Thirty-six was undoubtedly the darkest year for Bai Yimeng.

Her father and brother died. Her

family published an article in the newspaper to cut off all ties with her. She was blamed and insulted by her relatives. Even those who read the newspaper shook their heads and sighed. However, no one cared about Bai Yimeng's feelings, which were the focus of public opinion. No one asked about them. No matter how much she had done before, at this moment, it seemed that everything could be wiped out. "Fortunately, Dean Bai's teacher at the time, the research institute had not been established at that time, and her teacher just took Dean Bai back home. Fortunately, she had Gu Ling's company, and Dean Bai's sister at the time, because they were both girls and were indoctrinated by Dean Bai, she could more deeply understand Dean Bai's feelings at the time, and quietly wrote a letter to comfort her sister, but this was the only thing she could do." Young age - father and brother died! Mother and sister-in-law were angry. The youngest sister of the Bai family dared not do anything except quietly comfort her elder sister, because if she did something, she might be the next one to be kicked out. The only thing she could do was to write a letter. "Thanks to that letter..." Ms. Tu said, "With Gu Ling and the teacher at that time, Dean Bai was not so isolated and helpless." "The train robbery was just an accident and it was not Dean Bai's fault..." Qi Wu couldn't help but say, "Her pain was heavier than anyone else." " It's a pity that Senior Brother is not a member of the Bai family." Tang Jinnan knew that if it was a member of the Bai family who thought so, it would be useful, but it would be useless for others to think so. For Dean Bai at that time - if she hadn't left in a hurry, if she hadn't arranged for her father and brother to go back, if she hadn't gone to save Cang Yu, there were many ifs - but for this matter, you can't blame anyone. Blame Cang Yu? But that was the person she loved, and she chose to save him herself, not him. Should she blame herself? But was she really wrong? In that environment, Bai Yimeng thought she must have gone crazy. "That year, she was probably too sad, or she was too disgusted with that kind of environment... so she left the Bai family after kneeling for seven days and returned to devote herself to her career. She didn't come out for two years." "The next time she came out was in 1958, the year when I married your Principal Shen. I saw her and your teacher standing together and talking again." After knowing the affairs of the Bai family, Cang Yu didn't know whether she was awakened by the beating or what, but her peach blossoms began to disappear. She had been chaste for two years and kept traveling between the two provinces. However, it was not so easy to stop attracting peach blossoms... Cang Yu wanted to stop, but some women didn't want to. For example, the daughter of the landlord's family even made a fuss about being pregnant. "As both women and rare sober people, I felt sorry for Ms. Bai." Ms. Tu said, "So I talked to her..." " We talked for almost two days before the wedding. We talked about everything from childhood to the big environment to the future to the status of women. We were unexpectedly in sync. We talked about everything, from love to society and the status of women. Many of our ideas coincided." Ms. Tu commented that Cang Yu can be a friend, but not a partner. As a partner, Cang Yu is undoubtedly a rubbish man. As a friend, he is very qualified. As a woman, Ms. Tu is luckier than Dean Bai. She met Shen Changxing - Shen Changxing fell in love with her at first sight and loved her deeply. He wrote countless letters to her. He knew what she liked and would get it and give it to her regardless of the season, just to make her smile..." "Even when he went out to fight, he would always be careful not to get hurt, for fear that she would worry. " Shen Changxing said, I am a person who has one foot on the edge of a cliff. People like me have no right to talk about love and delay others, but I really like her too much! I like her so much that I can't sleep day and night. I like her so much that if they can be together, he is willing to cherish his life just to be together forever. Some people can make you die for them. Some people can make you live for them. Ms. Tu was more sober than Dean Bai at that time. She had no interest in love. She wanted to be a rebellious person in the current environment and set an example for women. She was also very cautious with Dean Shen. For this reason, Shen Changxing got drunk in the rain after being rejected. She cried bitterly. In order to pursue Ms. Tu, Shen Changxing spent ten years before marrying her in 1958. That wedding. Dean Bai was also there. Qi Guqi touched his nose and said, "I remember that after that wedding, Dean Bai devoted himself to his career and never came out again..." When he came out again, it was because the institute had a change of dynasty, a new owner and called on people with lofty ideals in society. Ms. Tu was right, "Any woman, especially an extremely smart woman, will naturally know what to let go and what not to let go after making comparisons. Dean Bai knew when to let go. " Bai Yimeng completely put aside his humility at Ms. Tu's wedding. If a man really loves you, he will be like Shen Changxing, looking at you with eyes full of stars, just because he can grow old with you. If a man really loves you, he will never bear to make you sad, which is no different from stabbing himself in the heart. If a man doesn't love you enough, then you have to learn to love yourself. This is what the young Bai Yimeng learned from Ms. Tu. Women, you must love yourself before you love others. People! Otherwise, they are destined to be regarded as sacrifices of others, and may be replaced at any time and kicked away, losing their value. And women living in this world are not just men, they have more things to do and do, people do not live only for feelings, feelings are just icing on the cake. After that, for five years, Bai Yimeng chose to follow her teacher for further studies and did not step out of the graduate school. She devoted all her energy to the wounded soldiers in the war of resistance against Japan and found her own way. "What a shame..." Ms. Tu said with a bit of mockery, "People always wake up after losing something, and your teacher is no exception. " He felt uncomfortable and embarrassed when Bai Yimeng cut off the contact with him. But besides feeling uncomfortable, he also knew clearly that he owed Bai Yimeng a lot due to his foolish behavior in his youth! Therefore, he cut off those romantic relationships and offended them, which hindered his future research. "Because of this, Gu Ling wanted to avenge Dean Bai and once brought people to stir up trouble, which caused long-standing resentment between Chinese and Western medicine." He thought to himself-

No wonder Gu Ling refused to invite Cang Lao when she was so seriously ill. It was Yunbiao's uncle and others who persuaded the responsible person to invite him. There was also this barrier...

"Master's wife, I tell you this." Ms. Tu looked at the four people in front of her, oh no, there was one who was no longer wanted, three young people, "I hope you don't follow the path of your teacher. It's so stupid. Excellent girls are often independent and self-reliant. Such people will not look down on men with love debts. Before you meet that person, learn to improve yourself. When you meet him, at least you have a chance to compete. If you rely on your own capital and act recklessly, you will not be worthy of him when you meet him."