After a pause, he added in a low voice, "Perhaps it can be said that Mr. Chu has almost never had any?"
When Chu Yujie heard Unisang's question, his face turned even paler.
His clenched fingers began to tremble.
That's right.
He rarely gets into those awkward situations...
Back when they were at sea, because there wasn't enough room, they had to share a cabin with several people. He lived with Zhu Chunjun and a few other lieutenant generals. Those guys were young and energetic, and they would get up very early every morning, secretly take their pants outside to wash in the sea water, and then secretly put them out to dry...
But he is the exception among the few people, and this situation rarely happens to him.
At that time, Zhu Chunjun and several others teased him privately, saying that he was a gentleman with a pure heart and few desires. It would be fine if he was as gentle as jade in normal times, but he would not even dream of shame in private. It was really enviable that he did not have such embarrassing scenes.
He didn't find it strange at the time. He just thought that he was really pure and simple. If he didn't have someone he liked, there wouldn't be such an embarrassing situation. He was quite happy that he didn't have as many troubles as other men.
He always thought it was normal, really.
It was only at this moment, after being diagnosed by Unisang, that he realized belatedly that it was not because he was pure and without desires, nor because he was a gentleman, but because he was not good enough.
no……
These two simple words can be such a heavy blow to a man!
He couldn't be a normal man, marry and have children.
He could not give his wife the life she deserved, and he could not let his wife enjoy the joy of being a mother.
He himself also cannot enjoy the joy of being a father.
He remembered that when he refused to be a candidate for the imperial consort yesterday, he had said so firmly that he wanted to end this lonely life, that he wanted to have a wife by his side, and children around him...
Thinking of these "big words" now, he felt how ridiculous and ironic they were!
He is a useless man, and he still wants a wife and children. He is simply overestimating his own abilities and is simply dreaming!
He, Chu Yujie, is not worthy of getting married, and does not deserve to have a wife!
If a man like him pretends nothing happened and goes to get married, he will ruin the girl's life!
Thinking of this, his heart felt so heavy that he couldn't breathe.
He raised his hand and clutched his heart tightly, trying to ease the pain, then slowly opened his eyes and tried to ask Unisang opposite him calmly.
"Excuse me, Doctor Unisang, can you cure my illness?"
He spoke each word with great difficulty.
And Unisan's answer almost shattered all his expectations.
Unisang shook his head and said, "I'm sorry, Mr. Chu has been injured by the tiger and wolf medicine, and his body has been completely destroyed. It's like something that is already broken, how can it be restored?"
He sighed, "I'm afraid only the magic elixir in the hands of the gods can restore you, Mr. Chu, to your true manhood."
Chu Yujie's fingernails were about to break through his palms.
A panacea...
Oh, how can there be such a thing in this world?
So, he can give up.
Chu Yujie gave a sad, bitter laugh, then stood up and saluted Unisang, "Thank you, Imperial Physician Unisang, for telling me this. Thank you for saving an innocent woman in time."
He laughed bitterly, "I had been planning to ask a matchmaker to find me one or two suitable girls next year so I could get married soon... Fortunately, I listened to the advice of Imperial Physician Unisang today, so I don't have to harm anyone."
When Unisang heard Chu Yujie say this, he looked at him with a different eye.
Just now, when he saw Chu Yujie bowing, he thought Chu Yujie was asking him not to tell anyone about this matter. Then, he would marry a woman and cover up his own problems as if nothing had happened...
As a result, it seems that this guy has no intention of getting married?
He truly admired her integrity in facing her own shortcomings and not dragging any innocent people into trouble.
If he faced such an embarrassing situation, he probably wouldn't be able to be so calm.
Thinking of this, Wunisan also stood up and patted Chu Yujie on the shoulder. "Mr. Chu, you are a man. I, Wunisan, admire men of iron will like you the most! Don't worry, I promise to keep what happened today a secret. I won't tell anyone after we leave this room!"
Chu Yujie's eyes showed gratitude, "Thank you, Imperial Physician Unisang."
Although he could accept the fact and would not get married again to harm others, he also did not want the matter to be spread out and be pointed at and ridiculed.
Even though he is no longer a normal man, he still wants to live a peaceful and normal life.
At least, on the surface, everything should appear to be prosperous and calm.
Wunisang came from Xiyuan, a place with a tough folk custom. Seeing Chu Yujie so depressed, he couldn't help but whisper to him, "Mr. Chu, there's no need to be so depressed. If you can't have a normal married life, you can choose another kind of relationship!"
"Um?"
Chu Yujie was extremely depressed right now, and he was a little overwhelmed by what Unisang said.
He looked at Unisan blankly.
Unisang whispered in his ear, "That's it. You can go to Nanfeng Pavilion! Life is short, so enjoy it while you can. Even if women can't do it, men can do it too!"
"..." Chu Yujie was stunned for a moment, then looked at Unisang in disbelief!
Is this human language?
Since he can't be on top, he goes to Nanfeng Pavilion to be the one being trampled on below?
Is he crazy?
Unisang actually gave him such a bad idea, his three views were about to explode!
If this Unisan's eyes were not sincere and he was really trying to give him some advice to help him relieve his frustration, he would have been unable to hold back and punched him. His words sounded too much like gloating and taking advantage of someone's misfortune!
He took a deep breath and firmly rejected Unisan. "Dr. Unisan, thank you for your advice, but I don't think I need it. I just want a home, the company of a wife and children, not the excitement and pleasure of that kind of thing."
Unisang laughed and said, "Tsk tsk, then just think that what I just said was just to tease you!"
He grabbed his medicine box and prepared to leave. "Then Mr. Chu, you should adjust your mood. It's not easy for us to come to this world once. Don't let these little things ruin your character and make you gloomy and unhappy. If you never have fun and happiness again, then your life will be wasted. What's the difference between you and the walking corpse, right?"
He patted Chu Yujie's shoulder and said, "Mr. Chu, if you just want a family, it's easy. There are many women and children in this world who simply want a family just like you. Just find one of them."
Chu Yujie nodded, "Thank you, Imperial Physician."
He cheered himself up and saw Unisan out.
After Unisang went out, he bowed to Feng Yuxiao and left.
Feng Yuxiao, who had been walking back and forth in the corridor waiting anxiously, immediately ran to Chu Yujie and looked up at her worriedly.
"Teacher, teacher, are you okay?"
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