Chapter 85 Chapter 85 Go straight to untie his jade belt.
“Before you can serve others, you must first serve yourself.”
"Perhaps you have an exceptionally generous nature, always kind to others, never resentful, never boastful, and never calculative. No matter how others treat you, you are always selfless. But... some people, when treated this way, not only do they not feel grateful, but instead think you are weak and that they are incomparably capable."
She rubbed his head and whispered in his ear:
"People are different, and it's impossible to generalize. Some people know their own limitations and will repay kindness with kindness. You should treat them well next time. Others don't know their own limitations. They might accept a favor from you one time, but they'll try to take advantage of you again the next time. Why should you continue to give them face?"
"Even if you give it to me, there's always going to be another time, and another time after that. Sooner or later, he's going to cross your line. Why don't you just not give him that face from the beginning?"
He didn't speak for a long time.
"Also, you really are... too self-suppressed. You almost always only consider others and never yourself."
At that time, in order to force him to say "You are not allowed to leave the mountain", she didn't know how much effort she had put into fighting him. She still felt a headache when she thought about it now, and sighed:
"Don't you think about yourself? Don't you feel wronged? Huide was so unfair, yet you tolerated him quietly for so many years. Li Xuanbai's sarcasm, but you didn't care, and sometimes even interceded for him. And, you clearly wanted to kiss me for a long time, but you insisted..."
He suddenly pulled away half an inch, lowered his eyes, and looked into her eyes deeply and tenderly:
"You already knew I wanted to...?"
"Yes," she said, no longer hiding the truth. "I've noticed it a long time ago. In fact, if you had kissed me earlier, I wouldn't have said anything..."
"Because you've liked me for a long time?" he interrupted.
This was what he listened to carefully, and she rolled her eyes.
"...But, if Li Xuanbai doesn't like me, how long will you endure it? I'm afraid you'll really endure it until I take the Forget Worry Powder and come down the mountain."
He listened in silence.
"If Li Xuanbai hadn't kissed me..."
"Jiaojiao." His tone was very stiff.
"If Li Xuanbai hadn't kissed me, you wouldn't know when you would have retreated."
"Jiaojiao." He held her arms tighter, almost trying to hold her.
"Am I wrong?" She persisted, leaning against his chest, her fingers sliding along his jaw, soothing him while provoking him, "So you're always one step behind Li Xuanbai in everything. He..."
Suddenly, the sound got stuck in her throat, and she couldn't help but let out a "hmm". Her lips were held and rubbed between his lips. His nose rubbed against her nose tip tenderly. He closed his eyes, and his hot breath hit her philtrum.
He exerted force with his hands and slowly pushed her down onto the couch, resting his elbows on her sides and cupping her face.
She opened her mouth slightly to respond, but she didn't expect that this time the man would pry open her teeth. Not only did their lips stick together, but their tongues also got involved.
The sticky, warm tongue entangled with the tip of her tongue, with a subtle granular feeling.
She couldn't bear it anymore and was almost completely overwhelmed by his control. She raised her head involuntarily and groaned unbearably in her throat.
That sound made him feel as if an electric shock ran through his body. His thumb pushed her chin higher to make it easier for him to kiss her deeply.
One knee pressed her knees apart precariously.
"Okay, you..." She turned her head and reluctantly pulled herself out.
Gu Huaijin pushed her face back with his thumb, not allowing her to escape at all. He bit his teeth and mumbled:
"So you've already figured it out. Then why are you still hanging out with him? Just to provoke me?"
It's over. She opened her eyes in a daze and saw him frowning angrily. She thought to herself, it's over. Isn't the truth revealed?
"Since you already know it, then just agree to it. If you agree to it, how could I be slower than that brat?! I treat you well and ask for your opinion on everything, but you want to go down the mountain, lose your memory, and go down the mountain with that brat, forcing me to have no way out—"
As expected, he still feels uneasy about being forced to break his principles and force her to stay in the mountains.
"You've forced me to disregard everything. I've forgotten how to behave over the years and have been forcing myself on you. In the end, you like this, don't you?"
He laughed in anger, his chest buzzing as he looked up. "I asked for your opinion, but you didn't like it. You really don't know what's good for you."
She said angrily: "Who are you talking about?!"
"Who?" He smiled, lowered his head and sucked her neck again, "You."
Goosebumps and numbness overwhelmed her, and she couldn't bear it and groaned.
He enjoyed the humming sound so much that he kissed her even harder:
"Saving you, being good to you, in the end, might as well be kissing your neck."
What kind of words are these? She laughed so hard that her teeth were almost gnashing. Suddenly, she felt a dizzying heat on the side of her neck, and two more rows of teeth marks.
She gasped, "Bite me again!"
"I'm biting you." He swallowed hard, then rubbed his lips against the tooth mark again. "You deserve to be punished. Why didn't you say so earlier?"
"Who needs to be punished?" He actually spoke to her like this now.
"you."
She took another long breath in anger, held it tightly, and exerted force in her hand:
"Say that again?!"
"you."
He bent down, not only did not avoid it, but even went forward to meet it. Knowing that her neck was the most sensitive, he intentionally breathed into her neck.
Her head buzzed, and it seemed as if all her other senses were covered and blocked. Only the skin on her neck was burning uncomfortably, making it difficult for her to control her whole body.
"If you like grabbing, then go ahead." He took off her little earring and took her earlobe in his mouth, sucking hard, making a sucking sound. "Harder, harder. Do you want me to teach you?"
"You are now...!" She struggled, turned her head to hide, and hit him on the back of his shoulders unwillingly, "Why are you like this now!"
"Don't you like me doing this? This is your own choice." He kissed her all the way up from under her ear, leaving a line of wet marks on her neck. He reached down and held her hand, forcing her to hold it tightly. "That's not how you use it. It won't work this way. It won't work this way."
He blew his breath into her ear, and her ears began to ring. "You have to move."
She smiled through gritted teeth, "You want it?"
"I do." He said firmly.
What she likes most in her life is that she doesn't give others what they want.
Let go immediately.
Gu Huaijin had expected her to do this, so how could he let her go? He grabbed her hand and pressed it back, massaging her together.
She just liked to act like she was being forced, not really like being forced. She was unwilling to be manipulated by him like this. After thinking for a moment, she softened her voice and said:
"No, Huaijin, I don't like it."
She suddenly gave in, and Gu Huaijin stopped instantly, buried his head in her neck, breathing in and out with difficulty.
He opened his mouth and pressed his teeth against her skin threateningly.
She rubbed his forehead and said, "Not today, okay."
The bed sheet beside her long hair was slowly wrinkled by his grip. She tilted her head and saw a vein bulging on the back of his cold white hand. She didn't know how much strength he had used to just stop like this.
Even his neck turned red, a thin snake-like neck muscle was twitching, and his lower jaw was tense.
She smirked.
You see, even if Gu Huaijin was pushed to the limit and her past was exposed, he would still endure it and be soft-hearted towards her as soon as she acted coquettishly.
She closed her eyes and kissed his violent neck, as if she was kissing a ferocious beast that was obedient to her.
Push him, force him to lose control, then give in, and see if he softens.
This trick worked every time for her, and she was always able to get what she wanted and was fearless.
He didn't know how long he pondered over the matter, but finally, with a hoarse voice, he turned her head and asked her to look straight at him.
"Someday, then."
He was born with fair skin, and when he was aroused, the corners of his eyes became frighteningly bright, a hazy and ambiguous color, as if he had put on rouge, deliberately trying to seduce her.
Eyelashes pressed down on the dark eyes, and the voice said indistinctly:
"Someday, tell me."
She gasped.
Even acting cute doesn't work? This person...
"If not me, then you."
He calmly untied the belt around her waist as usual, his fingers moving with familiarity and patience.
What does "If not me, then you" mean?
The belt around her waist was untied in an instant, and her skirt immediately spread out. Her temples jumped violently, and she quickly covered her skirt again, exclaiming in surprise: "What are you doing?!"
Meeting his eyes, those eyes were persistent and serious, not like a joke.
A pair of hands actually slowly reached up from under the skirt.
There was a loud buzzing in her head, goosebumps crawled all over her body, and she pressed his hand on the bed like lightning, still in shock.
Is he really crazy? He is now...
He...he used to be like that...
She thought that even if the sky fell, he would not make any move before the engagement.
She has always been at ease when facing Gu Huaijin, and Gu Huaijin also knows how she feels like a fish in water.
Not only do I know it, but I also feel a little resentful from time to time.
Now, she finally managed to panic, and he seemed to be suddenly moved by the calm Guanyin Bodhisattva.
Suddenly, he remembered a dream he had long ago.
In the dream, the Bodhisattva had red dots on his lips and two dots on his body.
A sinister, weird, and crazy triangle.
He bit his lip and swallowed eagerly.
triangle.
She does, and her lips are red too.
Nan Qiong Shuang didn't know what he was thinking, but she was terrified to see his slightly red neck with bulging veins, and his Adam's apple rolled slowly and ominously.
It felt like a huge rock was rolling down her spine.
He gasped, the air grinding in and out of his lungs, as if suppressing unbearable pain:
"Me, or you, your choice."
Her eyes were watery, with red at the corners of her eyes and beads of sweat glistening through them. No matter how you looked at her, she looked charming and seductive. However, veins bulged on the back of her hands and her voice was hoarse and muddy.
He has really changed.
If she today...
If she... doesn't give it today, then the one who gives it will be... her?
She was shocked by the thought.
So early? She had never even thought about it.
However, she laughed out of anger. She never thought that one day, the person who had always been manipulated by her would actually become so arrogant and start to threaten her.
Okay. Threaten her, she's not afraid.
However, if he really forced her to help him, she would let him know what it meant to cut flesh with a blunt knife and what it meant to be at the mercy of others.
She laughed. "Do you really want me to help you?"
He gasped, "Yes."
"If I don't help, you're going to..." She squeezed his hand, "...play a trick on me?"
He answered promptly: "Yes."
She smiled, "Okay." She swallowed unconsciously and went straight to untie his jade belt. "Do you want me to help you take it off, or do you want to take it off yourself?"
Gu Huaijin didn't expect that she would accept his provocation so calmly.
What he didn't expect was that once she calmly accepted his threat, it would be him, Gu Huaijin, who was at a loss.
His voice choked in his throat for a moment: "...What?"
She saw his confusion, which was a bit awkward, like being in a difficult situation.
Feeling proud, he went straight to untie his belt.
Gu Huaijin instinctively wanted to hold her down, but he gritted his teeth and didn't move.
She gave him an amused look.
I told you before, if you use this trick to force her, who will be the most panicked?
She pushed him, motioning him to get up from her, and pointed her hand at the pillow, "Lie there."
Almost in an instant, the helplessness and panic on her face disappeared, and she was as comfortable as ever when facing him.
He suddenly felt even more unwilling.
He's the only one who can't help himself, why?!
The platform had been set up, and he had no intention of giving up. He let go of her as he was told and slowly leaned back against the pillow at the head of the bed.
Suddenly, an angry red bird flew out of the sea of clouds. No one knew what she had said to make it so angry. It stood outside the window, pecking at the window frame.
She lowered her eyes, smiled, opened the window, welcomed the bird into the house, and held it in her hand.
It was so aggressive. It was just a bird. If you didn't know, you would think it was going to eat her.
The bird came flying through the clouds, with many water droplets on its feathers. It seemed to have a bad temper, but it was still obedient to her.
She grasped the red bird's long neck and stroked it from its head downwards. The bird then raised its head and stretched its neck to greet her, with a murderous anticipation.
Gu Huaijin leaned on the soft pillow, his whole body like a water surface covered with peach blossoms.
He didn't know that his hopeless look made him even more lovable in her eyes.
When we first met, his collar was covered with fallen flowers, and he looked like a banished immortal. Now, how come the man who had the final say in the mountains ended up in her hands - and ended up like this?
God, he's so funny.
She leaned over to his face, rubbing his eyebrows, and her soft nose tip scratched his nose bridge:
"Do you like it, Huaijin?"
He bit his lip tightly, refusing to make any sound.
She then went to kiss him, pressing her lips gently against his, and coaxed him gently, "Don't bite yourself."
He swallowed again, closed his eyes, and went to meet her lips. The more he couldn't bear it, the more he wanted to retaliate.
She kissed it briefly, then pulled away, scratching the hot-tempered bird's fluttering eyes with her fingers. "I heard that your fellow student once wrote two lines of poetry for you—"
She whispered in his ear, breathing sweetly:
"—'There is a bright moon in the world, and it does not care about human affairs'?"
Pressed on the bird's eye.
The bird shuddered all over and could not make a single cry.
"Talk, dear." The red-feathered bird was so fluttery and irritable that she was afraid it would upset her. She took its long neck in her hand and massaged it from top to bottom and then from bottom to top, trying to clear its meridians. "Why aren't you talking? Are you angry? Are you angry about not mentioning Li Xuanbai?"
"Jiaojiao." He raised his head and spoke word by word, "Don't provoke me."
She pouted in grievance, "What? It's angry too, and you're angry too. Li Xuanbai isn't as prone to anger as you."
He looked at her in disbelief for a long while, and suddenly realized that she was just deliberately irritating him again. He didn't even bother to say a word. He put his arms around her back, pressed her into his arms, lifted her face and turned it over. He pushed her chin up with his thumb and bit her lip.
There was a sound of water splashing.
Whenever that matter is mentioned, he will never let it go easily.
She was so entangled by him that she felt dizzy. She leaned her head back in his arms and was so short of oxygen that she couldn't even see the patterns on the ceiling. After an unknown amount of time, she finally got some time of his forgiveness.
Before she could catch her breath, the man kissed her neck again in revenge, his hands rubbing her back, and while stroking, he slowly moved to the red bean necklace hanging on her chest.
She treasured the necklace so much that she didn't even dare to touch it. Suddenly, someone touched it. She was so scared that she was drenched in cold sweat. She opened her eyes and shouted, "Huai Jin...!"
"Oh," he gasped, then smiled in sudden realization, "Jiaojiao can panic too."
"Stop it!" She was really annoyed.
"What?" He nuzzled her shoulder and kissed the skin at her collar. "Aren't you teasing me? Laughing at me? Aren't you very happy? Aren't you..."
He deliberately rubbed her red bean necklace and placed a soft kiss on it, "...That's only fair."
She immediately scraped the feathers along the red bird's neck twice.
The veins in his temples were throbbing, he tilted his head back and stopped talking.
Looking at the person lying on the pillow, she was still frightened and closed her eyes.
If this goes on, he will naturally not be able to escape, but what good can she do?
He learns so fast.
How did he learn something like this so quickly?!
She didn't dare to provoke him or challenge him again. Seeing the muscles in his neck bulging and a thick blood vessel protruding from his collarbone, she didn't dare to have any playful thoughts anymore - how could the offense and defense become so different, almost evenly matched.
If she were smart, she would be more obedient now.
Gu Huaijin never dreamed that there was such a feeling in the world. He wasn't discouraged, but he couldn't help sighing. It wasn't painful, but it was painful anyway.
The most important switch was being flipped here and there, and he seemed to be an ignorant person who had underestimated the wild horse, and was tossed around helplessly, even the reins - which he had voluntarily handed over to the malicious driver.
He was helpless, his body floating like duckweed and almost panicking. He sat up and hugged her tightly.
His fragile and emotional look was particularly endearing in her eyes. She kissed him on the lips:
"What? Aren't you also...?"
That's different.
He rested his forehead against hers, staring blankly at her flower-like cheeks.
That's different.
Only after having her did he realize that all his previous attempts were nothing but scratching the surface compared to her.
It doesn't cure the problem and doesn't quench my thirst. The more I scratch, the more it itches, and the more I miss her.
——Nothing is better than her.
He slowly and exhaustedly let her go, his throat dry as he uttered two words:
"Bright."
She frowned, "You've...my clothes are dirty."
When she raised her eyes, she saw him looking at her lazily with his eyes downcast, almost infatuatedly.
That look was hot, sticky, wet and slippery.
A person who has started eating meat.
Her heart skipped a beat.
He held her five fingers together and slowly scratched the back of her hand with his thumb: "Jiaojiao... again?"
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