Chapter 27 Life is Hard
Han Jianwu rushed out with his long legs and closed the door, blocking it. He looked at Huo Qingqing and said, "Come on, stop making trouble. I just spoke in a bad manner. I apologize to you."
Huo Qingqing, "Is that an attitude problem?"
Han Jianwu: "..."
Huo Qingqing took a deep breath and put Niuniu on the ground. "Can you go to the house with your brother to play cards and read comic books?"
Niuniu blinked her eyes and said, "Mom and Dad, please stop quarreling."
Huo Qingqing, "Don't quarrel."
Zhuangzhuang was very worried, "Mom, please don't abandon me and my sister, okay?"
Huo Qingqing touched her son's head and said, "No, Mom will be with you forever. Go play! Mom and Dad will talk for a few words."
Huo Qingqing looked at Han Jianwu and said, "I know you have always had a knot in your heart."
"I didn't. I know you're not that kind of person." Han Jianwu explained hurriedly.
Huo Qingqing, "Since you know I'm not that kind of person, why do you still take those rumors seriously?"
Han Jianwu: "..." He admitted that he had some doubts in his heart. Of course, he also recognized Huo Qingqing's character. Even if she disliked him a hundred percent, she married him because she had no other choice but to protect herself. But she suddenly said that she would not leave, and she decisively cut off ties with Zhang Guohua. But for him, this was not something that could be easily forgotten. At that time, the rumors in the whole brigade almost swallowed him up. He was a man, but only if he was a human being! It's not as tough as it looks, able to withstand anything.
And his sister still doesn't dare to come back to her parents' home. At that time, Huo Qingqing wanted to leave with Zhang Guohua and divorce him, and the old couple of the Han family and the eldest couple scolded his sister the most!
No one dares to say anything to Han Jianwu now, but he and his children have to bear all of this.
Huo Qingqing said: "I admit that I agreed to marry you for self-protection. Of course, this is a premise. You saw that I couldn't complete the daily tasks and wanted to help me, but it was difficult to help me, so you asked your sister to help me. You know that when I was excluded because I couldn't cook in the educated youth compound, I asked Sister Chun'e to ask me to go to her house to build a stove. I saw all this clearly. Later, you asked my second brother to help me find a job as a substitute teacher in elementary school. All these made me dare to take a gamble and marry you.
You know how much suffering I went through when I got pregnant and gave birth. I was able to give birth to two children in such a harsh environment not only because of my strong luck, but also because of your meticulous care. But you can't understand my feelings and don't understand my emotional situation at that time. At that time I didn’t know what was wrong with me? Later, I found out that I was suffering from postpartum depression, which is a very serious condition, but you couldn't see it and thought I was being pretentious.
No matter what, I never thought of betraying you in marriage, and I never betrayed you.
This is the last time I said it. I also said I’m tired and don’t want to explain anymore. It’s pointless. ”
It was under this circumstance that Zhang Guohua once again took advantage of her, and his sweet words gave her hope. But even in her previous life, she did not betray Han Jianwu during her marriage!
But how to say these words? Saying it once is equivalent to killing yourself nakedly once again.
Huo Qingqing felt too tired, smiled sadly, and said: "Since you can't get over this, then get a divorce! Or separate for a while.
I am an educated youth, so the educated youth compound must take me in. I will take my children to live there first. When you have thought it through, you can come to me at any time to go through the divorce procedures. If we divorce, I will take both children with me. ”
After saying these words, Huo Qingqing's tears flowed down. She raised her hand to wipe her face, picked up the box, and said, "I'll take them away now."
Han Jianwu hugged the man in his arms, and the seven-foot-tall man also cried, "Don't leave."
Huo Qingqing, "I don't want to leave either, but since you dislike me so much, what's the point of me staying here? And you obviously care about me, but you have to pretend to be happy every day and put yourself in a difficult position. Why do you do that?"
Han Jianwu, "I'm not pretending to be happy. You're not leaving, and you're still so good to the kids and me. I'm really happy, but I'm also confused. I don't know how to face you? I don't know how to treat you so that you'll be satisfied? I don't know what you're thinking.
Many times, I am not as tough as I appear to be. Sometimes I think, who cares? Just take it one day at a time! Anyway, I know that you will leave here and leave me sooner or later, but I can't bear to take both children with you, and I'm worried that they will suffer with me. ”
Huo Qingqing looked up into Han Jianwu's eyes and said, "Are you sure you're not worried that having two kids with you will affect your chances of getting married again?"
Han Jianwu laughed angrily, "Who can I marry?" With a wife like Huo Qingqing, who else could he fancy?
Huo Qingqing snorted coldly and said, "I don't know who you are going to marry, but I know there are many women who are devoted to you." Isn't Liu Chunyan a living example? However, Huo Qingqing didn't want to make a big deal out of it, as it would only bring shame to Han Jianwu. Anyway, Liu Chunyan will have to live in Hanjiagou with her tail between her legs from now on, and her stupid son will make her suffer for the rest of her life.
Han Jianwu, "Okay, stop talking about me. Even if there are women who are blind, who else can I fall in love with when I have such a beautiful wife like you?"
Huo Qingqing, "What's the point of me being pretty? You still despise me."
"I've told you that I don't dislike you, never. Why don't you believe me?" Han Jianwu was eager to make Huo Qingqing believe him.
Huo Qingqing, "Why did you say that to me? And you chased me away. Do you dislike me?"
Han Jianwu sighed, "Then why don't you beat me up? I'm not good at talking, can you please forgive me? When your family comes, if you really want to leave, just leave. I won't be a burden to you."
"Bullshit." Huo Qingqing yelled and then squatted on the ground and burst into tears.
She really wanted to be with him, but why was it so difficult to communicate with him now? Why is it so difficult to live a stable life?
It wasn't his problem, she understood all his actions, but she didn't want to be with him like this!
The two kids were so scared that they ran out barefoot. When they saw their mother crying, they started crying too. The house was in a mess.
Han Jianwu didn't care about the child anymore. He held Huo Qingqing on his lap and sat on a small stool to coax her. "Okay, I scared the child. It's all my fault. I'll listen to whatever you say from now on, okay?"
Huo Qingqing stared at Han Jianwu and said, “If you don’t keep your word, you’re just a pig?”
Han Jianwu, "Okay. But I didn't."
Huo Qingqing, "Are you still trying to make excuses?"
Han Jianwu, "Okay, okay, I won't say anything."
Huo Qingqing, "Han Jianwu, actually the luckiest thing that happened to me when I went to Hanjiagou was meeting you. Because of you, I didn't have to suffer at all. Now that our children are getting older, our lives will get better and better. As long as the two of us are of one mind, there will be no obstacles that we can't overcome."
Han Jianwu lowered his head and kissed Huo Qingqing on the lips, "Okay!"
The two kids stopped crying instantly. Niuniu squeezed into her father's arms, "Daddy, hug me!"
“…”
Huo Qingqing continued, "If the college entrance examination is resumed next year, I will definitely pass it. When the time comes, you and the babies will come back to the provincial capital with me. I will ask my family to find you a job so that we can be together as a family."
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