Chapter 392 Don't Take My Memory

Because Hua Xiali stayed at Hua Tiefeng's grave for a longer time, no one thought much about the few minutes he stayed at Huo Beixi's grave.

Everyone would just think that Hua Xiali is a good and filial daughter. Her father had passed away almost a year ago, but she actually went to her father's tombstone and stayed with him for such a long time.

If Hua Xiali knew what everyone was thinking, she would only sneer. If it weren't for the blood relationship, she wouldn't want to acknowledge Hua Tiefeng as her father. He had never raised them, taken care of them, or spent much time with them. All his money and love were given to the mistress and her children.

At noon that day, the sunshine was very good and it felt very warm on the body. Xiao Liang and Xiao Le fell asleep. Hua Xiali asked Hua Qiuli to help watch them, and then he carried the sugarcane sections that had been cut in advance to Huo Beixi's house in the back and planted sugarcane in the open space in the yard. The sugarcane planted here was kept for their own consumption, and the sugarcane planted in the sugarcane field was for sale. So many relatives of the Jian family had reserved sugarcane, so they would definitely make a lot of money this year.

After planting for a while, Hua Xiali felt sore in his back and stopped. He walked around Huo Beixi's house. Two rooms were set aside as dormitories for Jia Yujie and Jia Yuqiang, so Hua Xiali did not go in. Instead, he walked around the other rooms that he had locked, and finally came to the study.

Everything in the study was still the same as it was before Huo Beixi's death. She just cleaned the room and left nothing behind. Even the books were arranged the same way as before Huo Beixi's death. There was an open book on the desk, and the page Huo Beixi was reading was still the same page, as if Huo Beixi was still sitting there reading.

Hua Xiali walked over, pulled out a chair and sat down, looking down at the book that Huo Beixi had read before he died. Although the paper had long been yellowed and old, the handwriting on it was not affected at all.

As he read, Hua Xiali felt extremely sleepy. His eyelids drooped violently, and then he fell asleep on the book.

Suddenly she felt a gentle touch on her face. Hua Xiali opened her eyes dazedly and looked up. When she saw that the person standing in front of her was Huo Beixi, she suddenly came to her senses and stood up. Her tears quickly flowed out like pearls from a broken string and fell down.

"Huo Beixi, I can finally see you again. Huo Beixi, do you know how much I miss you? I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If I could have come back a few years earlier, you wouldn't..."

"I know, I know everything." Huo Beixi reached out and gently wiped her tears, "Don't cry, don't blame yourself, you just can't see me, but I have never left you..."

"Then I..." Hua Xiali stood there in a daze. Didn't he see all the things she did against her will?

If she saw someone with him, even if it was just a female ghost, she would be heartbroken, let alone him.

"Wife, our fate is not here. There is no point in forcing it. I hope you can let me go and live a good life. Now there is someone who can love and protect you for me. I will feel relieved to see you living a good life." Huo Beixi took Hua Xiali into his arms, stroked the back of her head, and said with reluctance in his tone, "I will remove your memory of me, and from now on there will be no me in your world. When you bury your father-in-law in the future, just stand in front of my grave for a while, let me see you, let me know that you are living a good life, then I will feel relieved. See you in the next life..."

"No, no, Huo Beixi, don't do this, don't be so cruel to me, don't take away my memory, I can accept him, I can live a good life, I just ask you not to take away my memory, Huo Beixi, let me remember you, no, no..." Hua Xiali shook her head and refused. She didn't want to be a person who lost her memory.

However, she could feel that the memory of Huo Beixi in her mind was gradually disappearing and being destroyed. Hua Xiali was extremely scared.

"don't want……"

Her tears welled up and she reached out to grab Huo Beixi in the illusion, but she watched him become more and more transparent.

Hua Xiali screamed and woke up suddenly. Seeing the book wet with tears in front of him, he realized that he seemed to have had a particularly sad dream, but he could not remember the content of the dream at all.

"Cousin, are you awake?" Jia Yujie and Jia Yuqiang both looked at Hua Xiali worriedly.

Hua Xiali nodded, then stood up and wiped the tears from her face.

"Cousin, we have just prepared lunch. Would you like to eat with us?" Jia Yuqiang invited. He was very grateful to Hua Xiali for giving him such a good job opportunity. Not only was the salary high, but it was also close to home and he could go home often.

Hua Xiali shook her head, "No, I'm going home to eat. Qiuli should have prepared lunch by now."

Coming out of the house and seeing the sugarcane that had not yet been planted in the yard, Hua Xiali realized that he had come here to plant sugarcane. Coming out of Huo Beixi's yard, Hua Xiali couldn't help but look back at Huo Beixi's house.

This house seemed to belong to Huo Beixi. He saved a drowning child a few years ago and then drowned himself. The house was empty, so she bought his empty house and gave it to her cousins ​​to use as a dormitory temporarily.

When they reached the public well, Hua Xiali couldn't help but stop and look around. She didn't know why she did this, but there seemed to be a voice deep in her soul telling her to do this.

Passing by the tree where the wood ear mushrooms grew, Hua Xiali couldn't help but stop. When she walked through the alley next to her third uncle's house, although she didn't stop, she slowed down her pace. She felt as if she had forgotten something, but she couldn't remember it no matter how hard she tried. She felt very panicked inside.

When she returned home and saw Xiao Liang and Xiao Le, two cute little babies who were not even half a year old, her anxious heart was somewhat relieved. However, she still had a feeling of emptiness in her heart, and even the children could not fill this emptiness.

"Second sister, what's wrong with you? Why are you so absent-minded?" Seeing Hua Xiali looking lost, Hua Qiuli asked worriedly.

Hua Xiali shook her head, "I'm fine, don't worry."

She herself didn't know what was wrong with her, so how could she explain it to Hua Qiuli?

"Should I call my second brother-in-law?" Hua Qiuli was worried.

Hua Xiali shook her head. "I've only been back to start my own business for a few days. Why are you calling him? I'm fine. Don't worry about me."

Putting the sleeping child down in his arms, Hua Xiali picked up the teacup on the bedside table, took off the lid, and started drinking. They still lived in the old house, which was easily dusty, so the cups were covered every day.