多久就要去見我妹妹了，至于我父母，我聽說他們懷上了一個新的，等他們生下來，就不會記得我們兄妹了，也算好事，大家各走各的路，各有各的苦，以後就是不相幹。
那人看向第三個囚犯問，你呢？
第三個囚犯說，我沒有他們那麽曲折，事情很簡單，就是有一天，我的婆娘和我走在路上，準備外出去吃點東西，站在小賣鋪門口附近的時候，一群混混跑出來，調戲我婆娘，嘴裏說什麽這麽騷給誰看不如給我摸摸臭爛貨不識擡舉是不是，動手動腳的。
我婆娘罵他們，他們不以為意，我婆娘打他們，他們一群人，走都不肯走，就像是野貓見了腥。
我立刻就過去了，罵他們，他們還是不聽，打他們，他們喊着要報官，就到了官府，官府找了我們夫妻，我婆娘已經氣得流産了，就在大夫的藥鋪子還非得跟我一起去，她都起不來，還是我背她去的，到了地方要我們兩個跪下，另外一邊就是混混。
我把事情說了，官老爺說，我們不應該打他們，因為我們不打他們，就是占理的，我們打了他們，就是不占理的，尤其是他們跑了之後，我還追着他們打，就是我的錯，所以，要把我關起來，他們之中還有一個人是死了，我應該被判死刑，就關到了這裏。
我婆娘哭得上氣不接下氣，告訴我說，肯定會想辦法救我出去，但是，我能在這裏等到什麽時候呢？她能在外面等我到什麽時候呢？不是我不相信她，實在是，這種日子活一天都沒有必要，我不覺得繼續有什麽好處，就算是十幾年之後我可以出去了，有什麽用處呢？
我這十幾年還是在監獄過的，我還是一個被官府判過了死刑的人，就算之後改成無期徒刑，再之後改成有期徒刑，再無罪釋放，我也是進過監獄的，我出去工作，誰會要我？我要是沒有工作，怎麽活下去？出去之後，全指望我的婆娘嗎？那她也太慘了。
遇上那些混混，又遇上我這麽個沒輕沒重的丈夫，還遇上這麽個世道，不知道你們知道不知道，官府裏面有一條法律是，進了監獄就會留下記錄，這個記錄會每隔一段時間公布出去一次，但凡是有記錄的，就算是出去了，也不允許招工的人用。
除非是官府記錄過的，可以用進了監獄的人的地方，但是那些地方，大家都精神不正常，比這裏還不正常一點，我待在他們身邊，大概沒多久又要死刑了。
雖然說，不要進了監獄的人，是別人的自由，但是，我進了監獄之後還要出去，那我就需要工作，沒有工作就活不下去，活不下去，我還是要進監獄，不管是法律還是官府都統統不考慮這種問題，就好像一個人進了監獄就會死，他們那麽自信，為什麽不直接把人殺了？
作出一副假仁假義的狗仁慈，連最惡毒的邪神都不做這種事情。
惡心。
他們一邊擔心讓人進了監獄就自殺會激起民憤無法控制，一邊處處用環境逼着人去死，還要對外對內宣揚他們多麽的了不起，什麽無案不破啦，什麽勤勤懇懇啦，什麽人字當頭啦，什麽天下安寧啦，什麽海晏河清。
哦，現在海河也都不清了，好得很，果然是天災人禍，先有天災後有人禍，齊活兒了。
大家早晚一起去死，我才不在乎他們什麽時候死，我只需要知道他們肯定會死，而且不會是壽終正寝，我就高興了。
我們這些東西，在他們眼裏，根本就不算是人，有什麽好說的？他們最好現在就去死，不然，別逼着我走出去，請他們死。
第四個囚犯說，那我比你們幸運多了，我姐姐因為太窮了，到了酒鋪子去工作，偏偏那個酒鋪子沒有說清楚，只在晚上工作還要她穿很少的衣服去勾引客人付錢，我爹說有一次走錯了路看見裏面的情況，就像是一個妖魔窟把人吓壞了。
他後來才想起來說，好像看見裏面有一個人和我姐姐很像，要我去看，我就去看了，還真是，她見了我，有點不好意思，問我怎麽知道地方還去了，我說是找她的，她問有什麽事，我問，她給家裏的錢是不是都是從那邊賺的，她說是，我問，為什麽不能找其他的工作。
她說，她不會認字，不樂意考試，學東西比別人慢。
要去碼頭當搬運工，人家看她是個女的，說她力氣小，不要她，要去糕點鋪子當包裝的，人家本來答應好了，轉頭再去，已經有兩個人了，一個人年紀大，一個人年紀小，都是女的，問他們怎麽回事，他們只會說明天再來。
要去新開的機器工廠裏面當女工，他們要先交錢檢查身體，還說她身體不健康不合格。
要去飯店裏面當店小二，他們本來說好了可以去，到了地方，他們說，不行，招工的不是我，我才是老板，我不要你，你走吧。
要去大酒店裏面當招呼客人的，他們說，什麽沒有後臺，沒有走關系，性格不合适。
要去給別人家當看門的，人不是說只要男的，就是說你不會這個不行。
要去給別人當穿衣服的，別人說你不會這個，看了一眼就讓走了。
有什麽用處？你以為還有挑挑揀揀的？
我知道拿了她的錢，不能嫌棄她，也知道她說的都是事實，但是，我還是怕這事叫別人知道，她看出來了，對我說，沒關系，她走出去是穿另外的衣服，看起來不一樣，她也不會這麽出門回家去，我就走了，再然後，聽說她死了，不知道是怎麽死的，我還以為是得了病。
可是，到了地方，那些人跟我說，她是被人灌酒，喝了太多了，又沒能及時去看大夫，才死了的。
我很奇怪，她之前是不會随便喝酒的，也不可能一下子把握不好分寸自己把自己灌死啊。
我就問是怎麽回事，一個跟她還算有點關系的人說，是有一個腦子有病的身份還算不錯的客人，把她看住了，叫她喝，對她說，喝了一杯就能拿錢，喝多少杯就有多少杯的錢，但是，她一開始根本沒有出頭，是被指出來喊着喝了的，喝了說自己喝不下了，還是被催着喝。
那個人還說，你要是不喝，就是不給面子，你要是敢不喝，現在就跪下來，舔別人脫了褲子的玩意兒，結果，人死了，錢也沒有給，他們搖搖晃晃走了，一群人耀武揚威的，好像他們剛剛打了勝仗。
我操他媽的，日他十八輩的祖宗，別叫老子抓住他們，不然給他們碎屍萬段，我就是死了，我也不後悔，他們就是該死，他們憑什麽不死啊？憑他們不要臉？憑他們有後臺？憑他們不工作耍別人玩還可以害死人不償命？狗屁！狗日的，老子不殺了他們，怎麽洩憤？
就算是他覺得自己比其他人運氣好，說到這裏，也難免氣憤，氣得都快昏過去了。
那人又問第五個，你怎麽樣？
第五個囚犯說，哦，我比他們更運氣好一點，我爹殺了我媽的兩個孩子，一個男的，一個女的，想和情人在一起，孩子是殺了，還想裝樣子說是自己死了的，沒有騙過去，我媽氣壞了，想跟他離婚，但是，告到官府上，官府說，不允許離婚，我媽只能自己搬出去住。
別人都說我是野種，我媽也這麽說，我不知道怎麽回事，但是我想，要是有機會，我就把我媽殺了，再自首，自他媽的首，老子把這裏的人也殺了，那才叫痛快高興，值得喝酒慶祝的大好事。
因為我媽沒離婚，我爹還是我爹，突然不知道從哪裏知道了住處，跑到我媽門口，跟鄰居說，是一家人，只是鬧了點別扭，就進門了，等我媽回家，想要□□我媽，我媽不願意，打了他一巴掌，他還是不聽，我把人殺了，就進來了。
那人問，我聽說，如果殺了自己的父母，判刑會更重一點？
第五個囚犯點了點頭，笑道，是啊，更重一點，所以我想不殺白不殺，兩個都殺了，保證我是死刑，用不了多久，要是真有地獄，我肯定能在地獄見他們，到時候，又是阖家團圓，豈不好？
一群人都笑了起來。
那人說，我來得不冤，見到了這麽多志同道合的人，也算是值得高興。
最後還有批語，說是：性自空明，心自澄明，怎麽落到如此地步？若當有罪，該當有罪，怎麽落得今天才見面？正人正己，無事莫生非，言語有約束，才有長命百歲好。”
年輕人皺了皺眉：“哦，勸人向善的東西？他們是都挺慘的，不過，那書若是說現在，必定是要死了，若是說前朝，也未免太嚣張了。”
嘉明問：“嚣張在哪裏？”
年輕人笑道：“哎呀，你不知道？嚣張，死得太慘，殺得太狠，說得太不留情面了。”
嘉明說：“這只是個故事，又不是活森*晚*整*理人，又不是真人，又不在面前，這也不能，那也不能，豈不是大家都閉口不言，當啞巴算了？人人啞巴，今天啞巴，明天啞巴，後天就是一片的死人了。”
年輕人咦了一聲：“從前沒有看見你這樣義憤填膺，不知道的，還以為你是進了監獄被死刑的那個呢。”
嘉明笑道：“我沒死刑？我是死刑了，跑出來了。我還欠債呢。別人知道找我要，我卻不知道找誰去要。我要是死了，我可以不說話，我要是啞巴了，斷了手了，我也可以不說話，不寫字，我要是腦子壞了，不能思考，不能想法，不能操他媽的，我也可以什麽都不做。
但是我偏偏沒有。
我能怎麽辦？
我受了這許多的苦楚，難道還能不說話？狗屁！棍子不打在他們頭上，他們不覺得自己痛苦罷了。要是事情落在他們頭上，他們就知道什麽叫苦楚了。他們有本事一滴淚不落下來，我就有本事，叫他們哭得肝腸寸斷。看看到底是誰有錯。
我草他媽的。
該死的人就是該死。
別跟我在這裏混淆是非。”
年輕人點了點頭：“好。那等你好了，國師的位置給你留着，你平時就管管什麽風調雨順，天災人禍，饑荒鎮壓，好不好？”
嘉明說：“若我能活到那天，自然有我的。若我活不到了，那我就死了吧。也沒什麽，我覺得很好。”
年輕人起身道：“我就不打擾你休息了。”
嘉明問：“你不覺得現在不公平嗎？”
The young man sneered, "I didn't know that the people above asked whether it was fair or not at the beginning. I only know that they were truly unfair. Just because they were fair sometimes doesn't mean that unfairness doesn't exist at all, right? Just because they reform themselves doesn't mean that mistakes don't exist, right? Why didn't they give the prisoners a chance to reform?"