Chapter 120: He was wrong
"Lele, you don't have to apologize to me."
"Although I blamed you for leaving me, I never felt that you owed me."
"When we were in love, you were really good to me. But I was the one who always got angry with you. I'm the one who let you down, and I should apologize to you."
Xu Jiangcuo meant what he said.
From the beginning to the end, Xu Jiangcuo always felt that he was not good enough, which caused Song Lehan to leave him.
It was because of him that they were able to meet again.
When the program team approached the army, he was not originally required to participate.
But when Xu Jiangcuo saw the three big words "Song Lehan" on the list, he pestered the captain for half a month and finally made an exception and allowed him to participate in the show.
He was actually very happy the day he saw Song Lehan.
But later, when he heard others say that she had a boyfriend, he was really scared.
Why did Song Lehan no longer want him?
Is it really impossible for them?
This is what Xu Jiangcuo fears the most.
Although, during the years they were apart, Xu Jiangcuo had seen rumors about Song Lehan online, saying that she had a new boyfriend. He had been sad and upset, but he chose to believe Song Lehan.
Believe her, she is not that casual.
Later, Song Lehan began to pursue him actively again.
Xu Jiangcuo was in a complicated mood at the time, happy and sad at the same time.
Song Lehan's pursuit of him meant that she might still like him. However, she pursued him so fiercely without asking about his recent situation or whether he had a girlfriend. It was as if she was only interested in getting him and didn't care about anything else.
Xu Jiangcuo struggled for a long time, but still chose to sink.
Until he heard the phone call.
Song Lehan's impatient tone was exactly the same as when he said he wanted to break up.
At that time, Xu Jiangcuo really thought that they had no chance.
He has not been able to make Song Lehan fall in love with him for so many years, so there will be no chance in the future.
In order to protect himself, Xu Jiangcuo chose to stay away from Song Lehan in the days that followed.
After the show ended, he volunteered to go to the earthquake-stricken area for rescue.
I met Mizhu by chance.
She is Lelehan, who likes Song Lehan very much. She told him a lot about Song Lehan's other side and looked forward to meeting Song Lehan again one day.
At that time, in order to comfort her and ask her to hold on and wait for rescue, Xu Jiangcuo told her that he knew Song Lehan.
If Meizhu can come out alive, he promises to take her to see Song Lehan.
Meizhu was very happy at that time and gave the photo in her hand to Xu Jiangcuo.
He held the photo in his hand and suddenly realized that he seemed to have been deceived by Song Lehan again.
Perhaps, Song Lehan deliberately let him hear that phone call.
But what is her purpose in doing this?
Before Xu Jiangcuo could even think about it, he was knocked unconscious by the sudden falling building.
From now on, he who has lost his memory will get along with the real Song Lehan.
That was a very happy period for him.
But people are very complicated.
When he lost his memory, he always thought about being with Song Lehan after he regained his memory. But when he really remembered, Xu Jiangcuo didn't dare to do it again.
He didn't know if Song Lehan would reject him like before if he took the initiative again?
Even if they didn't refuse, would they stay together forever?
Xu Jiangcuo was conflicted, but he mustered up the courage to find Song Lehan. He pretended to have lost his memory and got along with Song Lehan.
He tried to see through Song Lehan's concealment and tried to find the real Song Lehan.
Unfortunately, man proposes, God disposes.
Jiang Yue's appearance once again disrupted them.
This "breakup" is different from every previous one.
No big fights, no calculations.
They just talked it out, made everything clear, and finally said goodbye peacefully.
On the night of their separation, Xu Jiangcuo sat on the roadside until dawn.
At that time, he was stuck in a dead end and stubbornly believed that Song Lehan left him again and again because he had no money, no power, no fame or fortune, and could not give her what she wanted.
In a frenzy, he found Xu Zhizhang.
As long as he has fame, power and money, and can give Song Lehan everything she wants, Xu Jiangcuo firmly believes that they will be together again.
But it seems that is not the case.
Xu Jiangcuo looked down at Song Lehan, who was lying on his arm, with a lonely look in his eyes, "What is it that you don't want me to know?"
Song Lehan puffed out his lips and slowly closed his eyes.
After a while, the waiter came over with the dishes they ordered and placed them one by one. Finally, there was an extra dish called "Rose Cake".
"Every couple who comes to our restaurant gets a free dish. Your table is number 99, so the complimentary dish is 'Rose Cake.' Please enjoy." (English)
Xu Jiangcuo called her, "Excuse me, is there any warm water here? She's drunk, can you give her a glass of water?"
"Okay, please wait. (English)"
The waiter left for a few seconds and came back with a glass of warm water in his hand.
"Thank you. (English)"
Xu Jiangcuo gently patted Song Lehan's shoulder, signaling her to wake up.
"What?" Song Lehan made a movement.
She sat up, her eyes still hazy.
Xu Jiangcuo handed her the water and said, "You're a little drunk just now. Drink some water first."
Song Lehan didn't react to what he said, but still took the cup of water obediently and drank several sips.
After drinking more than half a glass of water, Song Lehan felt her mind was no longer so foggy. "Awake?" Xu Jiangcuo observed that her eyes were gradually clearing up, and he tactfully moved the chair back to its original position.
Song Lehan stared at the cup of sweet words in his side. He thought it was a sweet water, but unexpectedly it was a sweet wine.
"I'm sorry, I didn't say anything nonsense." Song Lehan had never been drunk before, so he really didn't know what he would do.
Xu Jiangcuo teased her deliberately: "No, you said a lot of things I didn't know before."
Song Lehan was startled and took a sip of water to calm himself down. "What did I say?"
"There's a lot to say. Where do you want me to start?" Xu Jiangcuo picked up the knife and fork and started cutting the steak naturally and easily.
Song Lehan was really afraid that he would tell all the secrets, but...
If everything had really been said, Xu Jiangcuo shouldn't have reacted like this.
From this, Song Lehan concluded that what she said should be irrelevant.
The reason Xu Jiangcuo said this was simply to tease her or to trick her into talking.
Song Lehan curled the corners of his lips, no longer nervous, "Then tell me from the beginning, I'm listening."
Knowing that she had seen through his words, Xu Jiangcuo chuckled and put down his knife and fork, "I got drunk once, and I actually became smarter."
"When have I ever not been smart?" Song Lehan retorted unconvincedly.
Xu Jiangcuo nodded lovingly, then passed the steak he had cut to Song Lehan, "I've cut it for you, eat it."
Song Lehan stared at the cut steak in front of him, and a sense of familiarity came over him.
She picked up the fork and put a piece of beef into her mouth. "I can cut it myself."
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