Chapter 89 I am so heartbroken



Since Gu Qingqing severed ties with her father, she has been staying at Gu Yaonan's house. There is nothing delicious at Gu Yaonan's house. Gu Qingqing knows that Gu Yaonan's life is not easy. Gu Qingqing likes this. She doesn't like her own home at all. She has to do things she doesn't like every day, and her father doesn't listen to her opinions at all.

Gu Qingqing's father had good intentions. But Gu Qingqing was like a fool. She couldn't turn back even after her own father advised her to do so. Now he has cut off all ties with her.

Gu Qingqing has never had a mother. She was raised by her father and developed this kind of personality. Gu Qingqing's father also regrets giving birth to such a daughter.

"Qingqing, I feel so bad."

After Gu Yaonan finished speaking, Qingqing looked at Gu Yaonan and saw that his eyes and mouth were affected by the disease and now he had difficulty moving.

Gu Qingqing couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart as she watched this. If it weren't for her, Gu Yaonan wouldn't have become like this. She also had some responsibility.

Gu Qingqing resented her father. It was just a simple matter, but her father would rather watch Gu Yaonan die than save him. Whenever Gu Qingqing was involved in something involving Gu Yaonan, she would just follow his lead and do whatever he told her to do. Gu Qingqing didn't think it was a big deal, it was all a manifestation of her love for Gu Yaonan.

Gu Qingqing thought that without Gu Yaonan, she would not be able to feel the beauty of love. It was because Gu Yaonan appeared in her life that she felt like a human being. In the past, she did whatever her father said and everything went according to the life arranged by her father. Later, she gradually disliked and even got fed up with Gu Yaonan.

"Yao Nan, it's all my fault. I'm not capable of curing you."

Qingqing apologized to Gu Yaonan. No matter how many times Gu Yaonan said it was not her fault, she still felt that she was also wrong.

No matter how many times Gu Yaonan said it was not her fault, Gu Qingqing would always put the blame on herself. If she didn't know Yaonan, Yaonan wouldn't be like this now. If she had known earlier, she really should not have known Yaonan, so that Yaonan could have avoided these things.

Gu Qingqing really thinks too much. Even if there is no Gu Qingqing for Gu Yaonan, there will be another Li Qingqing or Liu Qingqing who are willing to die for Gu Yaonan. They think that dying for Gu Yaonan is a very honorable thing and they will feel good about themselves. No woman will blame Gu Yaonan for anything.

"It's not your fault Qingqing."

Gu Yaonan coaxed Qingqing. He still had to rely on Qingqing in the future, so no matter how unwilling he was to coax her, he held back.

"Yao Nan, I can't even help you, and you don't blame me?"

Gu Qingqing said dejectedly, why can't I help, why can't I help. Every time Gu Yaonan said it was not his fault, Qingqing would feel worse and worse. Originally, the good days for her and Gu Yaonan were still ahead, but she didn't expect it to be like this.

"Qingqing, I know you tried your best."

Gu Yaonan understood Gu Qingqing very well. He chose to say things that would make Gu Qingqing feel guilty, but he also knew the limits of what he said so as not to make Gu Qingqing feel uncomfortable.

"Yao Nan, I'm sorry. I won't beg my dad anymore."

"Qingqing, then go and try again. I'll wait for your good news."

Gu Yaonan also felt that Qingqing should go again, maybe the other party would agree. Gu Yaonan was too naive. Gu Qingqing's father was disappointed with his daughter and even sold the house at a low price and wanted to leave.

"Okay Yaonan, wait for me."

After saying that, Qingqing did not take a taxi to her home this time, but walked there, because her cell phone balance was not much left, and now for Gu Yaonan, she did not spend it in order to maintain her current living conditions and not live too badly.

Arriving at his door, he knocked.

A stranger opened the door.

"Hello, who are you looking for?" the stranger spoke in a robotic tone.

"Where did the last family who lived here go?"

Gu Qingqing asked, but the man didn't know what she was asking. She bought the house online at a low price and paid online directly. She didn't know who registered the house.

"I don't know. It's nothing, so I'll close the door." After saying that, the man almost closed the door without any emotion.

"Wait a minute. Do you know when this family moved away?"

"I'm not sure about this. I just moved in today."

After saying this, Gu Qingqing thought that her father must have just passed away a few days ago and she still needed help. How could she just let Zhi pass away? What would happen to Yaonan? She also had no money left and could not provide Yaonan with the good life he had before.

"Okay, excuse me."

Gu Qingqing didn't expect that her father really didn't care about her or Brother Yaonan anymore. What should she do? Gu Qingqing had no choice but to go back home to find Gu Yaonan.

"Yao Nan, I'm going to look for my dad. He has moved."

"Qingqing, does that mean I can only leave it to fate?"

"Yao Nan, I will accompany you."

Gu Yaonan looked at Gu Qingqing and thought to himself that this was too useless. She couldn't even do this, but he couldn't say it out loud. Now he really needed someone to take care of him. He even needed a wheelchair to walk.

"Qingqing, I know."

"Yao Nan, even if your illness cannot be cured, I am willing to stay with you. I am willing to accompany you for the rest of your life."

Gu Yaonan didn't want to die so soon.

"Qingqing, I just want to eat something delicious right now. Would you like to buy some for me?"

"Yao Nan, I'll go buy it then."

"Qingqing, buy more meat, vegetables, and soju. I want to spend the next few days well."

Gu Qingqing looked at her limited balance and realized that it was not enough to support her for the rest of her life. If Gu Yaonan wanted to eat well, he could eat more. The disease could not be cured, but Gu Qingqing had to give what she could, after all, Gu Yaonan was really good to her.

Although she didn't know what was good about him, Gu Qingqing liked a scumbag like Gu Yaonan. He had a fatal attraction to her, and love at first sight was no less deadly than mental abuse.

"Yao Nan, don't worry, just eat and drink well. Live as many days as you can."

Gu Qingqing hoped that God would give half of her life to Gu Yaonan, but God could not hear what she thought. Even if he heard it, he would only kill Gu Yaonan with lightning.

"Qingqing, I'll wait for you to come back, go quickly. Gu Yaonan just wants to eat delicious food now, and he doesn't care that Gu Qingqing just came back and didn't rest for long. He only thinks about himself."

Gu Qingqing went to buy some delicious food. On the way, she saw some nice men's clothes and bought two for Yaonan. Yaonan would definitely be very happy to see them.

But Gu Yaonan scolded Gu Qingqing, saying that she was buying clothes when she had no food to eat, and she really thought she had to burn money.

Gu Qingqing lowered her head and felt that Gu Yaonan was right, and said that she would not do that again next time.

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