Chapter 311

"Hello, I'm here to ask you something. Would you like to tell me what happened a while ago?"

"Yes, of course. Can you imagine? Someone is so sick in the head that it's disgusting.

Especially since it's a girl, I always thought that girls would be more vulnerable, so they would pay more attention to protecting themselves.

But after meeting that man who looked like he had seen a ghost, I felt that my idea was wrong.

Do you know how sick that person's brain is?

Everyone said that the person she liked was not good, but she didn't listen and insisted on getting married. She had nightmares every night, but she didn't tell anyone, which was nothing.

But her nightmares were related to the husband she chose, and she insisted on choosing that man. She must have a tumor in her brain.

People with real tumors in their brains wouldn't be that stupid.

This person is so disgusting. When I saw her, I wanted to cut her brain open. I also wanted to smash her bones. How could she be so disgusting?

Why is she so mentally ill? Why did she appear in front of me? Why did I end up like this after killing someone like that? People like that should have been killed. Does she deserve to live?

So disgusting, so disgusting, so disgusting!

Now when I think about it, I feel that killing her was too easy for her.

Even if I grind her to dust, I will be the one who suffers.

I am the one who does such a disgusting thing, I am the one who bears such a terrible crime, I meet such a bad person, and in the end I still have to suffer.

I really don't understand why those people are so crazy?

Can you tell me why?"

"I don't know why, but killing is always wrong, you know that."

"I know. Of course I know. If I didn't know, I wouldn't be sitting here."

"You are sitting here not because you know you are wrong, but because you have been caught, and after weighing the pros and cons, you think it is difficult and troublesome to escape, so you obey them and sit here."

"But I could have run. If I didn't run, wouldn't that mean I was admitting that their idea was right?"

“You can run, but you may not be able to get out. Your failure to run does not mean that you admit that they are right, and you do not think they are right now.

Because you still think that person deserves to die."

"That man deserved to die."

"Let's not discuss the issue of life and death for now. Can you continue with the story about that person you just left unfinished?"

"Okay, I'll continue. It's really unlucky. She's been dead for so long, and now I have to tell you the disgusting things again. I really can't bear to see such a ghost in my whole life."

"Are you going to vomit? I have some medicine here, take it."

"Thank you. I feel much better after taking your medicine.

I really can't understand it. That woman was so mentally ill that the people around her didn't send her to the hospital or let her see a doctor, but just went along with her.

Are all those people mentally ill? Why are so many mentally ill people gathered together? It would be fine if they just gathered together, but they put the most mentally ill person in the middle.

Do they think they are performing a show with all the stars surrounding them?

This is disgusting.

Let me briefly explain what that woman did.

The girl lost her father when she was a child and her mother died a long time ago, so she was raised by another couple.

If the wife of a couple wants to choose a relative for the woman to marry, and the woman doesn't want to, that's fine, just let it go.

But that woman looked down on others and picked a bad man who had no family background and no good heart.

The man is a playboy and has affairs everywhere. Others have told the woman about it, but the woman pretends not to see or hear anything. He is pretending to be deaf and dumb before marriage. What will happen if he is married?

I'm afraid that even if the man killed his entire family in front of the woman, the woman would still clap her hands and say yes.

How can such a person survive?

This is disgusting.

If these two dogs get together and have a child, even if the child is a normal person, he will definitely be tortured by them to the point of becoming a pervert.

If a person is abnormal, they will definitely raise him to be an even more abnormal person. Abnormal people will harm good people everywhere, and then people around them will have a hard time.

I was just preparing for a rainy day, I was not wrong at all.

I was absolutely right. That woman deserved it. If that kind of woman doesn't die, who else should die? So disgusting, so disgusting.

Even if what happened after marriage is just my guess, what happened before marriage is all true. Everyone has seen it and there is no falsehood.

The woman refused to break up with the man because he had nightmares every day. I really had no other choice but to do this. I did it for everyone's good. They should be grateful to me.

Murder pays for life, I know that, that's why I'm here.

But let’s keep things one thing at a time.

Paying for a person's life is the law, the morality, and the right thing to do.

That's not how they should treat me.

If it weren't for me, they would have been killed by that woman sooner or later. They should thank me because I am their savior.

They actually had the guts to scold me while crying and saying that the woman was pitiful. Ugh.

What's so pitiful about that woman? She's just disgusting, okay?

I really can't understand what there is to be pitiful about.

If she's dead, then she's dead. Does that woman count as dead? Can I be resurrected after I die?

This is so funny. They have such double standards and yet they are crazy enough to say that it is all my fault. I don't think so.

There is no way I can agree with them on this matter, so just give up.

It was obviously all their fault, especially that woman's fault.

They actually dared to say it was my fault. It was a good thing that I didn't kill their entire family.

No matter what time it is, murder happens.

Even if they killed me, it wouldn't change that fact.

Even if they have the guts to kill me, there are still so many people like me in the world. People killed people in the past, people are killing people now, and people will continue to kill people in the future.

No matter how they change, alter, suppress, or set the laws, it is all the same.

This is how society is, they just can’t change it.

They can kill me, and they can kill the people who kill people in the future, but will no one die from now on? I don't believe in such a ghost story.

It's funny when you say it, and it sounds like a joke. I guarantee it's funnier than the skits on the Spring Festival Gala.

By the way, it seems like it was a holiday a while ago and I didn’t watch TV. When can you take me out to watch some TV shows?

Don't you have that authority?

Don't look like I'm going to kill someone when I go out. I won't do that. It's too troublesome. Doing it once is enough, and the person I hate is already dead.

Haven't you seen many murderers? Or one of them? You should know that this kind of thing will never disappear unless humans disappear.

If that's the case, perhaps the world they desire could exist.

I don't hold out that hope anyway.

What’s more, what would happen if humans disappeared?

The world will not disappear.

The earth did not disappear, and the universe did not disappear.

There are so many animals and plants.

As long as there is life, there will be death, renewal, alternation, and murder.

They killed me, I don't care.

Because there are others who will carry on my legacy.

What is a will? It is not property, not wishes, not language, not culture, but thoughts.

They always like to say this to me: you can’t destroy ideas. You can kill people, but ideas can still be passed on, and you can replace this person or that person.

I know what they mean.

Thoughts are passengers on a ship. The ship can be destroyed and the passengers can change ships, cars, planes, or anything else.

Only when there is nothing to rely on and no place to stay will the traveler die and the thought will disappear. But by that time, human beings will probably be gone, and I don't care at all.

That kind of ending is a good ending. Humans should have died long ago.

Is what I said unclear? They seem to not understand.

It doesn’t matter if you don’t understand, I know you can understand, so I want to tell you everything. After I finish telling you today, I will die tomorrow, but they actually let you come here today to listen to me.

That's a good thing for me.

I really don't know what they were thinking. If they wanted to torture me, they shouldn't have let you come to see me. Now that you have come to see me, I have absolutely no regrets.

I'm really glad to meet you, and I know you'll meet other people, normal people, mentally ill people, and murderers.

I'm happy because you're alive and you'll continue to live, and after meeting those people, even if you don't tell them what I said, you'll bring out a little bit of it.

It's a feeling that's hard to describe.

A more understandable description would be temperament.

A person is like a glass of water. When a person is young, the water is very clean. As he grows up, the water becomes colorful, with various sediments, smells, flavors, additives, and more.

When you see me, my water will melt into your water. Even if your color won't change or anything else, you will be affected to some extent.

In your head, in your thoughts.

You have no idea how happy that is.

That's what I've wanted all my life.

Now that my lifelong dream has come true, I have nothing to regret and I am so happy that I am almost going crazy.

In order to prevent me from dying suddenly from excessive joy, I'd better get back to the story of that damn woman.

The girl's father had disappeared many years ago, but was suddenly found recently. Not only was the girl unhappy, she secretly said that the father might find another wife in the future.

What does it have to do with her if he finds another wife? Not to mention that he hasn't found one yet, even if he does, is it her turn to point fingers? Who does she think she is? How can that woman be so shameless?

I do not understand."