Chapter 122: I also want you to live well
When Song Lehan saw Xu Jiangcuo also jumped down, it would be a lie to say that he was not moved.
But more of it is worry.
"Xu Jiangcuo, do you want to live?" she shouted.
Looking down, Xu Jiangcuo had disappeared on the calm water.
He dived into the river, found the water plants wrapped around Song Lehan's feet, removed them in a few strokes, and then swam upstream.
In half a minute, Xu Jiangcuo reappeared on the surface of the water.
"It's OK!" he yelled upwards.
Then, the people on the shore worked together to pull Song Lehan up.
Back on the shore, Song Lehan turned around first and looked at Xu Jiangcuo in the river with tears in his eyes.
"Xu Jiangcuo, come up quickly!" she shouted at him, her voice trembling.
Xu Jiangcuo found a point to exert force, pushed hard, and used his hands and feet to climb up along the gap in the building.
Seeing that he was about to climb up, the people nearby immediately stepped forward to pull him up.
Song Lehan also walked over, ready to find the right moment to grab him.
Who would have thought that Xu Jiangcuo missed a step and his hands lost strength.
His entire body was completely separated from the support point and fell downwards in mid-air.
"Xu Jiangcuo!"
Song Lehan leaned forward anxiously and grabbed Xu Jiangcuo's wrist in panic.
He was forced to stop in mid-air.
"Catch me!" She shouted these three words with great effort. The next second, she turned around and asked for help in English: "Can you help me pull him up? Please."
Everyone didn't expect that Xu Jiangcuo could be held by her, and they were happy to step forward to help.
In this way, Xu Jiangcuo was pulled ashore by everyone.
The moment he landed on the ground, Song Lehan's whole body went limp and he fell to the ground, lowering his head and pressing his hand on his heart.
Xu Jiangcuo shook his head, paused for a few seconds, and walked towards Song Lehan.
He was sitting next to her. Seeing her behavior, he was afraid that she had not recovered yet, so he joked: "Don't be afraid. I have been a strong person since I was a child. Falling into the water is a small matter. I will die at all..."
As soon as he pronounced the word "die", Song Lehan suddenly looked up and covered his mouth with his hand.
She looked at Xu Jiangcuo with tears in her eyes, "Don't say that word."
The voice sounds aggrieved.
"Before, you always told me to live well. Now, I want you to live well too."
Tears welled up in Song Lehan's red eyes, filled with heartache for Xu Jiangcuo.
The moment she saw Xu Jiangcuo diving for her, she was really afraid that this would be the last time they met.
If Xu Jiangcuo drowned while saving her, Song Lehan would never have a peaceful life in her next life.
It was at that moment that she felt that she didn't want to die so much.
She still wanted to see Xu Jiangcuo and chat with him about random things, even if they had a fight, she was willing to do that.
Song Lehan doesn't want to die.
Because Xu Jiangcuo was still waiting for her.
"Xu Jiangcuo, we all have to be fine, and no one wants to die." Song Lehan said this aggrievedly, and her tears fell even harder.
Xu Jiangcuo said nothing, but his eyes were also filled with heartache. He raised his hand, held Song Lehan's hand that was covering his mouth, and rubbed it carefully.
"Then you know, I was also scared when I saw you jump."
He leaned forward and gently wiped away the tears on Song Lehan's face. "Even though I know you can swim, I would still be scared when I saw you in the river."
"Especially, the moment you were entangled in the waterweed, I was really afraid that I would never see you again."
Song Lehan burst into tears and sobbed back, "It's better for me to die than for you to die."
Hearing this, Xu Jiangcuo immediately thought of the scene when Song Lehan was drunk and kept apologizing to him. And the last time in the hotel, when she said "break up", she also said "sorry" to him.
It seems that since the two people met again, no!
In the past, Song Lehan would always apologize to Xu Jiangcuo for a trivial matter.
At that time, Xu Jiangcuo didn't think much about it and simply thought that Song Lehan was such a person.
But now thinking about it, she might have felt guilty towards him many years ago.
The not-so-obvious guilt quietly took root in her heart, and after so many years, it had already become a part of her spirit.
How depressing this is.
Xu Jiangcuo felt a little breathless just thinking about it.
He closed his eyes, put his arm around Song Lehan's shoulders, and comforted her softly: "Lele, don't say that."
"You haven't done me any wrong."
"If you die, I don't want to live anymore."
Finding Xu Zhizhang and recognizing his father was all for Song Lehan.
It can be said that he lives just to see Song Lehan and to be with Song Lehan.
As long as he is with her, Xu Jiangcuo is willing to spend any kind of life with her.
Everything he did was to be with Song Lehan.
Thinking about the days when it was just the two of them.
I also want to give her the best.
If it weren't for Song Lehan, Xu Jiangcuo wouldn't know why he should live in this world.
It seemed that no one was worth him living on.
When his grandparents were still alive, he studied hard, hoping to become a successful person and honor them. Later, when they passed away, Xu Jiangcuo thought, he must get into a good university and let his grandparents know that their grandson had a promising future.
However, after receiving the admission letter, he felt very tired.
He had to work to pay for college, buy groceries, maintain relationships with roommates, and shuttle between classrooms to earn credits and pass the exams.
So tired.
At that time, he felt that eating had become a tiring thing.
However, when he saw Song Lehan, Xu Jiangcuo suddenly felt that life had hope.
Sometimes, he would deliberately stay near the kitten, waiting for Song Lehan to appear.
If she showed up, Xu Jiangcuo would be happy all day.
If she didn't show up, Xu Jiangcuo would look forward to meeting her the next day.
Perhaps, Xu Jiangcuo had contracted this disease long before the name "depression" was known to the public.
But because of Song Lehan, he came out quickly.
Actually, it’s not fast.
He is now also trying hard to survive for Song Lehan.
"Lele, I'm telling the truth. If it weren't for you, I would have died a long time ago."
Song Lehan covered Xu Jiangcuo's mouth again, wiped the tears from his face, raised his head slightly, and said to him in a nasal voice: "Xu Jiangcuo, you will not die. You will definitely live a healthy life and have what you want."
"You are different from me. You deserve a very colorful life."
Xu Jiangcuo's eyes darkened, and he held Song Lehan's hands even tighter.
All I want is you.
Song Lehan didn't give him a chance to speak. She looked at him deeply and finally hugged him tightly.
"Xu Jiangcuo, you will be happy."
This was her most sincere blessing to him.
Behind them, a bunch of passersby who wanted to praise the two of them, saw this hugging scene, and suddenly didn't know where to look.
The mother of the rescued child came over.
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