Si Sangsang continued to speak.
"Being buried with him would be fine, but in order to restore history to its original state and allow me to travel through time and start over with him, he actually wanted to kill my two children. Who could love a man like this?"
Her face was full of disgust.
"He did this, and not only did I not feel moved, but I felt he deserved to die! He had the vicious intention of killing my son. He is my enemy!"
Having said that, she added another sentence.
"Although I gave up my two children who stayed in Daning to accompany me in order to return to the modern era to save my sister, I am just stupid, and he is vicious!"
Zhu Wuhuan looked at Si Sangsang with heartache.
Si Sangsang had probably been unable to talk to anyone for so many years, and her heart was filled with gloom. Now that Zhu Wuhuan had opened a gap in her heart, she took this opportunity to blurt it out.
"Even his so-called exclusive favor for me, his so-called true love, is a joke."
"After he favored me, he also favored other concubines. Ye'er's fourth brother, the Fourth Prince, was conceived by him and Concubine Chun after I became pregnant."
"And the reason why I miscarried my first child was because of his Concubine Chun."
"After I had a miscarriage caused by his concubine, he pitied me and indeed did not favor other concubines. He was quiet for over a year... But after a year, he could no longer hold it in, and he secretly favored a palace maid in Taiji Palace."
Having said that, Si Sangsang looked at Zhu Wuhuan enviously.
"In love, I am not as happy as you."
"Ye'er is different from his father. He grew up in poverty. That's why he longs for the warmth of family. He likes you and wants you to live with him in Taiji Palace and be with you all the time."
"But back then, even though I was favored, I lived in my own palace. The late emperor secretly favored the palace maids in Taiji Palace. As long as his subordinates kept their mouths shut, outsiders would never know."
"But outsiders won't know, but I do."
"He said he only loved me, and others also kept saying that I was the only one favored by him, and everyone envied me. But I could hear his inner voice. I could hear how, while he was doting on me, he was reminiscing about the good taste of those palace maids..."
"I will never forget the nausea I felt that night..."
"That was the day after he secretly favored a palace maid in Taiji Palace."
"That night, he stayed in my palace and slept with me in the same bed. He was lying on top of me, looking at me tenderly, thinking in his heart -"
"Sangsang is slim and pretty, but her bones are a bit uncomfortable. I think the palace maid from last night was better. She was a little plump, so I didn't bump into her bones and it didn't hurt..."
"At that moment, I felt so nauseous that I almost vomited."
Si Sangsang looked at Zhu Wuhuan sarcastically and laughed.
"Huanhuan, you're a woman too, you can understand this disgusting thing, right? Your husband, while doing that with you, was actually thinking about someone else in his heart..."
"He's still using the tool on you, but you know exactly how dirty it is and what it did last night..."
The things Si Sangsang told almost shattered Zhu Wuhuan's three views.
She looked at Si Sangsang in disbelief!
Is this the divine love between the late emperor and the empress dowager that the people of Daning have been praising?
Fuck the fairy tale love, it makes me sick just listening to it!
Seeing that Zhu Wuhuan understood her disgust, Si Sangsang smiled and continued speaking.
"After that night, I began to hate this man."
"I knew before that he was selfish, vicious, and morbid, but I could turn a blind eye to it. I endured it for the sake of completing the mission and for the sake of my newborn Ye'er. I could have always pretended to be a loving couple with him..."
"But after that night, I couldn't stand it anymore."
"As soon as this man's hand touched my fingers, I felt dirty and wanted to vomit."
"I really vomited when he touched me because I was pregnant with Jin'er."
"I thought that since I had Jin'er, he would be more at peace for a few days. But he didn't. Instead, he felt even more at ease messing around with the palace maids in Taiji Hall."
"So every time he came to visit me and Ye'er and was concerned about Jin'er in my belly, I deliberately told him that I couldn't serve him. I could always hear him reminiscing about the taste of those palace maids in his heart."
"One after another, no two are the same."
"Tsk, those palace maids have no official status, so in order to keep his favor, they naturally let go and accompany him in all kinds of ways. How can we concubines compare to that?"
"Looking at him like this, I can't stand it anymore."
"After my mind-reading ability helped me determine that the baby in my belly was a son, and that two sons would be enough to change Daning's history and allow me to complete my mission, I decided to temporarily leave this disgusting man and return to the modern era to save my sister."
"I know that after I'm gone, the original owner of this body will take control of it. He will definitely find out that the original owner is not me. I'm afraid he will mistake this body for a monster and kill it and the two children. So I have to tell him my origins to comfort him."
"But I'd gotten used to his absurdity and disgust over the past few days. Even before I left, I couldn't bring myself to tell him I loved him. I really couldn't say it even if I died, so I left him a letter to comfort him."
"In the letter, I told him my origins, that I loved him, and asked him to treat my two children well. After I rescued my sister in the modern world, I would find a way to return to Daning and continue to accompany the three of them."
At this point, Si Sangsang covered her face.
Tears flowed from between her fingers, and she was extremely sad at this moment.
"But I was wrong..."
"I thought that since I had personally handed the letter to him, the original owner of this body would no longer be able to interfere. But as soon as I left, the original owner of this body snatched the second piece of letter from him and pressed it into the ink, completely destroying it..."
"So he only saw the first piece of letter. He only knew that I came to Daning on a mission to change Daning's history. He only knew that I abandoned him and our two children. He didn't see the second piece of letter where I wrote that I loved him and asked him to wait for me...."
"So he went crazy. He abused my Ye'er and ignored my Jin'er. He even thought about killing both children..."
Si Sangsang burst into tears. She cried with great sorrow.
"I was wrong. I shouldn't have left him a letter just because I was disgusted by him and couldn't face him. I should have endured the disgust and confessed to him in person... This is all my fault. I hurt Ye'er and Jin'er..."
"Ye'er is still alive, but Jin'er died tragically. I have to bring Jin'er back. I have to make it up to him..."
Listening to these old stories that happened by chance, Zhu Wuhuan also burst into tears.
No wonder my mother-in-law didn’t want to use the Soul-Guiding Pill herself and didn’t want to live again.
Zhu Wuhuan raised his hand to wipe away his tears with a heartache, and asked the system for help to exchange the soul-guiding pill promised by the main system from the mall.
"Mother, go and save your Jin'er. You are a good mother. It is fate that has been playing tricks on you. It is not your fault."
She hugged Si Sangsang and then handed the soul-calling pill to Si Sangsang.
Watching Si Sangsang leave the room with the Soul-Guiding Pill, Zhu Wuhuan couldn't stop crying, feeling so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe.
[My mother is so pitiful.]
She worked tirelessly on quests to exchange for life-saving pills for her sister. She couldn't bear to part with her son, so she gave her mind-reading skills to Feng Changye. She didn't want to live again, so she gave her soul-guiding pills to Feng Changjin. She also gave all her points to me, her daughter-in-law...
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