Thirty-six years old was undoubtedly the darkest year for Bai Yimeng.
Father and brother died.
My family members cut off all ties with me through an announcement in the newspaper.
Bai's relatives accused and insulted him.
Even those who read the newspaper shook their heads and sighed, but no one cared about Bai Yimeng's feelings, which were the focus of public opinion. No one asked about them. No matter how much she had done before, at this moment, it seemed that everything could be wiped out.
"It was Dean Bai's teacher at the time. The research institute had not been established at that time, and her teacher only took Dean Bai back with her. Fortunately, Gu Ling was also there to accompany her. In addition, Dean Bai's sister at the time, because she was also a girl and was indoctrinated by Dean Bai, she could more deeply understand Dean Bai's feelings at the time. She quietly wrote a letter to comfort her sister, but this was the only thing she could do."
Young age——
Father and brother are dead!
The mother and sister-in-law were furious. The youngest sister of the Bai family did not dare to do anything except quietly comfort her elder sister, because if she did something, she might be the next one to be kicked out of the house. The only thing she could do was to write a letter.
"It was probably thanks to that letter..." Ms. Tu said, "plus Gu Ling and Teacher Bai at the time, that Dean Bai wasn't so isolated and helpless."
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"The train robbery was just an accident and it wasn't Dean Bai's fault..." Qi Wu couldn't help but say, "Her pain is greater than anyone else's."
"It's a pity that senior brother is not a member of the Bai family." Tang Jinnan knew that it would be useful if it was a member of the Bai family who thought so, but it would be useless for others to think so.
For Dean Bai at that time——
If she hadn't left in a hurry, if she hadn't arranged for her father and brother to go back, if she hadn't gone to save Cang Yu, there were so many ifs - but for this matter, you can't blame anyone.
Should she blame Cang Yu? But that was the person she loved, and she chose to save him herself, not him who asked her to save him.
Should I blame myself? But am I really at fault?
In that kind of environment, Bai Yimeng was probably going crazy.
"That year, maybe she was too sad, or maybe she was too disgusted by the environment... so she left the Bai family after kneeling for seven days and returned to devote herself to her career. She didn't come out for two years."
"The next time I came out was in 1958, the year I married your principal Shen. I saw her and your teacher standing together and talking again."
After learning about the Bai family, Cang Yu didn't know whether he was awakened by the beating or what, but the peach blossoms around him began to disappear a lot. He had been a virgin for two years and kept traveling between the two provinces, but how could the peach blossoms he had attracted be so easily eliminated...
Cang Yu wants to break up, but some women don’t want to.
For example, the daughter of the landlord was pregnant.
"As a woman, and also someone who rarely sobers up, I felt sorry for Ms. Bai," Ms. Tu said, "so I talked to her..."
"We talked for almost two days before the wedding. We talked about everything from childhood to the general environment to the future and the status of women. We were surprisingly compatible and talked about everything. We talked about relationships, society, and the status of women. We had many similar ideas."
Ms. Tu commented that Cang Yu can be a friend but not a partner.
As a partner, Cang Yu is undoubtedly a rubbish man.
As a friend, he is very qualified.
As a woman, Ms. Tu was luckier than Dean Bai. She met Shen Changxing. Shen Changxing fell in love with her at first sight and loved her deeply. He wrote countless letters to her. He knew what she liked and would get it and send it to her regardless of the season, just to make her smile..."
"Even when I go out to fight, I will always be careful not to get hurt, for fear that she will worry."
Shen Changxing said, I am a person who has one foot on the edge of a cliff. People like me have no right to talk about love and waste other people's time, but because I really like her so much!
He loves her so much that he can't sleep day or night, and he loves her so much that if they can be together, he is willing to sacrifice his life just to be together forever.
There are people who can make you die for them.
Some people can make you live for her.
Ms. Tu was more sober than Dean Bai at that time and had little interest in love. She wanted to be a rebellious person in the current environment and set an example for women. She was also very cautious about Principal Shen. For this reason, after being rejected, Shen Changxing got drunk and cried miserably in the rain. In order to pursue Ms. Tu, Shen Changxing spent ten years before he married her in 1958.
That big wedding.
Dean Bai is here too.
Qi Guqi touched his nose and said, "I remember that after the wedding, Dean Bai completely devoted himself to his career and never came out again..."
When I came out again, it was because the institute had a change of dynasty, a new owner and a gathering of people with lofty ideals in society.
Ms. Tu is right. "Any woman, especially a very smart woman, will naturally know what to let go of and what not to let go after making a comparison. Dean Bai knew when to let go."
Bai Yimeng completely let go of Cang Yu at Ms. Tu's wedding.
If a man really loves you, he will be like Chen Changxing, looking at you with eyes full of stars, just because he can grow old with you.
If a man really loves you, he will never bear to make you sad. What's the difference between that and stabbing himself in the heart?
If a man doesn't love you enough, then you have to learn to love yourself.
This is what the young Bai Yimeng learned from Ms. Tu.
Women, you must love yourself before loving others! Otherwise, you are destined to be a victim of others, and you may be replaced at any time and kicked away, losing your value.
And women living in this world are not just like men. They have more things to do and things to do. People do not live only for feelings. Feelings are just the icing on the cake.
For the next five years, Bai Yimeng chose to continue her studies with her teacher and never left the graduate school. She devoted all her energy to the soldiers injured in the War of Resistance against Japan and found her own path.
"What Cang Yu said..." Ms. Tu said mockingly, "People always wake up after they lose something, and your teacher is no exception."
He felt uncomfortable and felt very mean when Bai Yimeng cut off the connection with him.
But besides feeling uncomfortable, he also knew that he owed Bai Yimeng a lot when he was young! Therefore, he cut off those peach blossoms and provoked those peach blossoms, which hindered his research path. "Because of this incident, Gu Ling wanted to avenge Dean Bai and once brought people to stir up trouble, which caused a long-standing resentment between Chinese and Western medicine."
First I thought to myself——
No wonder Gu Ling refused to invite Cang Lao when she was so seriously ill. It was Yun's cousin who persuaded the person in charge to invite her. There is still this rift...
"Master's wife, I'm telling you this." Ms. Tu looked at the four people in front of her, oh no, there was one more who was no longer wanted, three young people, "I hope you don't follow the path of your teacher, it's so stupid, excellent girls are often independent and autonomous, such people will not look down on men with love debts, before you meet that person, learn to improve yourself, and then you will at least have a chance to compete. If you rely on your own capital to do whatever you want, then you will not be worthy of the other person when you meet him."
"For people who have reached a certain level of excellence, family background and status are no longer the most important things. The most important thing is the compatibility of souls. Such people are often destined to be excellent and rare, so spend your time improving yourself and don't do things that will make you regret and make you unworthy of the other person."
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