For this reason, she privately asked Teacher Xiao Sun what it felt like to perform surgery for the first time. Teacher Xiao Sun gave her a snorting look: "Xiao Xie, do you think I would tell you to be prepared?"
Since I couldn't ask Teacher Ke Li, I might as well ask Senior Brother Cao. I heard that Senior Brother Cao used to intern in the second round of general surgery like her. Xie Wanying looked up and asked, "Senior Brother Cao, how did you feel when you performed surgery for the first time?"
"You mean me?" Upon hearing this question, Cao Yong looked into the distance as if he was recalling his career as a surgeon. He slowly gave his junior sister a cautious answer, "If your teacher tries to let you be the lead surgeon, don't be nervous."
"Brother, were you very nervous at that time?" Xie Wanying asked.
"There's no point in being nervous when the teacher is here."
Listening to the senior brother's smile, there was a double meaning in his answer, and Xie Wanying thought it was true. Teacher Sun is now under the supervision of a senior doctor even when he is the lead surgeon, so what is there to be afraid of? So she thought of another question: "Will he have a deep impression? Will he remember this patient for the rest of his life?"
There is a first time for everything. Being a doctor means encountering many things for the first time, not just the first time holding a scalpel.
Cao Yong recalled that not only he but also his colleagues, both male and female doctors, did not remember the details of this incident as clearly as another type of patient. If there was any patient that doctors remembered most clearly, it might be the first patient who passed away on his own.
Doctors will not regret saving patients who have been saved, but they will feel sad for patients who have not been saved, especially when they feel that they have become doctors for the first time.
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Thinking of this, Cao Yong picked up the coffee in front of him and lowered his head to take a sip. He didn't want to discuss sad topics with his junior sister in such a good atmosphere tonight, so he changed the subject and said, "Do you have anything else to tell me, Yingying?"
Maybe the food was too delicious tonight. At this moment, Xie Wanying suddenly remembered the purpose of tonight. She hurriedly opened her schoolbag and took out the gift box containing the handkerchief: "Brother, I'm afraid the handkerchief you lent me will be damaged by soaking it in disinfectant. It's all my fault for forgetting that this thing can't be soaked in disinfectant."
Listening to her explanation, Cao Yong smiled and said, "It's okay."
"How can it be okay? I'm going to buy you a new one, but I wonder if you like it?" As she said that, Xie Wanying nervously held the handkerchief gift box in both hands and presented it to her senior brother.
It was the first time she gave a gift to a man. She had no experience at all. Her mood felt like she was on a roller coaster and she was extremely scared.
"Is this for me? Thank you." Cao Yong immediately reached out and took the gift box from her hand.
Xie Wanying's heart was pounding as she looked at her senior brother's hand.
My senior brother’s knuckles were long and strong, and he was very deft in removing the ribbon from the packaging box.
Cao Yong carefully removed the lid of the gift box, fearing that he would ruin what his junior sister had spent so much time preparing.
On the velvet lay a blue silk handkerchief, its color brighter than the sky, with stripes of dark blue and gold in the middle, like golden sunlight falling from the deep universe.
A very beautiful and colorful handkerchief. The most important thing is that it was given to him by his junior sister.
"I love so much."
The four words "Senior Brother Cao" suddenly made her lower her head.
The first time she gave a man something, he said he liked it. Does that prove that she has good taste?
Gradually, the night deepened.
Cao Yong got up and sent her back to the school dormitory on time.
The two left the western restaurant.
Xie Wanying took out her wallet and asked the waiter to pay the bill.
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