Chapter 81
The confession nurse shouted with a smile: "Go to hell! You deserve to die."
As she spoke, she seemed to do something, perhaps rushed to the head nurse, and the head nurse's scream immediately rushed out of the room, but the head nurse herself did not come out of the room, and the confession nurse seemed to disappear very quickly.
Leyuan approached cautiously, trying to find a suitable angle to take a look before running away.
At a glance he saw the head nurse with her back to the door, her head down, doing something. Leyuan sensed the danger, and the head nurse inside felt Leyuan's gaze, her body paused, and she was about to turn around, as if she wanted to check the situation here.
The park immediately ran away.
Halfway through, Leyuan saw the elderly nurse who had walked out come back with a tired look on her face, as if she didn't know what she was about to face. She also didn't hear the head nurse's scream or the confession nurse's laughter.
Leyuan paused, hesitated, turned around, and followed the older nurse back to the room. After watching the older nurse go into the room, Leyuan changed to a position more suitable for observing the situation and waited outside for the result.
Jongin's presence at the park ensured that he would not die here, and also ensured that he would not be discovered immediately.
Leyuan glanced at him and suddenly felt like one of the ancient people who specialized in squatting on other people's roof beams, the so-called gentleman on the beam.
The dangerous and terrifying atmosphere suddenly became a little funny. Leyuan felt relieved and pulled Jongin a little closer.
Jongin also moved closer to the amusement park, and the distance between them was shortened.
The locations they occupy are also smaller and fewer.
It looks safer, and it feels that way, but in reality, it's hard to say.
The voice of an older nurse gradually came from the room. She walked in at first, so the sound coming from inside was footsteps.
She didn't speak as soon as she entered, so the room was quiet for a while, as if it was very safe.
It sounded strange, and a gust of wind blew by, and the surroundings suddenly became creepy.
Paradise stuck close to Jongin, thinking, it's really impossible to do anything peacefully in a place like this, nothing is possible because there are dangers everywhere.
Well, it’s not something I just found out about now. Fortunately, I didn’t find out about it now.
Otherwise, he might have died long ago.
Jongin hugged Lok Won's arm as if he was the one who was scared.
Leyuan glanced at him and confirmed that he was not replaced by something strange or infected with an infectious disease. He breathed a sigh of relief, retracted his gaze, and took over a little space in his arms.
Jongin smiled silently, playing with his eyes, which were imprinted on the glass not far away, blurry and faintly green.
It’s hard to tell whether it’s the color of the glass or the color inside the glass.
The older nurse seemed to have put something on the table in the room, sat down and prepared to rest, so she took a loud breath. After taking a breath, she suddenly felt that the atmosphere in the room seemed to be wrong. She turned around and saw the head nurse with her back to her not far away. She felt a little confused, frowned, and stood up carefully.
The head nurse holds a higher position than her, an ordinary nurse, and has more power and a more say than her. Theoretically, nurses cannot sit down until the head nurse sits down. She doesn't know about the situation in other places, but it is indeed the case here. The reason for this is mainly because of the unwritten rules, also called tacit regulations. In a word, one must respect the elders.
Respect comes and respect goes, and it becomes like this. Then this situation is passed down, and the rules become more and more rigid and larger. The living people have almost no room to change or refute them. If people want to work here, they have to accept this deformed set of rules and regulations, not because they are willing to work in such a place, nor because they like these rules.
It is not that they are born like this voluntarily or are brought up like this. They know very well in their hearts that a normal person should not remain silent in such a situation, but they remained silent because most people remain silent and most people are trying to protect themselves. They think that it is enough to just take care of themselves and it is too troublesome and tiring to take care of others. They are too busy to do so and just forget it.
Moreover, who knows what will happen after helping others? Others will get happy results, but they will be driven away, lose their jobs, lose their reputation, lose their wages, be successfully robbed, and become a poor person with no security and support for the rest of their lives. Thinking about it, it seems that if they resist, they will have nothing. If they don't do that, they can still live on. So they live on like this.
Day after day, one after another, no one raised any objections, as if life was just like this, suffocating, with obstacles made of stone everywhere, but if you ignore them, you can easily survive. Everyone has been through this, the last doctor said this to the next doctor, the last nurse said this to the next nurse, and they all gained "courage" -
The courage to live until tomorrow, and to persevere until the day of retirement when the light of day seems to be in sight.
Although outsiders may not think that this is courage, they think so, say so, and promote it as if this is also the corporate culture they spontaneously formed. The core layer of a hospital was actually created by them. I have to say that it sometimes feels very ironic, because even they themselves think so, but they just don't say it.
Speaking it out loud feels like the passing wind is slapping me in the face. It's too painful and too stinging, so I'd rather not mention it.
The older nurse looked at the silent back of the head nurse. Her legs, which had just stood up, were shaking. She had to hold on to the table beside her with one hand to avoid accidentally falling. She was afraid, but at the same time, she felt lucky and thought that maybe the head nurse didn't know anything and didn't notice me, so I could say that I just came in and it wouldn't be a big deal.
No, this is something that never happened. This way, I won't be reprimanded, nor will I be fired because of disapproving colleagues or superiors accusing me of not following the rules!
She thought about her retirement money many years from now. Before, she thought it was a distant future, but now it seemed like it was tomorrow. She couldn't lose her retirement money, her job, or the salary she hadn't received yet! She didn't accept that kind of future and life! She had endured it for a long time, and couldn't endure it any longer! If everything was ruined now, what would the past mean?
Doesn't that mean she has been wasting her time and energy on actively seeking death? No, no, no!
The older nurse mustered up her courage, her face pale, and she slowly moved closer to the head nurse. She stretched out her hand and asked, "Head nurse? What are you doing here? Don't you have a lot of patients to treat?"
Her voice trembled slightly, but the head nurse didn't seem to notice. With a smile on her face, she turned around slowly, and her body looked very stiff, like a robot that had just learned to walk, or a young elementary school student.
This is not normal. The head nurse has been an adult for a long time. In terms of nursing qualifications, she is already the most capable and remarkable one in the entire hospital. She is just a head nurse here, so other people, especially the nurses under her, dare not act rashly or say nonsense on a daily basis, or resign. They feel that they will not be able to find a better job even if they resign.
Might as well stay here.
From this perspective, most of the nurses in this hospital are former head nurses.
The head nurse has made great contributions to the hospital. However, the hospital seems to have never taken care of this matter and has not awarded or rewarded the head nurse. It's really a bit funny.
The older nurse thought that it would be the end of the year soon, and maybe after the New Year, she would get a year-end bonus. Suddenly, her waist pain, legs soreness and hands were no longer weak. She looked at the head nurse covertly and presumptuously, and felt that the head nurse did not notice her at all. In this way, she did nothing wrong and did not need to worry about being fired for any reason.
The older nurse was in a much better mood and she approached the head nurse with a smile, trying to get close to her. The head nurse turned around, stared at her and smiled. She suddenly felt that the head nurse looked a little scary. She was better than her usual fierce look or expressionless look. It's not a question of good looks or not, it's scary.
The older nurse took a step back, thought it over again, and took another step back. After keeping a sufficient distance, she looked at the head nurse again and felt that it was no different. The face was still the same face, the person was still the same person, the clothes were still the work clothes when they met before, and the state was still the same as that of being tired after staying up late and working overtime and needing a rest. There was nothing to be afraid of.
Even as she thought this, the older nurse's heart began to pound, even faster than when she was nervously watching the patient's electrocardiogram. She didn't know what had happened, but she felt that it was still a little dangerous, and the danger still came from the head nurse. The older nurse couldn't help but step back a little, and tried to leave the room reluctantly, away from the head nurse, to relax.
Even if she was asked to face a hundred burn victims and mentally ill patients now, she would be willing to do so, because those patients seemed no more terrifying than the head nurse.
"So it's you."
The head nurse looked at the older nurse with a smile. Her eyes were a little strange. For a moment, she looked like a cheetah examining its prey. But the older nurse blinked and thought that was not the case. The head nurse's eyes were even kinder than usual. She felt even stranger.