Chapter 91: If I can give it to you, will you be with me?
Seeing that she wanted to say something to him, Xu Jiangcuo took the initiative to say: "Just say whatever you want to say. I'm listening."
Song Lehan sat opposite him, rubbing his fingertips, not knowing how to start.
Xu Jiangcuo's face was calm, but when he saw her sitting opposite him, his eyes couldn't help but darken a little.
He was very familiar with this feeling.
The hands hanging on his legs clenched involuntarily, and the veins on his forearms bulged. Xu Jiangcuo leaned back, and the surging emotions were secretly suppressed by him.
"What do you want to tell me?"
Are we breaking up again?
Song Lehan was silent for a moment, then finally raised his head, "I might have to go out of town to shoot a commercial, so..."
Xu Jiangcuo immediately understood, then sneered and shook his head slightly.
It’s an old trick.
First, I find an excuse to break up and ignore him for a few days, and then I find a reason to quarrel and start a cold war.
Finally, break up.
Six years have passed, and Song Lehan still hasn't come up with anything new.
Xu Jiangcuo raised his eyebrows and asked, "So we need to separate for a while, right?"
Song Lehan nodded, "It doesn't matter, we can watch it every day..."
"And then?" Xu Jiangcuo interrupted her, "And then you started ignoring me?"
Song Lehan was stunned.
Xu Jiangcuo didn't give her a chance to speak and continued, "You found another excuse and told me you weren't suitable. In the end, you dumped me again, right?"
"Xu Jiangcuo..." Song Lehan was a little bit unbelievable, "You even remembered it..."
Xu Jiangcuo did not deny it, "Song Lehan, why?"
We were all fine just now, why did you suddenly break up?
"Did Jiang Yue tell you something?" Xu Jiangcuo softened his tone and began to probe, "Tell me, can we solve this together?"
Song Lehan's nose felt sore, and in just a moment, tears filled his eyes again.
She couldn't say it.
Even if they said it, would they not break up?
Xu Jiangcuo had no money and no way to afford her father's medical expenses. How could they possibly...
How is that possible?
"Xu Jiangcuo, since you already remembered it, I don't need to say more." Song Lehan lowered his eyebrows and clenched the hem of his shirt with his hands. "We are indeed not suitable. No matter how much we like each other, we can't be together in the end."
Xu Jiangcuo was puzzled, "What's wrong with it?"
“Can you buy a house?”
Song Lehan raised her eyes and quietly questioned, "Can you give me resources for filming? Can you give me an S+ female lead role? Can you make me a top star?"
Xu Jiangcuo frowned and looked at me with disbelief.
He didn't believe that Song Lehan would break up with him because of these things.
But if you think about it, there is nothing wrong with it.
He has nothing and cannot give Song Lehan the future she wants.
Xu Jiangcuo lowered his head and asked softly, "If I can give you these, will you be with me?"
"I don't know." Song Lehan was silent for a few seconds, then changed the subject and said, "We are just not suitable. Even if you give us these, even if we are together again, we are destined to separate."
Xu Jiangcuo couldn't figure it out, "What's wrong with us?"
He raised his eyelids and frowned, "You..."
"never mind."
The moment the words came out of his mouth, Xu Jiangcuo felt that they were meaningless.
No matter what you say, it will not change Song Lehan's decision.
Today, she just wants to break up.
Xu Jiangcuo stood up, took one last look at Song Lehan, and slowly turned around. "Lele, I don't know what you and Jiang Yue said. I don't know why you met him once and wanted to break up with me after coming back."
"You're quite right," he said, his eyes reddening and his voice trembling, "I can't give you those. Being with you is my fault."
Song Lehan sat on the sofa, biting her lower lip tightly, tears falling silently.
"Don't cry, and don't feel like you owe me anything."
"I won't blame you."
I only blame myself for not being capable.
Xu Jiangcuo blinked, and two lines of tears slid down from the corners of his eyes. He didn't turn around, but he could sense Song Lehan's emotions.
"Don't cry, you still have to film tomorrow. Get some rest early. I'm leaving first."
Xu Jiangcuo strode away, but when he turned the door handle, he couldn't help but look back and take a last look at her.
As if sensing something, Song Lehan also turned around, looked at his leaving back, and shed tears silently.
The moment they looked at each other, Song Lehan opened his lips to apologize: "I'm sorry."
"It's okay." Xu Jiangcuo really forgave her this time.
"take care of yourself."
These were his last words to her.
The door opens and closes.
Song Lehan was the only one left in the room.
She hit her head and covered her face with tears.
Why?
She is almost 30 years old, why is she still so incompetent?
She couldn't afford her father's medical expenses, couldn't keep the person she loved, and had to obey others.
What’s the point of living on a day like this!
The thought of death flashed through her mind, but she suppressed it.
Being alive, I can still see my loving parents.
If I were alive, I could still see Xu Jiangcuo.
She wants to live.
She has to live.
Song Lehan became tired after crying for a while, and lay down on the bed with his heavy body.
A familiar scent lingered at the tip of her nose, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes again.
Xu Jiangcuo had just slept here. He had just been here.
Song Lehan closed her eyes, tears flowing along the original traces, wetting a large area of the bed sheet.
They have no chance anymore.
At night, Song Lehan woke up from his dream.
She sat up, touched the corners of her wet eyes, and belatedly remembered her separation from Xu Jiangcuo.
Getting out of bed, Song Lehan poured himself a glass of water.
She wanted to check the time, but found that her agent had sent her several messages and missed calls.
Song Lehan clicked on it in a daze, and found that she was on the hot search again.
[What's going on? What did you do?]
[Oh my god, what should I do? I just leaked a photo of you and your boss, and now there's another person?]
[Answer the phone, ancestor! ! ! !]
[Sister! I beg you, please check your phone! Everyone on the internet is cursing you right now!]
After reading through them one by one, there was no emotion in Song Lehan's dull eyes.
She opened Weibo and looked at the trending searches, all of which were her name.
#SongLeHanCheating
#SongLeHanTwoFun
#松乐晗夜场boy
#ConfrontationSong Lehan's Boyfriend
......
After reading the paparazzi's post, Song Lehan realized that she was photographed when she met Jiang Yue after shopping at night.
There are also animated pictures of her and Jiang Yue arguing.
It really seems like they quarreled and broke up because of someone else.
Sadly, they are not.
Song Lehan put down his phone and stared blankly at the wall, his mind in a daze.
After a long pause, she finally came to her senses. She lowered her head, picked up her phone again, and found that the post had disappeared.
Her name also disappeared from the trending searches.
Someone removed the trending search.
it goes without saying.
Song Lehan picked up the cup, took a small sip, put it down, turned around and lay back on the bed.
She curled up and hugged herself.
He blinked his eyes slightly, showing no sign of sleepiness.
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