Chapter 78
The woman looked at the man and asked, "What? Are you mentally ill and have a crow's mouth?"
The man said, "I just heard someone say those two sentences. I told you because you were interested. Those are not my true thoughts. Don't take them seriously."
The woman sneered and said, "Say those words again now."
The man hesitated: "It's not good, right? You're already unhappy, and hearing it again won't make you any better."
The woman shouted, "Just tell me what you want to say. What's the big deal? Even if I'm angry, will I just shoot you to death on the road?"
The man nodded repeatedly. "Then I'll tell you. In some stories, no matter what the female characters do, it seems like there is always something behind them to protect them. They are not afraid at all. Even if they are a little scared sometimes, it's not a big deal. Those fears are just like this. They are all ordinary things that ordinary people may encounter.
For example, when walking at night, you find a stranger behind you.
For example, you may suddenly find someone following you on your way home.
In fact, a stranger on the road is not a dangerous situation. If someone is following you, it is mostly suspicion. They are paranoid and have a brain disease, but they blame others for being sick, as if walking behind them is a heinous crime and they should be put in jail by the police. I don’t think so. I don’t think so. I just think that most of them have a tumor in their brains.
Perhaps it was the tumor that connected their brains and made them think of the same development, but they were not connected at all.
Normally it would not be like that at all, it's all just hysteria on their part, and they're involving others in it, which is extremely abominable.
I really don't know what they have to be afraid of. They are timid, but they are blaming others? Is that a sign of mental illness?
I was scolded by them for no reason while walking on the street. I could not fight back or say anything back, but had to admit that the crime did not exist and was not my fault. Why? Because they are shameless? Because they are used to taking advantage of others? Because they are crazy? Who wouldn't be crazy? Who doesn't want to be the one taking advantage? Who wants to meet a shameless person? They deserved to die. What does it have to do with me? They are mentally ill.
The male characters in some stories are another matter. They look like they are going to die at any moment, and no one knows what will happen next. Some men have no one to get along with except their parents and wives. In other words, at a certain age, they are purely alone and have no greater relationship with anyone else.
Female characters are different, it seems like they are never alone at any time.”
The woman sneered, "Bullshit! Nonsense! A pile of rotten rags! How dare you bring that up?"
The man felt a little aggrieved: "Didn't you ask me to say this?"
The woman sneered, "I asked you to tell me, but I didn't ask you to read it, or look for it, or look through it when I didn't know. Why don't you admit it?"
The man whispered, "But this is not what I thought, nor what I posted, nor what I wanted to say. You can't blame me for this."
His voice got louder: "What does it have to do with me? I don't agree with it. I just took it as a joke! Who knew you would suddenly appear behind me? I was not prepared. I didn't know you were behind me, and I didn't tell you. You were eavesdropping. How can you blame me? I haven't even asked you why you suddenly appeared behind me and why you eavesdropped!
Why did you eavesdrop and still feel so confident to vent your anger on me? Does it matter if I have a good temper? Should I just follow your wishes and be the punching bag? I don't want to! I'm not your toy. Don't push your luck. You've gone too far. It's getting worse and worse every day to the point where I can't stand it anymore. Don't you know? This is a very dangerous place.
But how have you ever shown that you know how dangerous this place is? How have you ever shown that you care about me?"
The woman yelled: "I don't care about you and I don't give a shit about you!"
The man sneered, "Okay, now that I've told you the truth, what else is there to say? I don't need to give in to you at all. Since you have no feelings for me at all, why should I be polite to you? There is no one else here, no police, even if you want to be shameless, you have no basis, I will not give in to you anymore, you shameless dog."
The woman was furious: "What nonsense are you talking about? Those words just now were really what you thought!"
The man shouted even louder, "Of course not! I would never say such a thing. It's disgusting, unnecessary, and I don't like it. Besides, what can't I say to your face? Why should I do it secretly behind your back? I did it for my brother. I don't want you to get involved with him, so that he won't suffer the same bullying from people like you as I do."
The woman said angrily, "Then tell me, what exactly do you disagree with?"
The man snorted coldly: "I don't think a man has no one to get along with except his parents and wife. I also don't think a man can be proud of his zero social skills. I don't think a man with dead parents and no wife can be more lonely than a woman in the same situation.
Miserableness cannot be compared, but on the surface, the state of loneliness is similar. Just because a man is lonely doesn't mean he is lonelier than a woman. If someone says that, it means the person who said it is mentally ill. Don't believe a word of it.
Secondly, there are so many people with brain diseases, some of them are women, but that doesn’t mean that some of them are not men.
There are normal people and abnormal people in the world, there is nothing that can be done about it. Some women lose their temper, swear, and are extremely malicious. They are pure trash. It doesn't mean that there are no such people among men, but usually, men and women express it differently.
For example, if a woman sees someone walking behind her and thinks that person is following her, she is simply mentally ill.
For example, if a man sees a woman lifting her hair and thinks that she likes him, he is simply mentally ill.
Do you understand what I mean?"
The man stared at the woman with a mocking look on his face.
The woman was silent.
She turned around and tried to continue walking up the mountain.
The man sneered and walked away.
As they walked away, a mosquito was flying around nearby, making a buzzing sound that was so noisy that they turned their heads and saw Paradise sitting motionless not far away.
"Who is that?"
"He must have been here for a long time! He doesn't look like he just found a seat and sat down."
"And how much did he see? And how much did he hear?"
The woman frowned, turned around and headed straight for the park, saying angrily, "I can't just leave like this. I need to clarify some things. It would be best if I could find some help."
The man was stunned for a moment, standing there, somewhat speechless. After thinking for a while, he sneered and said, "It's up to you. If you want to go, go. I won't go. I want to reach the top of the mountain. We are not the same kind of people. Go by yourself."
After he finished speaking, he strode up the mountain.
The woman didn't look back, but walked to the front of the park. She looked around the park and found that the park was not abandoned here because of a broken leg, but was sitting here to rest. She was a little surprised and couldn't help but walk around the park and asked, "Where is your companion?"
Paradise replied: “All are here.”
The woman looked around but didn't look carefully, so she didn't see it. Her attention was on the paradise in front of her. Her eyes fell on the paradise's arms and she asked again, "What is that?"
Paradise answered: "Grapes."
The woman didn't believe it: "Grapes are all purple, how can they be so clear and bright green? They look like they are flesh without the skin."
Leyuan nodded: "This is the peeled grape pulp."
The woman took a look and said doubtfully: "Oh, then what are you doing here alone?"
Paradise replied: “Rest.”
The woman asked, "Aren't you going to the top of the mountain? I heard that the answers to all the questions are at the top of the mountain. Maybe this time we have to go to the top of the mountain before we can leave."
Leyuan said: "I don't know, I haven't heard of it. Who told you that?"
The woman replied, "It's the crowd. There are people everywhere. Someone down there told me, and I came here because I heard it. I thought it might be useful to go to the top of the mountain and take a look. It's better than just sitting there and waiting to die."
She paused and smiled, "Sorry, I'm not making insinuations. I didn't say anything bad about you."
Leyuan nodded nonchalantly: "Okay, then aren't you going up the mountain now?"
The woman said, "I suddenly feel like taking a break."
Leyuan said: "I advise you to get to the top of the mountain as soon as possible. Maybe it's safer there than here."
The woman didn't believe it: "That's not necessarily true. You haven't been there, so how can you say it's safer than here? Unless you know something but haven't told me, why don't you tell me now? Maybe I will change my mind and start moving right away without resting."
As she spoke, she wanted to move closer to Leyuan and get closer to him.
Leyuan stood up suddenly, demonstrating with his body that he was not sitting here because his legs were broken, but he really wanted to rest, so he sat here for a long time without moving. Of course, there were other reasons.
Because Leyuan's standing up was somewhat abrupt and conspicuous, the other people hiding nearby thought that the woman who approached had done something. Feeling that they might be in danger, they immediately stood up, took two steps forward, and together surrounded the person in the middle. Leyuan distanced himself from the woman, and before the woman could react, she found that she had no way to go.
The expression on her face looked somewhat funny.
But everyone was very alert and had no intention of joking with her. They stared at her and asked, "What are you doing here? Tell me!"
The woman replied: "I just came to rest for a while."
No one believed her.
"Humph, why don't you rest early or late? You saw someone here and still came over. You have bad intentions!"