Chapter 30: Is your depression because of me?
"woke up?"
Ye Shuqing stood at the head of the bed, staring proudly at Song Lehan who had just woken up.
The pungent smell of disinfectant reminded Song Lehan that she was in a hospital.
"Why are you the only one here?" Song Lehan frowned slightly, recalling everything that happened before he fainted, and asked with concern: "Where is Xu Jiangcuo?"
Ye Shuqing sneered, "You shouldn't be concerned about him now, but yourself."
Song Lehan didn't understand what she meant until she saw Ye Shuqing raise the medicine bottle in her hand.
It was the antidepressant she was taking.
"I really didn't expect that you were actually... a mental patient." Ye Shuqing laughed arrogantly, "Tell me, if Xu Jiangcuo knew that you were sick, would he still like you as much as he does now?"
Song Lehan's eyes trembled, and he sat up with support, saying anxiously, "Don't tell him!"
"Hmm?" Ye Shuqing looked at the medicine in his hand, his eyebrows raised frivolously, "Why should I listen to you?"
Song Lehan suddenly felt dizzy and closed his eyes, raised his hand and pressed his temples. His voice was hoarse, and he negotiated with Ye Shuqing rationally.
"It won't do you any good to tell him about this." She calmed down and continued, "Maybe you think he won't like me when I'm sick, but you don't know how much Xu Jiangcuo loves me."
"Who knows, if you tell him about this, he'll feel even more sorry for me."
"And you, have even less of a chance."
Song Lehan raised his eyes and looked at Ye Shuqing. Seeing hesitation on her face, the corners of her mouth twitched slightly.
"If you don't believe me, you can tell him. Anyway, I'm not afraid of not being liked by him."
She looked calm, and Ye Shuqing couldn't help but hesitate.
Ye Shuqing really couldn't tell how much Xu Jiangcuo really liked Song Lehan. If it was really as Song Lehan said, then it would be more trouble than it's worth.
Ye Shuqing couldn't afford the gamble.
Xu Jiangcuo has already made it clear that he likes Song Lehan, and...
Ye Shuqing put away his pride, and instead smiled maliciously as if he had thought of something.
"I didn't say I would only tell Xu Jiangcuo."
"If the directors knew you were depressed, do you think they would still let you continue filming the show?"
"To put it another way, do you think you can still survive in the entertainment industry?"
Hearing this, Song Lehan just wanted to laugh.
She never liked the entertainment industry, a place full of filth, and she was actually happy to be able to leave here completely.
"Ye Shuqing, I'm not afraid." Song Lehan smiled lightly, without any fear in her eyes. Ye Shuqing was stunned. "If you don't work in the entertainment industry, where else can you go? Are you planning to be a teacher?" In just a moment, she returned to her previous arrogant look.
"Do you think the school would hire a female celebrity who is full of scandals as a teacher?"
Song Lehan was brought back to reality in an instant.
Before she could respond, there was a knock on the ward door.
The next second, the door was pushed open and the doctors came to make their rounds on time.
Xu Jiangcuo followed the doctor and stood silently in a corner of the ward.
"Are you awake?" The attending doctor looked at Song Lehan cheerfully and asked kindly, "Do you feel any discomfort? Does your head, legs, or stomach hurt?"
Song Lehan shook his head, "I'm just still a little dizzy."
"Normal." The doctor nodded and patiently explained, "Your condition is relatively good. Some people lose their memory immediately after bumping into a rock. Your dizziness is relatively mild."
"Amnesia?" Song Lehan was curious. "Isn't this a plot that only appears in novels?"
The doctor smiled and tilted his lip. "Yeah, there are quite a lot of people with amnesia. Especially people your age. If you hit your head on a rock and pass out, it will form a congestion and compress the nerves."
"By then you won't be able to remember who you are, or who your parents are. Humph, just go ahead and cry."
The doctor's joke made everyone laugh.
I asked about Song Lehan's condition again, and finally informed him that he could be discharged from the hospital after one more day of observation.
After the doctor left, Song Lehan noticed Xu Jiangcuo standing in the corner.
Before he fainted, he got angry at her.
Because she lied to him again.
Song Lehan didn't know how to face him, so he had to lower his head and close his eyes to rest as instructed by the doctor.
Ye Shuqing, on the other hand, was very surprised by Xu Jiangcuo's existence.
"Xu Jiangcuo?!"
"Have you been here the whole time?!"
Xu Jiangcuo nodded, "Yes, I came in with the doctor."
"Then did you hear what Le Han and I said?" Ye Shuqing asked directly.
Hearing this, Song Lehan suddenly opened his eyes.
Could it be that Xu Jiangcuo knew about her depression? !
It’s over, it’s over, it’s over!
if...
"What did you say?" Xu Jiangcuo's voice interrupted Song Lehan's guess.
She breathed a sigh of relief.
Similarly, Ye Shuqing also breathed a sigh of relief.
She smiled slightly, "Nothing, just chatting about the show."
Xu Jiangcuo did not ask any further questions. He looked at Song Lehan lying on the bed with an indescribable emotion in his eyes.
"What did the director say?" he asked Ye Shuqing.
"No, it means that she can return to the production team directly after she is discharged from the hospital."
Xu Jiangcuo frowned, "Or should we go back to the island?"
"No." Ye Shuqing shook his head and explained seriously: "The director asked us to go back to the base directly."
Xu Jiangcuo nodded and glanced towards Song Lehan again.
She seemed to have no desire to see him at all.
Xu Jiangcuo picked up the kettle by the wall and gestured to Ye Shuqing, "I'll go get a kettle of water. Please help me look after her. I'll be back soon."
Although Ye Shuqing was dissatisfied, she still agreed with a smile.
"Okay, go ahead, I'll take good care of her."
Xu Jiangcuo turned and left.
After closing the ward door, he leaned against the wall with a kettle in his hand, the conversation between Ye Shuqing and Song Lehan circling in his mind.
Xu Jiangcuo arrived long before the doctor came.
Just as he was about to come in, he heard Ye Shuqing say, "If all the major directors knew that you have depression."
It turned out that Song Lehan suffered from depression.
So the medicine she took that day was an antidepressant.
This means that her depression has never been cured, or that it was cured before and has relapsed now.
But no matter which situation it is, it shows that Song Lehan has psychological problems.
When did she have problems?
Could it be because of him?
Xu Jiangcuo took out his phone and began searching for information about Song Lehan. After reading about her experience, his eyes were already filled with guilt.
Since the breakup, Xu Jiangcuo rarely paid attention to the news about Song Lehan.
He didn't know that so many people would scold her after the breakup.
I don’t know how much malice she suffered when she first entered the entertainment industry.
It turns out that the videos on the Internet that slandered her were not recommended based on his big data, but because there were already many people who hated Song Lehan.
During the years when he deeply hated Song Lehan, she was suffering from large-scale online violence that he could hardly imagine.
Putting away his phone, Xu Jiangcuo sighed and made a decision in secret.
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