Chapter 462: Going up the Mountain to Worship (Page 1/2)
The next day, Huo Qingyan asked people along the way and finally found Ling Fei's grave.
However, since it was a special period, burning incense and paper to commemorate the deceased was not allowed. Huo Qingyan was not discouraged and turned to buy some snacks and fresh fruits.
He also bought a bottle of white wine, but it was not known whether it was for Ling Fei in the underground or for himself.
As he slowly climbed the winding mountain road, Huo Qingyan's mood became increasingly heavy.
When he finally found Ling Fei's weed-covered grave, an indescribable sorrow welled up in his heart. Looking at the desolate and bleak scene before him, he couldn't help but burst into tears.
Restraining his inner sadness, Huo Qingyan carefully arranged the fruits and snacks he brought one by one.
Then, with trembling hands, he took out three cigarettes from his trouser pocket and lit them gently.
Smoke curled up, and Huo Qingyan felt extremely heavy-hearted. He placed the cigarette in front of the grave and slowly squatted down.
"Fei Fei, I've come to see you! Although I can't burn incense right now, I'll let this cigarette represent my respects for now. Please forgive me.
Do you know? I also brought you your favorite wick cake and egg cake, as well as fresh lychees. I know you like to eat this, so I bought two kilograms.
Huo Qingyan whispered softly, his voice filled with deep attachment and reluctance.
"Fei Fei, why are you so stupid? Why did you donate your kidney to your grandfather? Didn't your grandfather die after the donation?
If we hadn't divorced you, you wouldn't have returned to the Wang family. If you hadn't returned, you wouldn't have died. I hope you won't be so willful in your next life."
“By the way, my wife gave birth to a son for me. Although she gave birth to a son for me, I was not as excited as I thought.
I thought boys were favored over girls, but when I saw my eldest sister-in-law gave birth to twins, a boy and a girl, to my eldest brother, I thought having a daughter would be nice too.
I wonder if our twins hadn’t been aborted, would they be as beautiful and cute as Xinxin.”
Having said this, Huo Qingyan stopped and started pulling out the weeds on the grave. It took him nearly half an hour to pull out all the weeds on the grave.
After weeding, he gently picked up the bottle of white wine, unscrewed the cap, first poured some wine on the grave, then tilted his head back and took a few gulps.
Looking at the tall grave mound, Huo Qingyan was overcome with grief and began to sob. His sobs were filled with his endless sorrow and longing for Ling Fei, as if he wanted to vent all the pain in his heart.
Time continued to flow, and another half an hour passed. At this moment, only half of the liquor in the bottle was left.
Huo Qingyan slowly propped himself up from the ground, as if ready to say goodbye to Ling Fei.
"Ling Fei, I'm leaving! For the rest of my life, I will live a good life with Song Jingjing and have children with her. I will slowly let go of the past. I also hope that you can let go of everything and find a good man who truly loves you in your next life."
Before he finished speaking, he picked up the remaining white wine, turned around and walked away, his figure gradually moving away.
After descending the mountain, Huo Qingyan went straight home. As soon as he entered the house, Song Jingjing saw him carrying a half-empty bottle of white wine and approached him with concern, "Qingyan, where did you go to drink?"
Song Jingjing knew that Huo Qingyan was on vacation these days, so she took a week off and stayed at home with Huo Qingyan.
Huo Qingyan put the wine back into the cabinet and sat down on the sofa. He rubbed his brow and said, "I went up the mountain to see her."
Song Jingjing didn't expect that Huo Qingyan actually went up the mountain to see Ling Fei when he said he was going to see her. No wonder he was in a bad mood.
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Then she thought again, Huo Qingyan told her everything, which showed that he still cared about her. If it were any other man, he would probably make up an excuse, right?
Ling Fei was already dead. Even if Huo Qingyan still had feelings for her, so what? She couldn't possibly bother with a dead person, could she?
Song Jingjing forced herself to be more open-minded. If she didn't, she would be the one who would suffer.
"Qingyan, what do you want to eat for lunch? I'll ask Xiaomi to make it."
"Whatever. Let her make minced meat and egg custard for our son. He's too thin and should eat some meat."
"He probably won't eat it."
"You didn't cook for him, so how do you know your son won't eat? If Xiao Tang can't cook, then I'll cook for him. Didn't you say before that your son didn't want to eat? I fed him yesterday, and he ate well, didn't he?"
Song Jingjing knew that her son was a little afraid of Huo Qingyan, so he ate his meal obediently. If Huo Qingyan was not there, her son would definitely not eat so obediently.
"Okay then, you can make the steamed egg with minced meat. We don't have anything to do these days anyway, so why don't we go back to my parents' house tomorrow?"
"Okay, we're all at home now, so let's give Xiao Tang a few days off and let her go back to her hometown."
Tang Xiaomi came over and said, "Brother Huo, I don't want to take a vacation for the time being. I want to take a few more days off before the New Year."
Song Jingjing didn't want to give Tang Xiaomi so many days off. She also planned to let Tang Xiaomi help her take care of the child at night so that she could sleep with Huo Qingyan.
Her son is already one and a half years old. She thinks that if she gets pregnant again this year, it would be perfect to give birth around this time next year.
She originally planned to give Huo Qingyan another son, but seeing how much he liked his eldest sister-in-law's daughter, she thought it would be better to have a daughter next time, and a son later.
At noon, Huo Qingyan made Huo Yichen a bowl of steamed egg with minced meat and fed him half a bowl of rice himself. The little guy ate it obediently.
After dinner, Huo Qingyan carried Huo Yichen and prepared to go out. Song Jingjing asked him, "Where are you going?"
"Take my son to play with Xinxin and the others. Children need to play with other children more often to be lively."
"I'll go with you!"
"No need. Go to the drawer and get some money to buy something for your parents-in-law. I'll take my son out for a walk."
Song Jingjing didn't go to work and asked for leave to stay at home with him. He didn't know what to say. He just took his son out for a walk and didn't know why she was so nervous.
When Song Jingjing saw Huo Qingyan leave, she asked Tang Xiaomi, "Xiaomi, do you think Chenchen's father is blaming us for not taking good care of Chenchen?"
"No, Brother Huo didn't say anything about us?"
"He said that children who are picky eaters are spoiled by adults. Chenchen didn't eat much before, but Qingyan feeds him, so he doesn't dare to refuse."
"All children are afraid of their fathers!"
Song Jingjing continued nervously, "Do you think Chenchen's father prefers daughters to sons?"
"Sister Jingjing, why would you say that?"
Tang Xiaomi didn't quite understand why Song Jingjing thought this way. In this era, no one dislikes their son, unless the son is a fool.
"Look, he hasn't even kissed my son since he came back, but yesterday he hugged my sister-in-law's daughter and kissed her all over. Look, on such a hot day, he still carried Chenchen to Grandpa's house to play with that little girl."
"Sister Jingjing, little Xinxin is very lively. Maybe Xinxin kissed Big Brother Huo first, so Big Brother Huo kissed her."
"Oh, it would be great if I could also give birth to a pair of beautiful dragon and phoenix like Xinxin and Wenwen."
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