Chapter 147 Please Don’t Erase Our Past
Chu Yao looked at him in surprise.
She and Qin Jiahuai have known each other for twenty-seven years and have been husband and wife for three years.
What is there that she doesn't know that outsiders know?
Chen Yanbai spoke slowly, "In fact, you should have faced the fact a long time ago. Your feelings for Qin Jiahuai were never love from the beginning. It was just that you lacked fatherly love when you were growing up, and his appearance just happened to fill this gap."
Chen Yanbai said as he observed her reaction.
He saw her pupils dilate slightly and her hands subconsciously gripped the sofa.
It was obvious that she did not accept this statement.
When she started to have negative emotions, her defenses in front of him began to collapse.
Chen Yanbai continued, "You're just attached to him. You enjoy being a child around him. This is actually a form of emotional grafting, a form of pathological compensation. You're using your partner to fulfill the emotional needs that weren't met in your childhood."
He saw Chu Yao frowning, and her emotion slowly changed from shock to rejection.
Chu Yao totally denied it!
She knew that Qin Jiahuai had a strong and uncontrollable physical attraction to her.
Is it all grafting and compensation?
Chen Yanbai opened his mouth and said, "Why don't you just break up with him right away..."
"That's enough!" Chu Yao suddenly interrupted him, "I don't know how I treated him, but I know that I felt towards you...back then, I felt nothing but guilt and gratitude towards you."
Her voice trembled slightly, and her words were somewhat aggressive.
Because she didn't want to discuss Qin Jiahuai in depth, she turned to attack him.
Chen Yanbai lowered his eyes slightly, looking hurt: "You hurt my heart, Yaoyao."
Chu Yao's breathing was heavy, and her nails were almost digging into the leather sofa behind her.
"On the first day we met again, I told you that we could let go of the past and be just ordinary friends. But do you really want me to tell you everything?"
"In fact, I have always known everything you did to me behind my back!"
Chen Yanbai was stunned for a moment: "What do you know?"
Chu Yao stared straight at the man in front of her, and her voice suddenly became several degrees colder.
"I've always known that you were lying to me. I know that you liked Xu Qingyun back then, but you only came after me because you couldn't get her."
At that time, Chen Yanbai was the captain of the school basketball team and was preparing for the provincial competition.
As a result, because the fugitive ran to the school, he was injured for her and finally couldn't go.
That provincial competition was very important. It was similar in nature to the physics competition that she and Qin Jiahuai had always planned to participate in. Both could add points to the college entrance examination, and Chen Yanbai had also prepared for the competition for a long time.
As a result, because of that accident, everything was lost.
And in the eyes of my past self, it was just an accident.
In her current eyes, she clearly knew that it was because she and Qin Jiahuai altered Qin Mingzhang's death and saved the fugitive that led to his accident.
So whether she was in the past or she is now, she feels that she owes him.
She was very kind to Shen Yanbai back then. When he was in the hospital, she went to help him with his missed lessons.
When the grandmother learned about this, she also felt that she did the right thing and should be grateful, otherwise she would be the one to get stabbed.
Grandma also wanted to make some compensation, so she gritted her teeth and bought some expensive fish maw and specially made fish maw chicken soup for him.
It was raining heavily that day. Grandma came to school with an umbrella and some fish maw and chicken soup, and asked Chu Yao to give it to him.
Chu Yao carried it and went to find him.
But outside the basketball court, I heard him talking and laughing with Xu Qingyun.
Xu Qingyun said: "You don't really like her, do you?"
Chen Yanbai smiled lightly, with some sarcasm in his eyes: "You know, I did all this for you."
Xu Qingyun added, "I didn't expect you to make such a huge sacrifice this time. You were injured so badly that you can't even participate in the provincial competition."
Chen Yanbai was silent for a long time, then said nonchalantly, "This is really a pity. I can only ask for more compensation from her."
Chu Yao, who was outside the door, finally understood after hearing this.
So that's how it is.
No wonder a man she had just met for a short time was willing to sacrifice so much for her.
Chu Yao pretended not to know and turned away.
Because her grandmother was waiting for her at the school gate.
She was afraid that her grandmother would be sad if she knew that the soup was not given away.
So when I passed by a trash can in the school, I threw the thermos into it.
——This was indeed an impulsive behavior caused by anger. Chu Yao regretted it after returning home.
How could I throw away my grandma’s chicken soup? Fish maw is so expensive!
You should have hidden yourself and drank it secretly!
So she went back early the next morning to look for it.
But I was still too late and the garbage had been thrown away by the sanitation workers.
Later, Chu Yao pretended not to know about this and continued to help Chen Yanbai with his studies.
Because no matter what the reason was, he was hospitalized because he blocked the knife for her.
However, now there is an opportunity to modify the past.
There will no longer be any guilt or gratitude between them.
This time, when grandma makes fish maw and chicken soup, she must drink it herself!
Yes, according to the time, it will be in these two days.
Tonight, I will go back and tell Xiao Qin to prepare to call the police and go to the bathroom to catch the fugitive!
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After hearing her words, Chen Yanbai didn't know what to say for a moment.
But seeing the redness at the corners of her eyes, he immediately smiled again and soothed her gently, "Yaoyao, don't be angry. This is exposure therapy commonly used in psychological treatment. Do you usually avoid things you can't face? But this is not conducive to your recovery. In fact, you need to release your emotions."
Chu Yao looked up at him and was stunned for a moment.
Why is she really angry?
In fact, she knew that Chen Yanbai had changed a lot.
Back then, he was arrogant and playful. In order to deceive her, he pretended to be a good person in front of her.
But she actually knew that he was arrogant and domineering behind the scenes and often fought with people from other schools.
Now he has changed completely. His appearance still looks as bad as before, but after getting to know him, I feel that his personality is much better than before.
Time makes people mature.
Chu Yao quickly returned to normal, smiling and apologizing, "Ah? So that's how it is. I'm sorry, I didn't know, and I got angry with you... My brain is a single-core processor, I can't handle overly complicated emotions. I just want something purer."
It's like the end of the story.
A moment of silence.
Chen Yanbai suddenly said without any prelude: "Yaoyao, if it is really you who is modifying the past, can you please not erase our past. No matter how bitter or astringent it is, at least we have a past."
That won't work.
Go back tonight and arrange your revision plan.
But Chu Yao must have looked confused on the surface: "Your words are so sci-fi, I don't understand."
Chen Yanbai looked at her deeply, and there seemed to be a thick layer of black fog in his eyes that could not be dissolved.
After a long moment, he retracted his gaze and forced a smile, "Okay, today's follow-up visit is over. By the way, if you have any further questions, you must tell me. You can ask me anything you can't figure out."
Chu Yao nodded and said goodbye to him.
Chen Yan watched Chu Yao leave.
In fact, Chu Yao arrived too late that year, and she did not hear the conversation between him and Xu Qingyun.
At that time, he was far more despicable than Chu Yao had imagined.
The so-called injury, everything, was all his own fault.
So he was really afraid that if it was true as he guessed, she had the ability to change the past.
She will find that the truth about the fugitive is completely different.
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