Chapter 232 It turns out that he really has the memory of every time
Qin Jiahuai took Chu Yao all the way to the heart realm.
Now the two people are sitting face to face in the clinic.
Chu Yao held in her hand the thick stack of medical records and the treatment plan written by Professor Li at the beginning.
In fact, it has been so long, she is not completely unaware of it, and she has vaguely guessed this way.
However, in previous versions, she didn't even have relatives who loved her, and because she felt insecure, she put up a lot of defense.
She only dares to think of the worst possible outcome, so that she can accept any subsequent result.
So she kept telling herself in her heart that as long as she accepted early on that Qin Jiahuai didn't love her, and accepted that he was just a good person and had responsibilities towards her, then she would not be hurt no matter who he was with later.
She read the records over and over again.
Finally, she looked up at Qin Jiahuai: "Do you really love me?"
Qin Jiahuai was silent.
After a long time, he sighed deeply, raised his hands to hold her face, and looked carefully into her dark and round eyes.
"How do you want me to love you? I racked my brains to think of every possible way to love you. You were under pressure in your marriage, so I became your guardian. You wanted to live an ordinary life, so I went home on time every day to have dinner and take walks with you. You were burned all over and didn't believe anyone would love you, so I loved you like crazy and morbidly..."
Chu Yao was stunned. What he said was not the current version of the way of getting along!
She immediately asked, "So you remember every updated version..."
Qin Jiahuai said "hmm".
Chu Yao was a little angry: "Then why are you pretending not to know and watching me act like a fool?"
Qin Jiahuai said seriously: "No... I didn't know it from the beginning. It took me a long time to accept it, and during that time I was repeatedly testing you."
"When I first refreshed my childhood memories, I thought my memory was messed up. After all, this kind of thing is too unbelievable."
"Later I found it seemed to be true, and I began to accept it. At that time I really thought it was my future daughter communicating with me."
"Later, more and more clues surrounded you, and I began to suspect you, but when I first tested you, you seemed completely unaware."
"I just recently realized that there's a time difference between your and my version updates."
Chu Yao took a long time to digest it, but was still confused: "Is there a time difference?"
Qin Jiahuai nodded: "Yes, after all, it is you now, communicating with me in the past."
"I refresh my memories faster than you do. I updated the memory of you staying at my house to wash the sheets a long time ago, but it seems like it took you a long time to realize it."
"You refresh all your current memories faster than I do. Like the last time you were burned... I only remembered every memory of ours after we got married."
But before Chu Yao married him, she had refreshed her memory two days earlier than him.
It turns out that she was much faster than him and knew the current situation?
Fortunately, I always interacted with him according to the current version, and didn't rush to test him.
In fact, she was also aware of the time difference.
Now she has verified her guesses one by one.
Now she had one last question.
This is also the issue that she has never dared to think about in detail, but is the issue that she cares about the most.
She struggled for a long time before finally asking, "Do you love me? Have you loved me from the very beginning? Didn't you love me from the beginning, but only because I interfered with our past and strengthened the bond between us, that's why you love me?"
When she finished speaking, her voice trembled uncontrollably due to nervousness.
Qin Jiahuai pinched her chin and forced her to look up at him.
"I love you, and I only love you from the beginning to the end."
Chu Yao's nose felt a little sour: "What's wrong with your profile picture? I have never dared to ask. I have been deceiving myself like an ostrich..."
Qin Jiahuai chuckled. "That's you, the you from the school celebration in our second year of high school, little shepherdess. You attend every school celebration, and I secretly take pictures of you every time. I even have a high-definition version, and if you brighten it up, you can tell it's you."
Chu Yao does participate in this school anniversary celebration in every version.
However, in the first version, she didn't have much interaction with him or Xu Qingyun.
She asked, "But, in the first version, I didn't feel that you liked me at all. You were very distant to me."
Qin Jiahuai said, "I've liked you since I was very young. In the first version, you ignored me, so I could only have a crush on you. Later, I mustered up the courage to take a picture of you. I only dared to use it as my profile picture because I couldn't tell it was you. I was afraid you would dislike it."
He paused, then blurted out, "If you hadn't been there at the class reunion after graduation, I wouldn't have gone."
"That time when you were drunk and hugged me, I can't even describe how happy I was at that time."
"Later, after we got married, you suffered from sleepless nights. I realized that I had caused your condition to worsen, and we divorced again."
"After the divorce, I watched your condition begin to improve. I saw you sleep without medication, and I saw you becoming less and less repulsive to me... I knew the treatment plan the professor gave was right, so I had no choice but to become your guardian and wait for your recovery."
"I originally wanted to wait until you were fully recovered before telling you this, but I think now that grandma is here, you should have the confidence to face yourself and me."
The main reason is that she said she had a new boyfriend.
He really couldn't stand this kind of stimulation.
Chu Yao now takes all the circumstances into consideration and reviews them again.
Even at the beginning, when their conflicts were the deepest, he never really left her life.
He created all kinds of coincidences to help her.
Every day, he takes care of her life in every detail like a parent.
Her mind was heavy now, she didn't know what to say, and she looked at him quietly.
Qin Jiahuai looked at her watery eyes, and his own eyes also felt a little sore.
He spoke in a low, hoarse voice: "You love me too, right? You said you found another boyfriend just to make me angry, right?"
"..." Chu Yao was silent.
Qin Jiahuai's eyes darkened, and the knuckles that were pinching her face tightened slightly, but his face remained calm.
"Chu Yao, what do you mean?"
Chu Yao's eyes moved slightly, her gaze wandering, not looking at him.
Qin Jiahuai suddenly felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife, and his eyes were filled with soreness.
He stood up and walked to the window, wondering where he had gone wrong that led to her falling in love with someone else.
It was indeed his fault. He did not consider what kind of love she needed most this time.
He used to control her like a parent, and she didn't dislike it and was even very dependent on him because she had no relatives who loved her.
But in this version, she has a grandmother, and she no longer needs him to fill the gap in her family affection.
She needs a more honest lover.
But he still wanted to continue to control her like a father, delaying and not explaining things to her clearly... and finally dragged her away.
It was his mistake.
Suddenly, he felt Chu Yao gently poke his waist with her finger: "Broken defense?"
Before he could speak, she stood on tiptoe and sang an unpleasant folk song in his ear... She didn't know whether the original version was unpleasant or not, but her singing was unpleasant anyway.
"Don't touch flowers and grass to get in love, don't touch your hands to get your heart moved..."
“…” Qin Jiahuai was really impressed.
He lowered his eyes, staring at her with his dark eyes, and the air froze in an instant.
Chu Yao was a little flustered, and the next second he was already leaning towards her.
He approached step by step, and she retreated step by step until her waist was against the desk behind her.
Qin Jiahuai rested one hand on the table behind her, and with the other hand, pinched her chin and turned her head back. This posture almost held her whole body in his arms.
A cold breath suddenly approached, and he lowered his head and kissed her hard.
Small gasps, accompanied by gritted teeth, escaped from his lips.
"Tell me who he is and I'm going to kill him."
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