Chapter 95
"There's a movie playing upstairs. If you have something to say, please wait until the movie is over before you speak up. Otherwise, everyone will get angry."
The man in the black suit nodded to the two of them, turned and left.
Number One gradually came to his senses and realized that something was wrong with him. He touched his hair and a lot of it fell out. He was terrified, his eyes widened, and he stretched out his hand and asked, "What is this?"
He asked with shaking hands: "Do I have cancer? I heard that people with cancer who undergo chemotherapy will lose a lot of hair. It's terrible, terrible. Why don't you say anything? Is there no hope? Don't give up on me! Wuwuwu——"
He burst into tears.
Jongin helped him up from the ground and said to him, "It's not what you think. It's not like cancer suddenly took root in your body."
Number One looked at the hair in his hand and asked, "What's wrong with me?"
Paradise entered the elevator and replied: "You have worms in your hair."
Number One stuffed his hair into his trouser pocket and said with a smile, "Oh, then it's all right."
The elevator went up to the second floor, where a movie was playing. It was all black, except for the part hanging on the wall, which was a white cloth. It was very wide and large, and was emitting a flickering light.
"You're a bitch."
A man frowned and said to the woman.
The woman was stunned for a moment with her hair loose, and her face turned pale as she asked, "How have I ever let you down? You don't care about what happened between us! If you were like this from the beginning, I wouldn't have stood with you. You're like this, it really makes me wonder why I fell in love with you in the first place."
The man sneered, "Of course it's because you're blind. You idiot, don't you know how despicable you are?"
The woman widened her eyes and asked, "What's wrong with me?"
The man sneered, "Isn't that enough? When we were students, you followed me to the toilet and would rather kneel in front of me than give me a blowjob. OK, I promised you that you would follow me after class. I went to the bar to get rid of you, but you didn't care or know anything at all. You seemed to be a brainless person. When I drank, you took my drink. When I talked to people, you provoked me to quarrel."
The woman could hardly stand it any longer: "You were the one who had the fight with the other person! Don't even think about slandering me!"
The man yelled, "Nonsense! I didn't want to fight with anyone, but you kept instigating me. If you hadn't said that nonsense, no one would have thought that I wanted to fight with them. The reason I fought with them was all your fault. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have gone to the bar, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have drunk, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have fought."
His mood softened, and he said with a mocking smile, "Do you think I caused your current situation? No, it's you. You got to this point by yourself. You say I slandered you? No, you are slandering me. Do you think you know everything in your heart? No, you are a fool, a complete bastard. Do you want me to explain it more clearly? Okay."
The woman slapped him and cursed, "You shameless thing! My family has much more money than yours. It's your blessing that you marry me. You have the best thing you can ever get in eight lifetimes, but you don't cherish it. And you still curse me? Do you have the nerve to do that? You are a scumbag! Don't you have a mother? You call yourself a scumbag all the time. Haha, who is more scumbag?"
My mother killed your father with her own hands, and you still came to me, fell in love with me, and married me. You are a scumbag, a complete scumbag."
The man clenched his fist, pulled the corner of his mouth, turned his head, touched the corner of his mouth, and said with a very mocking smile: "Do you think I don't know and I don't remember? You have fallen to this point, and you haven't woken up yet? You deserve it, because your family's money is all from the people's lawsuit, and your benefits are all obtained by your mother's murder. I just want to take revenge on your whole family, of course including you.
You are the first to bear the brunt of it.
You are the first and the last.
Don't you remember? You told your mother that if anything happened to me, you could die for me. Now if I kill you and disappear, everyone will think you committed suicide because you couldn't accept reality. No one will pursue me, blame me, or think of me. You will just be a dead person.
By the way, don’t you deny that you are a loser?
I'll tell you in detail, your mother died of anger because of your heart disease, your father committed suicide because of guilt for having an affair and concealing the truth about someone else's death, and you have a brother, don't you? He liked you very much at that time, but what's the use? You pushed him away, he flew away, and he will never come back in this life, because this is a sad place, because you are here.
You know he likes you, and you also know that if you like me you can't marry him, and he knows all this, so he will never come back. You can't find anyone in this place who can help you, right?
Who do you think is responsible for all this? Of course it's me! Haha. Isn't it a little too late to realize it now? Don't show such a shocked expression. I still like the way you usually look at me, gentle, full of hope, full of love, a mean and stupid look, so easy to fool, it's simply that no one can set up a better trap than you.
Don't think that you can find your brother if you leave here now. Having said that, let me tell you the truth again.
I know where your brother is. After he left here, he wanted to care about you, but I stopped him. I watched him leave, which means I knew very well where he went. I observed him for a long time, chose a very good place, ambushed him, and told him that you wanted to see him, you regretted it, you wanted to run away with him and never come back, and stay away from me.
He believed it without hesitation. I told him an address, and when he arrived there, he was involved in an accidental shooting. A flying bullet hit him, and he died right away. There was no way he could come back.
Do you know what I was doing when he died?
I went abroad in person, saw his body, said my final goodbyes to him, told his body that you will belong to me for the rest of your life, asked him to give up, told him that the reason he died was because of his selfishness that could not recognize the truth, and that sincerity is the most useless thing, because he has it and I don't, so I won, and he died, and his death was also retribution, because his parents were such rubbish.
You are also a loser, but you have no self-awareness and are not as good as your brother, haha. Is it funny?
I claimed his body as a relative, watched it cremated, and scattered its ashes on the road. Nothing was left.
Are you happy that you can no longer find any trace of your loved ones?
Do you remember what happened back then?
My mother was favored by your father, who cheated on her and told her that he was not married, infertile, and had a lot of money, but his parents were old-fashioned and conservative. He told her that he would get married after he told her about his girlfriend. My mother believed him, and waited and waited, but in vain she gave birth to me and my sister. However, she could not wait any longer, so she wanted to look for your father, and then she disappeared.
I think she is either dead or ran away with someone. Anyway, she doesn't care about me and my sister.
My mother died when I was less than one year old.
Fortunately, before she died, the mentally ill woman remembered that she had a pair of children, so she found an honest man to take over. That man thought I was his child and raised me until I was three years old. Suddenly, he found a lot of evidence of her and your father's love among the things my mother did not take away. He could not accept the reality and committed suicide.
My dad passed away before I even started kindergarten.
My sister and I were sent to an orphanage because my father's relatives came to fight for the family property after he died. They didn't want to have us as a burden. Someone suggested that we go to the hospital for a blood test to see if the hospital could issue a paternity certificate. If it could be proved that we were my father's children, they could help raise us until we reached adulthood and then give us the portion of my father's inheritance that belonged to us.
However, the hospital's certificate stated that my father and I had no blood relationship. They kicked us out of the house. After we arrived at the orphanage, we were beaten and scolded every day. Do you know why? They said we didn't like to be clean, didn't want to take a shower and wash our hair every day, didn't wash our clothes thoroughly, and didn't wash our shoes. Our shoelaces were dirty and black.
They asked me to clean the dormitory by myself, but I couldn’t do it. Before the teacher said anything, they ran over to ask why I didn’t do it. My sister’s situation was worse than mine because the people around her humiliated her first, saying that she was young, good for nothing, a bastard, and trash that no one wanted. It was all her fault that we were thrown into the orphanage…
My sister was crying loudly, but they were still laughing beside her. They kicked her from behind. There was water on the ground, so she slipped and fell on her arms and knees. Her nose was crooked and bleeding. When they saw the bleeding, they ran away. They didn’t see that her injury was even worse. Her jaw needed stitches, and the teacher was terrified.
Later, my sister kept bleeding and crying, and she fell into a coma. The teacher sent her to the hospital, but was unwilling to take me with her because there was one more person to take care of, and the travel expenses, food and accommodation expenses would not be reduced, but might increase. I was rejected and there was nothing I could do.
I didn't know why things were like this at that time.
Later I met you. Do you know why I could recognize whose daughter you were?
因為當年班級裏面的同學，有一個是我父親當年自殺之前同事的兒子，他父親接他放學，看見我了，跟我說了當年的事情，還有些唏噓，我對他的情緒沒興趣，但是我知道了，你我是仇人。”
男人笑了笑：“我那個時候就想報仇了，你果然下賤，和你爸媽一樣，都是垃圾，你知道學生時代結束之後，發生了什麽？我努力工作，想我已經報複過你們了，可以不管了，可是你的好哥哥找到我的公司，對老板說我是個垃圾，老板把我開除了。
我兢兢業業工作了一整年，還要倒貼賠付公司一大筆錢，知道為什麽？因為老板要告我，隐瞞情況。
你知道那個時候我妹妹貧血到進醫院？你還在享受你的大小姐日子吧！我拿不出錢來，每天加班，一天至少工作十三個小時，預支了三個月的工資，可是，公司開除了我，說是正當理由，不僅不給我錢，還要我兩天之內及時還錢，要是還不上就按照市場利息計算。
你知道那段時間我背了多少的債務？
後來我還錢了，又找到了新的工作，可是你媽出現了，操縱了名單，導致我失去晉升資格，我以為事情就到此為止了，你爸出現了，告訴我，我是他的孩子，親生的，我覺得很荒謬，但是一時間無法反駁，因為仔細一想，好像事情真有可能是這樣。
但我對和他相認毫無興趣，他讓我好好考慮，我沒有放在心上，你爸就剝奪了我在公司的獎金，又和公司接觸，以工作的名義要求我離開，公司當然把我調走了，我就那麽到了正在戰争狀态的邊界線，知道是哪裏？
十萬八千裏遠的一座島，有一條河，全是屍體，所有人都喝河水，撈屍體掙錢，每天走在路上都有可能被殺被搶被偷被□□，這些還不算數，他們要求每個人在節日都吃牛糞。
你知道我在想什麽？我想，我一定要回來，報複你們全家，你們任何一個人不死，都難平我的心頭之恨。
我在那種地方也工作得不錯，公司打算把我調回去，你爸又出現了，于是公司把我開除了，我只能自己想辦法，我回來的時候，我妹妹過生日，但是得了白血病。第二天，她就死了，醫生說，她是等着我回來，否則，早就死了，我想，我就不該回來。
可是，我一想到你們都活着，我就死不瞑目。
你以為我為什麽和你結婚？喜歡你？不，我惡心，我每次看見你都覺得惡心透頂，你們全家都是一個模樣，虛僞透頂的，長着兩張臉，看見自己人就歡天喜地，看見其他人就都是冷臉，好像別人欠了你們十萬八千億的錢。
你以為我究竟喜歡你什麽？我唯一喜歡你的地方，是你的愚蠢。
說起來，有一件事，你好像不知道？
你根本不是你家的親生女兒，沒人告訴你吧？現在知道了，是不是很開心？是不是如釋重負？你和死人根本沒有血緣關系，你不需要為他們傷心，不需要為他們報仇，不需要為他們勞心費力去違背自己的本心本意和愛情，不是嗎？你應該高興啊！哈哈哈——”
男人十分嚣張。
女人一副無法接受的模樣，一下子坐在了地上，搖了搖頭，喃喃道：“不可能。”
她緊緊拽住了自己的名牌包，包的表面被她捏得起了皺褶，那包還是她結婚之前和她媽出門逛街買的東西，已經很多年了，她開始瘋狂搖頭，努力否定事實，臉上慘白，頭發非常淩亂：“不可能，不可能，不可能！你騙我，你騙我！你休想騙我！”
她一下子站起來，瞪着男人，怒道：“你肯定是在外面有人了，所以這樣傷害我，我不相信，你肯定還是愛我的，對不對？”
女人撲到了男人懷裏，死死盯着男人的臉問：“你還是愛我的，對不對？”
男人摸了摸她的臉，笑得陰險狠毒又帶着一點微妙的憐憫，仔細一看，眼中全是厭惡：“你到這個時候還是拎不清？好啊，我很愛你，我從頭到尾都愛你，只是不敢對你說這些過去的事情，怕你因為這些而不喜歡我，怕你因為這些疏遠我，怕你知道了就不理我了，我好害怕。”
女人低下頭去，将臉埋在頭發和男人的胸膛之中，哭道：“我就知道，你肯定是愛我的。”
男人笑道：“對，我愛你。”
我唯一愛你的方式就是請你去死。
男人問：“你願意為了我去死嗎？”
他的聲音輕柔而溫和，恢複了從前沒有結婚的時候的狀态，情緒穩定，模樣端正，唇角挂着再熟悉不過的微笑，女人擡頭看着男人，目光迷茫而怔然，緩緩笑道：“我願意。”
她從包裏掏出一把刀，男人只是看着她，她一刀将刀尖捅入男人的脖子裏，男人猝不及防，但迅速反應過來，一下子捂住了女人的手，一個手肘就将女人打中，女人不得不捂住腹部，皺着眉頭，彎下腰去，腿間流出鮮血來。
男人毫不猶豫地抽出随身攜帶的小刀，一刀紮在了沒擡頭的女人脖子上，拔了出來，又紮進去，直到鮮血濺滿了整張臉，女人緩緩躺下去，臉上露出一個虛幻的模糊的笑容，蠕動了一下嘴唇，喃喃道：“我就知道，你從來沒有喜歡我。看來全都是奢望，我實在錯得離譜……
但我還是愛你，我能有什麽辦法呢？能死在你的手下，也算我的幸福了。”
她閉上了眼睛，就這麽死去了。
男人看着女人的屍體，滿臉厭惡，捂住自己的脖子，冷笑道：“哼，死到臨頭還想騙人嗎？你以為我會相信你？不過是一個賤貨的賤種，我可不會因為兩句話就動搖。只是這種時候還給我惹麻煩，真不愧是賤人。”
電影結束了。
看來樂園他們進入的時間比較晚，幸好不需要等很久，不然，一號就餓得可以昏迷了，而且，外面的中年男人他們還不知道這個時候在哪裏，要是已經吃完飯了，也許再過一小會兒就要去和梅子的家裏繼續進行今天的采訪，他們趕不上恐怕會出事。
最好還是吃完飯按時回去。
樂園掃視了一下亮起燈之後的二樓，二樓大廳金碧輝煌，看起來非常漂亮，有一種富麗堂皇的感覺，人不多，但這樣正好，不會擠來擠去，不會充滿汗臭腳臭腋臭頭油臭，也不會沒有座位，不愧是酒店，比外面檔次高。
一個人走過來問：“您好，請問需要什麽？”
樂園問：“你是？”
“我是這裏的服務員，您可以稱呼我為一號服務員或者服務員一號。”
“我們來這裏吃飯，請問你這裏有什麽東西可以吃？”
“客人似乎需要菜單，那麽，請問是在大廳吃飯還是去包廂？”
“大廳。”
一號說。
“包廂。”
鐘仁說。
二人都看向樂園。
樂園看向服務員問：“有什麽區別嗎？”
服務員笑道：“區別不大，大廳更熱鬧，包廂更安靜安全，您是第一次到這裏來，今天的服務可以免費。”
一號眨了眨眼睛，有些疑惑問：“可是，我們在一樓的時候見到的前臺告訴我們，這裏是需要用錢的？你們說辭怎麽不一樣？前臺沒有告訴我們第一次免費，如果第一次免費，前臺拿走了我們的錢，豈不是等于個人行為和你們酒店沒有關系？”
服務員微笑：“理論上說，是這樣的，但是，據我所知，前臺只負責一樓，接待客人和解答問題的一些簡單工作，工資不高，福利比較其他工作也相對更少，偶爾會對客人進行一些特殊活動獲取工作之外的小費也是正常的，沒有壞心思，請客人不要誤會。”
一號不依不饒：“沒有錢可不是小事，我又沒有好處，我為什麽要讓？我管什麽心思呢！反正拿了錢了，沒有還給我，我還能誤會事實嗎？你說話正常一點。”
服務員笑道：“好的，客人，請問您需要什麽服務？”
一號說：“我要錢。”
服務員說：“我們不提供送錢服務。”
一號說：“我要前臺拿走的那一筆屬于我的錢！”
服務員笑道：“經過查詢，客人，我們的前臺并沒有收取您的錢。”
他的臉色一下子變了，盯着一號問：“客人，請問您在戲耍我嗎？”
一號往後退了一步卻不肯削弱氣勢，挺直身體說：“我沒有！前臺就是拿走了一筆我們的錢。”
服務員說：“您之前可不是這麽說的，按照酒店的規矩，作為戲弄服務員的懲罰，我要從您的身上收取一筆代價！”
話音剛落，一號就捂着臉喊叫起來：“哎呀，哎呀，好痛，啊啊啊——”
樂園和鐘仁去看一號的臉，發現一號的眼睛少了一只，黑色的眼窩就那麽擺在空氣之中，好像天生就沒有那顆眼珠子，可是進酒店之前，一號的眼珠還是在的。
一號實在是疼得沒有辦法，就蹲在地上，大吼大叫，發現沒有起到緩解的作用就在地上翻滾起來，又喊道：“好癢啊，好癢啊，救救我，救救我——”
鐘仁皺了皺眉，看向服務員問：“這還不夠嗎？而且，前臺确實拿走了一筆錢。”
服務員毫無壓力地笑道：“經過查詢，是的，前臺在今天拿走了您二位的一筆錢，請問您二位有什麽意見嗎？”
鐘仁問：“你們不打算還錢？”
服務員笑道：“前臺負責一樓，我負責二樓，我不清楚一樓的事情，我不涉及一樓的事情，如果您對相關事情有疑惑，可以去一樓找前臺詢問。酒店将支持您的一切正當行為。”
樂園嗤笑：“正當？是不是正當，只在你們嘴裏，要是憑你們随便說，誰知道什麽正當什麽不正當？”
服務員看向樂園笑道：“并不是那樣的。我們有明确的規定，員工守則在員工內部流傳，客人的相關守則就挂在牆上，您在走廊上随時可以看見，您是從電梯上來的？如果是那樣，沒有看見是正常情況。并不是我們沒有相關規定，請務必不要誤會酒店的正當。”
樂園冷笑道：“之前你可沒有說這些。”
服務員笑道：“因為在客人沒有主動詢問之前，我們有規定，是不能随便對客人提及太多服務之外的事情的。”
鐘仁說：“前臺收取的那筆錢，你們還還是不還？”
服務員笑道：“這就取決于那筆錢的主人是想要還是不要了。如果客人想要，前臺就還，如果客人願意不收回去，我們可以為您提供一些不在菜單之內的特殊服務。”
鐘仁問：“包括把這個人的眼睛還回去？”
服務員微笑道：“當然可以。請問您是否确認不找前臺收取拿走的那筆錢而使用這個機會讓這位客人的眼睛恢複原狀？”
鐘仁點了點頭。
服務員看向樂園。
樂園也點了點頭。
服務員笑道：“好的，這就為您服務。”
一號軟綿綿躺在地面上，突然跳了起來，像一條長了兩條腿的魚似的從地上爬起來，摸了摸恢複正常的眼睛，嘿嘿笑道：“我好了，我好了！哈哈哈，我好了！”
他連忙對樂園和鐘仁說：“謝謝二位。”
二人點了點頭。
一號又對服務員哼了一聲，躲到了樂園和鐘仁的身後，試圖借助陰影隐藏自己免得被服務員算賬。
服務員還保持着出現的時候那張臉和微笑，看向樂園和鐘仁問：“二位客人還需要什麽？”
樂園看向一號問：“要不你再吃一點？”
鐘仁看向服務員問：“有什麽推薦嗎？”
服務員笑道：“有的。”
他看着一號說：“這位客人，似乎在上二樓之前剛剛經歷了頭部的蟲卵發育生長，這是很費精力的一件事，我推薦以形補形，菜單上有一類菜就很合适，名字是蟲族盛宴。
主料是各種蟲類，輔料是相關的植物，比如，米蟲煮白粥，冬蟲夏草湯，菜青蟲炒青菜，知了烤槐樹葉，軟糯白蠶蟲蒸白果糯米……
如果客人選擇蟲族盛宴，可以随機從菜單上同一類比菜式之中挑選至少三道菜，最多可以一次點單十道菜，非常便宜優惠，是大多數第一次客人都願意嘗試的美味佳肴。”
一號皺了皺眉，忿忿不平問：“什麽大不了的，如果我不吃會怎麽樣？”
服務員轉向了一號，臉上的笑容意味深長而分布着大片的陰影，看起來格外陰森恐怖，不知道為什麽一號總覺得服務員對他的惡意很大，如果要在樂園、鐘仁和一號之中選擇一個服務員首選攻擊對象，一號幾乎不懷疑自己會被選中後第一個被殺死。
一號瑟縮了一下。
服務員依舊是無懈可擊的微笑，回答道：“如果客人不進行精力補充，過不了多久，腦部就會因為提前支取了供應蟲卵生長的能量而枯萎衰敗，到時候，客人将無法進行思考，無法行動，在一瞬間成為一具幹癟的僵屍。
如果水分充足會變成一團黑色粘稠物，如果缺少水分會變成一敲就碎的灰燼……”
眼看着服務員還能繼續說下去，一號連忙打斷了他：“別說了！別說了！”
服務員止住話頭，露出莫名有點滿足的微笑，好像剛才從一號的情緒波動之中得到了某種需要的東西。
樂園問服務員：“你所描述的那種情況出現的原理，是因為，蟲卵提前吸取了大部分的身體能量而沒有及時給予足夠的補充，且在宿主不知情的前提下，遺留了很大一部分沒有帶走的新生蟲卵，此刻那些蟲卵正在孵化，即将破殼而出進行活動造成的，能量過于缺失？”
服務員微笑：“您猜得很接近了，但還差一點。不過，客人是第一次接觸我們，就能一下子猜到這些東西，腦力素質、理解能力和接受能力都已經很不錯了。”
樂園看向一號問：“你真的不吃？”
一號本來是很想堅定大喊我不吃的，但是，環顧四周，周圍的人都吃得很好很香，仿佛那些食物也并沒有什麽特別的，他努力克服了自己的心理障礙，閉上眼睛，視死如歸，回答說：“我願意吃！”
樂園笑道：“那好。”
鐘仁看向服務員問：“你剛才說我們第一次來所以是免費，現在我們想點一份蟲族盛宴，可以嗎？”
服務員點了點頭：“好的，請問在大廳還是包廂？”
一號哆哆嗦嗦，苦着臉，無可奈何地回答：“就在這裏吧。我不想走了，怕走得遠了，兩條腿一軟就爬不起來了，那就太丢人了，還麻煩。”
服務員看向樂園和鐘仁，見到他們都點了點頭才笑道：“好的，請客人落座，我這就去廚房通知廚師處理蟲族盛宴。”
他頓了頓問：“不知道客人想要幾道菜？”
服務員說着，居然真的掏出來一塊板子，板子表面是一層薄薄的紙，但這張紙怎麽也翻不完，好像底下是無底洞，是永遠無法看完的一本魔法書。
一號好奇地接過看了一眼，捂住頭，趴在了桌上，嘟囔喊道：“好痛，好痛，該不會是這個服務員要害我吧？”
服務員微笑：“并不是，客人，您在到達二樓的時候，旁觀了一場電影，不知道您是否記得？我們這裏的電影和外面不同，普通的電影只是提供故事和觀影體驗，我們這裏的電影會給客人帶來饑餓感和享受感，您這是遲鈍的感覺起反應了。不屬于我的謀害範圍。”
一號一邊覺得被羞辱，漲紅了臉，一邊努力擡起了頭，看着服務員問：“那我要怎麽才能解除這種狀态？我覺得很不好，餓得快要死了，好像能一口氣吃下一頭牛，又非常舒服，好像身體泡在溫泉裏面，好舒服，我都快不想離開這裏了，那可不行！”
服務員回答：“您只需要在這裏進行消費，吃掉食物，就只會感覺快樂了。”
衆所周知，食物可以驅散饑餓感，也可以帶來享受的快樂。
一號将信将疑，點了點頭，猶豫之後相信了服務員的話，趴在桌上，有氣無力，臉上慘白，唇色卻仿佛吸了血的鮮紅：“那好，你快一點，我等不及了。”
他的聲音非常虛弱，還有些古怪，像是即将控制不住自己發出暧昧古怪的□□。
他的脖子都紅了。
樂園和鐘仁面不改色，看起來是完全沒有受到影響的樣子。
一號不由得有些奇怪，森*晚*整*理趴在桌上緩了一小會兒之後，換了一個姿勢，歪着頭看向對面的兩個人，睜着一只眼睛，打量他們的狀态，發現他們的臉色正常，表情正常，身體也沒有變化，好像受到影響的人只有自己，頓時有些沮喪，皺了皺眉問：“我是不是太弱了？”
樂園說：“那倒沒有。”
他打量了一下一號，點了點頭，肯定說：“沒有。”
一號屬于人的範圍，樂園和鐘仁就不那麽屬于了。
一號受到的影響是一個人的正常反應，而且比起普通人還算不錯了。
樂園沒有苛責他的意思。
一號問：“那你們一點變化都沒有是因為什麽呢？我也想像你們那樣。”
他的話說得很是羨慕。
鐘仁沉吟半晌：“也不是不可以，我有辦法，不過，你未必能接受。”
一號好奇問：“什麽辦法？說出來聽聽？也許我可以呢！”
他還有點興奮。
鐘仁說：“你死在這裏變成詭異的一部分，我就有辦法讓你變成接近我這樣的，但不會完全一樣。”
一號問：“那我要是自殺，是不是會變得更強一點？”
鐘仁點了點頭：“理論上說，是的。”
Number One asked: "If I am tortured and killed, will I become stronger? What is your state?"
Jongin said, “Yes, about one percent.”
Number One lost interest. "Forget it. I don't feel strong enough. I don't have confidence in my endurance. Even if I want to become stronger, I can't endure particularly severe pain. I may not be able to maintain a normal mood after the incident is over. Instead, I will blame the two benefactors. That would be my fault."
He shook his head, looking much more irritable.