Chapter 244

"I'm so happy. Everything I do is for you. I'm so lucky to meet you. Maybe you don't know how important you are to me, but I'm going to tell you now."

I said to my friend.

"Okay, okay, you've told me many times, I've heard it, I've remembered it, and I can tell it to anyone who asks me in the future, okay?"

My friend held my hand.

I shook my head and picked up another glass of wine.

"I know I shouldn't be drinking right now, but I'm really happy, and you can just treat me as an adult, and I have no problem drinking, and it's not illegal."

I touched my friend's hand with the wine bottle and started to drink it. I put the bottle on the table, held my friend's hand, looked at his face in a daze, and laughed.

"I'm sorry, I just picked up the bottle. Are my hands a little wet? I'll wipe them before touching you next time. The bottle is still a little cold, but I like this cool feeling."

I put my friend's hand on my face while laughing, looking like a crazy person, but I am sure that whether I am conscious or not, the most important person to me is the person in front of me.

"I like you. I like you so much. There is no one better than you. I am so happy to meet you. I have never been so happy. You are the source of my happiness."

I blushed, held my friend's hand with both hands and said to my friend.

"I understand, but you still shouldn't drink too much. It's easier to get sick."

My friend was very gentle and touched my hair as if he was touching my head. In a sense, at that time I felt that he was looking at me as if I were a piece of tofu.

A kind of soft tofu that is so soft and fragile that it can become pitted and cracked even under running water.

I don't know how strong he is, but he touched me with very little force.

I love him so much, I have to say it 1000 times.

"I know you won't let me die. Even if I'm extremely sad, you can still send me to the hospital, right? Let me drink. I heard that people drink when they are happy."

I held my friend's hand and looked at him eagerly, hoping that he would agree with me.

He did agree, but he agreed helplessly.

"Don't look at me like that. It feels weird. No one has ever looked at me like that before. You look at me like you can give me anything. I will fall into a pit because of my dream."

My friend covered my eyes, but his hands were warm and a little bit cold and wet with wine.

I pulled his sleeve and rubbed him.

"I like you so much. Thank you for letting me drink. If it were normal times, I would have no money to buy a drink even if I wanted to. Do you know? Drinking is one of my life's wishes.

You made my wish come true.

From now on you are my new wish."

I started talking nonsense.

"You regard me as your wish. What wish?"

My friend pulled back and asked me.

I held his hand and said, "I will be with you forever, love you forever, and hope you will love me forever."

My friend smiled and seemed happy too.

"Anything else?"

My friend asked me.

“I’m going to make a wish list and write down everything I want to do in the future. Then when I complete one, I’ll cross it off and write a new one. This way I can have many wishes.

Every wish can be realized with you, you won't dislike me, right?"

I pulled my friend aside and asked.

"No, why should I dislike you?"

My friend looked at me and asked.

"Because I don't have money. I'm not as tall as you, nor as pretty as you. Maybe I'm not as smart as you, nor do I have as good grades as you. Oh, and my personality is not as gentle as yours."

I looked at him and smiled.

"But there is one thing you can't compare to me. Meeting you is the luckiest thing in the world. You can't be luckier than me in this matter. Because there is no second you in the world."

I said to him with a smile.

He laughed.

"But meeting you is also the luckiest thing in my life. In this respect, we are equally lucky."

He touched my face and said.

I nodded.

"right!

How can the people around you be trash?

You are a great person. You are the most amazing person in the world. You are the best person in the world. There will be no trash around you. I will not hold you back. "

I pulled him and laughed.

He nodded.

I drank a lot of wine while he wasn't paying attention.

After that, I vomited everything I had eaten into the trash can and fell asleep on the sofa. Everything seemed like a dream. I really had a dream while lying on the sofa.

In my dream, I got up from the sofa and found that the luxurious sofa had turned into a narrow, shabby and smelly old sofa.

The sofa was yellow and covered in stains, some of it was cheap nail polish, some of it was wall dust, some of it was lost hair, and there was a dead rat under the sofa.

The dead rat was still stuck tightly to the mouse trap. The trap was originally white, and the glue on it was also white, but over time it had turned yellow.

It looked very fragile, as if the slightest touch would break it into pieces all over the floor, which would then need to be cleaned up.

I was startled and jumped up from the sofa, which broke with a loud bang.

I looked around and there was no one in the room. I ran to the mirror and found that there was no reflection of myself in the mirror. I seemed to be a dead person. I was not sure about this.

I opened the door and ran out.

There was no one on the road, it was empty everywhere, but the ground was so clean, as if it had just been swept.

The cleaners even sprinkled some water after cleaning to ensure that the road looked clean and beautiful.

However, if someone is walking on the road wearing long clothes at this time, the hem of the clothes will drag on the ground, cleaning the wet road surface again.

If it is white clothes, it will become very dirty.

I shook my head and continued running outside. I ran to the place where the villa was supposed to be, but it was still an empty lot. There was nothing, or maybe there was something.

I searched carefully and found a rabbit doll that had fallen a long time ago.

This thing is only as big as a fingernail, translucent, slightly pink, roughly made, with some wear on the edges, and a rusty black round chain.

This chain was white when I didn't lose it.

I looked at the rabbit and heard a cat meow, but I didn't see the cat.

I searched the bushes for a long time but found nothing. It seemed as if there was nothing else here except me.

Even if there is, I can't see it. I live in different worlds than them. Even if we are in the same world, we are not in the same dimension. It's like the first and second floors are *late* integrated.

I am on the first floor and others are on the second floor. I can hear the noises on the second floor from the first floor, but no one on the second floor knows what I am doing on the first floor.

That's the feeling, this is terrible, everything is terrible.

I thought nothing could get any worse than it was, but then I saw two people.

Two people came from a distance, walking hand in hand on the path, passing in front of me without looking at me.

I followed them, and they didn't notice me closing the door until they got home. They locked me in the room.

I watched them cook, eat, change into new clothes and shoes, and discuss how much sleep they would have afterwards.

Everything was going on. I didn't understand what was going on, and I tried to ask them, but they still couldn't hear me.

I tried to see the faces of the two people, but I couldn't see them clearly. I could see their faces before. I thought they looked familiar, but now I can't.

Now I can’t even see their faces clearly, let alone know who is familiar and who is not.

I closed my eyes, the world went dark, and I heard the two men talking again.

I felt that the sound was somewhat familiar, but when I tried to listen carefully, the world fell into silence, and when I opened my eyes again, it was dark.

I stayed in that darkness for a long time, so long that I didn’t even know how much time had passed. Finally, I got scared and woke up in fright.

When I opened my eyes, I stared at the white ceiling for a long time.

I thought I was still dreaming, so I didn't dare to get up.

But if I was conscious, perhaps I would find that it was bright all around me, it was already daybreak, and my dream was pitch black. I should be able to tell the difference from the light, but I couldn't at that time.

Until my friend came over, touched my forehead and said it was hot.

I sat up suddenly and grabbed him, almost making him fall.

She didn't blame me, but turned around and asked me what was wrong.

I opened my mouth to say something, but my throat was sore. I tried to speak. I coughed twice and finally spoke, but my voice was very hoarse and small.

"Are you real?"

I asked my friend.

"I'm real, I'm right here, but you're sick and I need to take you to the hospital. What do you think about going to the hospital now?"

my friend replied.

He squatted down and touched my hair. I knew my hair was very oily, and I was afraid that he would hate me, so I just started crying.

Although I knew that if he really hated me and saw me crying, he would only feel that I was more annoying, but I couldn't control my tears because I was very sad.

I realized belatedly how horrible my dream was.

A world without my friends.

A friend of mine who, even if he existed, could not see my world.

A world where my friends may exist but cannot hear me at all.

It's horrible, everything is horrible.

Even though my friend was right in front of me, the dream was still too scary, especially after I gradually woke up and realized that the dream was even scarier than I imagined.

I cried for a while.

My eyes are like broken faucets.