Chapter 574 Extra
Since arriving in Guangzhou, Qin Xiuming has rarely returned to the imperial capital.
He didn't even want to hear the word "imperial capital". Originally, Yu Mingyuan vowed to help him make a comeback, but for some reason, she suddenly became cold towards him, and gradually, they stopped communicating.
He asked Yu Mingyuan, why?
Yu Mingyuan’s answer to him was that she was tired and exhausted and no longer had the fighting spirit she had before.
Qin Xiuming said self-deprecatingly that in her mind, he was a person who could be summoned and dismissed at will.
Yu Mingyuan said that he could think whatever he wanted, and said that if he wanted to know the answer, he could go back and ask Lu Jingyou, saying that Lu Jingyou had said bad things about her to her brother Yu Minghuai.
Yu Minghuai was very angry with her and said that if she continued to be stubborn, she would not blame him for not caring about their brotherly love.
The important thing is that her mother also advised her not to be so persistent, saying that being too persistent would only hurt herself.
Immediately afterwards, her mother fell seriously ill. She was terrified and thought that what she had done was a retribution for her mother, so she vowed not to have any contact with Qin Xiuming anymore.
Qin Xiuming naturally wouldn't ask Lu Jingyou. Lu Jingyou had a wife and children by his side, and his life was going smoothly. He never contacted him, nor was he willing to contact him.
He won't make trouble for himself.
Qin Xiuming knew that the day when Mr. Lu and Mrs. Lu transferred the old house to Lu Chengyi meant that the Lu family was completely divided.
From then on, Lu Jingyou would no longer ask about his affairs, nor would he ask about his father's affairs. Facts proved that this was indeed the case.
Lu Jiaping now works in a small company and earns a meager salary, while Wu Xinyue works as a salesperson in a shopping mall. The couple lives a working-class life.
Lu Jingyou and Su Jiaojiao had no intention of helping. I heard that they only visited Mr. and Mrs. Lu when they went back to the city to do business, and they did not go back on weekdays.
The couple lives in a luxury house in the suburbs of Beijing, occupies an old house in the city, and owns more than a dozen properties. They live a leisurely and happy life and don't care about their difficulties at all.
After all, Lu Jingyou and Su Jiaojiao are both selfish and cold-hearted people. He knew it from the beginning, but he still had expectations for them. He was too naive.
After going through so much, Qin Xiuming no longer has any expectations for the Lu family, including Lu Jiaping.
Now he and Lu Jiaping only call each other during the holidays and rarely contact each other on weekdays. He didn't know when the relationship between father and son faded.
Since Qin Shuang got married, Qin Xiuming rarely went back to Qingyuan. He felt that it was not his home and it would be unnecessary for him to go back.
Although his mother continued to care for him and his stepfather came to see him several times and invited him to return to Qingyuan for the New Year, he still didn't want to go back.
He would rather live in the house that Lu Jiaping left him and drink alone than go back.
He also doesn't want to find a girlfriend, thinking that they are all very self-centered and selfish, and no one really understands him.
In his dreams at midnight, Qin Xiuming would ask himself who he really loved in his life. Every time he thought about this, Su Jiaojiao's figure would appear in front of him.
Only then did he realize that the person he had always liked was her.
But for some reason, she was hostile to him from the beginning, alienating him, avoiding him, and not giving him any chance.
He thought she was young and focused on her studies, but she turned around and had a close relationship with Lu Jingyou until she married him.
In the final analysis, she disliked him because he was not as good as Lu Jingyou in every aspect.
The more Qin Xiuming thought about it, the more he felt that life was not worth living. He quit his job and started traveling around. Half a year later, he returned to Guangzhou and opened a cafe, Wuwei Cafe.
Seeing Qin Xiuming already in his thirties and still alone, Qin Shuang was very worried. She made a special trip to Yangcheng to persuade him: "You are like this, and Mom is very distressed. If you become estranged from Mom because of Mom's marriage, then Mom is willing to divorce and be with you."
"Mom, I'm happy you're getting married. As long as you're doing well, I'll be relieved." Qin Xiuming said calmly, "If you divorce because of me, wouldn't I be a sinner?"
"Xiuming, don't think like that. It's all Mom's fault that you've become like this." Qin Shuang felt guilty. "If I could do it all over again, I'd rather we just stay together. I wouldn't get married, and you wouldn't go looking for your dad. But it's too late now."
"Mom, I'm very happy to have found Dad. He is very good to me." Qin Xiuming never regretted finding Lu Jiaping. He just felt that he shouldn't have any expectations of the Lu family.
His appearance broke the original balance of the Lu family and disrupted Lu Jiaping's life.
He should recognize his relatives and continue living his own life instead of having other thoughts and ideas.
Unfortunately, it's too late.
"Mom hopes you'll find a girlfriend, get married, and have children in an orderly manner. Look at your eldest brother, he's already a father of three." Qin Shuang looked at Qin Xiuming almost pleadingly, "We don't seek wealth and fame, we just want a stable and ordinary life."
"Mom, you don't have to persuade me. I feel fine now." Qin Xiuming's expression was calm. "I feel very peaceful in the shop. Every day I open the door to greet customers, listen to their stories, and then serve them a cup of coffee that I grind myself. I feel a great sense of accomplishment."
"But you can't always be alone!" Qin Shuang was a little upset. "Tell me what kind of girl you like, and I'll help you find one."
"If I miss it, I won't have it again..." Qin Xiuming shook his head, and that slender and stubborn figure appeared in front of him again. "Mom, you don't have to worry about my affairs. Let nature take its course!"
At night, Qin Xiuming had a dream.
He dreamed that Su Jiaojiao came to Guangzhou to find him. He was very happy and took her to see a house, saying that he wanted to give her a warm home.
Later, Yu Tian came and said that she had changed her mind and had bought a house and wanted to start over with him.
He was a little hesitant.
Thinking of all the hardships he had gone through before, he chose Yu Tian for some unknown reason, but he soon regretted it and went after Su Jiaojiao madly again.
However, Su Jiaojiao returned to the imperial capital without hesitation and married Lu Jingyou.
He kept regretting and trying to win her back in his dreams, but in the end he still lost her.
When he woke up, he was sweating and couldn't fall asleep for a long time.
It turned out that he was destined to lose her from the very beginning, and perhaps he and she should not have known each other.
Once you get to know each other, you will be entangled for a lifetime.
Outside the window, the bright moonlight shone quietly on him. He looked at this familiar yet unfamiliar city and smiled sadly. No one in this world understood him anymore.
Everything was wrong from the beginning.
It was so wrong that he shouldn't have come into this world.
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