She might choose to avoid the topic like before, or simply remain silent. Xu Yanfeng added: "Don't avoid this question. Answer me."
Xia Xi's heart was beating so fast that it seemed like it was about to jump out of her body.
No matter what, she couldn't deny her relationship with him. Even if she wanted to push him away, she couldn't overturn the good times they had. That would be too hurtful.
That was the most precious memory in her life, how dare she desecrate it.
"Yes." Xia Xi's voice was very soft, but her breathing became rapid because of this word.
Xu Yanfeng raised his hand from her shoulder, supporting her slender neck, pulling her close and forcing her to look him in the eye. "Since you're sincere and you gave birth to my child, how can you remain indifferent when you see me again? Don't you have any feelings for me at all?"
Xia Xi's eyelids twitched spasmodically.
"I..." She hesitated, not knowing what to say, her mind in a mess. "It doesn't matter what I think. Xu Yanfeng, let it go."
Xu Yanfeng scoffed and pressed on: "You've completely let it go, haven't you?"
Xia Xi was forced to the point where she couldn't even lie fluently, and she couldn't tell the truth either. She felt like she was in a world of ice and fire. She closed her eyes and shouted at him, "It's already like this! Is there any point in discussing this? Do you still want to reconcile with me?"
"What if I say yes?"
Xia Xi's breathing stopped, and only the sound of the wind remained in her ears. Her eyes were fixed on his face. Did he know what she was saying?
After a few seconds, Xia Xi seemed to understand something and smiled self-deprecatingly: "So you are drunk and talking nonsense." Yes, that's it, there is no other explanation.
"You don't believe it?" Xu Yanfeng pressed his thumb against her temple. "Why don't you believe it?"
Xia Xi looked at him who was so close to her. Was there any need to ask why?
It was a lie that she had "betrayed" him, but it was true that she had hurt him. He didn't know the inside story, and from his perspective, she was a shameless two-timing bitch. How could he possibly forgive her?
Considering that she gave birth to a child for him, he might at most not care about it, but he would definitely not want to rekindle their relationship.
Xia Xi let out a breath slowly. She really didn't want to talk about the past with him anymore: "You can't even stand steadily. Go to bed." She used an urging tone and pulled his hand off her neck.
Xu Yanfeng turned his wrist, grabbed her hand and pulled her into his arms.
Xia Xi was caught off guard and bumped heavily into his chest. The next second, she was hugged tightly, and his warm lips fell on her neck. The man's vague and hoarse voice rolled out with his breath: "Am I so unworthy of your trust?"
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