Looking at A-Can rowing the boat, Feng Ye suddenly remembered that after falling into the water in his previous life, A-Can and Xiao Guowen rowed the small wooden boat back to the village dock without even setting up a fish trap or a net, and were ridiculed by a bunch of people.
Especially his elder brother Feng Xuan's wife, his sister-in-law Du Guilan, mocked him for several days.
The reason was that Du Guilan felt that Feng Jiaqing was biased, only buying a boat for his younger son and not for his older son.
So for those few days, he avoided his sister-in-law; wherever his sister-in-law was, he was nowhere to be found.
Thinking about this, he also thought of his wife, parents, older brother...
For a moment, guilt and remorse filled my heart.
In his past life, he was a scoundrel, lazy and gluttonous.
Although they have been married for three years, he has not acted like a married man should after starting a family, and is still relying on his parents for financial support.
Even the small wooden boat he now owns was only used a few times before it was thrown back to Feng Jiaqing because it didn't yield much of a catch, and eventually ended up in the hands of his older brother.
He will soon leave the fishing village to work in a big city.
After experiencing the dazzling lights and vibrant nightlife of the big city, he became addicted.
He learned to indulge in all sorts of vices, including eating, drinking, gambling, whoring, and smoking.
He even managed to hook up with a rich woman, a charming and alluring woman, just because of his good looks.
In those years, he lived a carefree life in the big city, completely forgetting his wife from the small fishing village who dressed in old-fashioned clothes.
Even when his mother passed away unexpectedly, he merely went back to pay his respects, and after the burial, he returned to the big city to continue his carefree life, almost driving his father to his death with anger.
Until one day, he was in a car accident and lying in a hospital bed. The rich woman left him without a word. With no one to take care of him, he remembered that he still had a wife in the fishing village.
His wife didn't look down on him and took care of him diligently without complaint.
It was only then that he realized his mistake, and after his health improved, he returned to the fishing village where he was born and raised, and became a fisherman again.
However, his good fortune didn't last long. Before he could properly make it up to his wife, she was diagnosed with stomach cancer and passed away at a young age.
At that moment, his whole life was bleak, but life had to go on.
He lived with guilt for nearly twenty more years, but still could not escape the fate of dying young (a person who does not live past sixty is considered to have died young).
It's just that I wonder what great good deeds he accumulated in his past life that allowed him to start over?
"The past is too painful to recall!"
"Let me make it up to you in this lifetime, starting with this voyage."
Feng Ye shook his head, as if this could help dispel some of the guilt and regret in his heart.
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