Jiang Yanyu sent Gao Zinyin several WeChat messages like this, but Gao Zinyin was either busy or on a business trip every time.
Gradually, Jiang Yanyu realized Gao Ziyin's attitude. He guessed that she wanted to give birth to the child and raise it herself. It didn't matter, as long as she had a child, as long as it was his child -
Having children is Jiang Yanyu's minimum requirement.
Since Gao Ziyin avoided him to see her, Jiang Yanyu didn't force her.
He is always the father of the children.
There was always a time when she was willing to let him see her.
When she was 18 months old, Gao Zinyin's belly was already very big, but she still vomited until her face turned pale.
Feng Jin slammed the bowl of silver fungus onto the table and said sternly, "Why are you doing this? You've suffered so much alone, and you won't even let him come to see you. If you don't like him, why did you want to have his child? If you don't want to have his child, why do you refuse him from coming to see you? He's such a jerk!"
Gao Ziyin wiped the corner of his mouth with a tissue and took a deep breath. "Didn't you think highly of Jiang Yanyu back then?"
Feng Jin smiled disdainfully, as he salvaged another person from the depths of his memory. "As long as it's not Yu Yan, anyone will do. After looking around, only Jiang Yan Yu is suitable."
After a long time, Gao Ziyin had figured out what Feng Jin was thinking at that time. He had also told Gao Ziyin what Feng Jin had said to Yu Yan. Gao Ziyin thought to himself: Feng Jin has a very deep plan. He has calculated everyone into it, but no one has noticed the flaw. Feng Jin even spoke frankly about what he had done in the past.
It seems that Feng Jin agreed to Gao Zinyin's marriage at that time, but it was just a temporary measure, just to make Shi Yan fall hard.
"Aren't you thinking about Jiang Yanyu in your heart? If you don't think about him, he will never be able to get you. How can you not cherish him after getting you?" Feng Jin was puzzled again. "Is he really the worst of the worst?"
Gao Ziyin stared at the ground in front of him, his eyes hazy. "I used to miss him so much. It was my first love in my youth. He was such a strong man, how could I forget him so easily?"
Feng Jin saw Gao Ziyin like this and said, "You were heartbroken by a man after all."
Gao Ziyin smiled bitterly. "I'll never believe it again. I used to be deeply infatuated with his good looks, his demeanor, his aura, and the way he focused when he was working. When I was a little girl, I felt so inferior. Even after I met a real woman, I still refused to change my mind."
Feng Jin patted Gao Zinyin on the back to express his mutual admiration.
As time goes by and Gao Ziyin gets to know Feng Jin better, their relationship gets better and better. The older he gets, the more Gao Ziyin understands Feng Jin. Feng Jin is neither a bad person nor a good person, but he has a naked motive. This motive has its own bottom line and will not hurt anyone. Gao Ziyin admires Feng Jin's calm and unhurried strategy.
It’s not that Gao Ziyin looks down on Sun Juan, but compared with Feng Jin, Sun Juan is like Erguotou, and Feng Jin is the most expensive and rich liquor, they are not on the same level.
But both of them are Gao Zinyin's mothers.
Pregnancy lasts for ten months, which can be said to be fast or slow.
For Jiang Yanyu, these ten months passed very slowly. He would often sit in his office chair, smoking until he lost his mind. The line "Your singing is so sweet, and my heart is filled with longing" would often echo in his mind unconsciously, filling his heart with longing.
But he couldn't let go of his status and go see her. She always made excuses to go see her. How could Jiang Yanyu, such a proud person, bear being rejected three times? He found the doctor who had her prenatal checkups and asked her about her due date. He wanted to wait until she gave birth and finished her confinement before going to see her.
After all, a woman who has given birth is at her most vulnerable. After the confinement period, it is always easier to talk about anything.
During this period of time, Jiang Yanyu did not look for a woman for the first time. He thought to himself: I am old and have no interest in it. I am already 33 years old, and all those good years have passed.
He never thought that these things were related to Gao Zinyin.
Whether he finds a woman or not is entirely up to him and has nothing to do with Gao Zinyin.
These ten months passed very quickly for Gao Zinyin.
Before she went into the hospital to wait for delivery, she called Gao Zihan over.
Sun Juan also wanted to come, but because the store was very busy and she would inevitably meet Feng Jin if she came, Sun Juan chose not to show up.
During this period, Gao Zihan did not get pregnant. She and Song Xun used contraception together. Song Xun was busy with his career. Besides, she did not want to have a baby so soon. Most importantly, she believed that she had to wait until Song Xun gave up his thoughts about Gao Zinyin before she could have a baby. Otherwise, Gao Zihan would regret it for the rest of her life. Isn't it stupid to live with a child and a man who was thinking about his sister?
When Gao Zihan saw Gao Zinyin, Gao Zinyin was lying on the delivery bed, staring out the window in despair, as if waiting for spring to come.
That kind of look is unbearable to look at. It is so hopeless and heartbreaking.
Summer has just passed and autumn is here again.
The hospital's expected delivery date for the child is September 12th, but Gao Zinyin has been feeling unwell for the past two days and was hospitalized early.
When Gao Zihan saw Gao Zinyin like this, he felt that every time Gao Zinyin met Jiang Yanyu, she would start to experience emotional tribulations, and she could not get over it every time. Gao Zihan felt a little bit sorry for her.
"Sister." Gao Zinyin called Gao Zihan with immense attachment and trust.
Gao Zihan's tears fell down, after all, the love between sisters is deep.
"Although this child isn't growing in my belly, I never considered it mine. I tried to convince myself I was just a surrogate mother, and he probably saw me that way too. After I gave birth," Gao Ziyin began, tears streaming down her pillow. It was so intense that soon, a large area of the pillow was soaked. "After I gave birth, I didn't want to see the child, and you didn't want to show the child to me. You took the child to China and gave it to him, and my mission was over. This child has nothing to do with me from now on. I'm in France, and the child is in China. We're completely separated, completely separated! Perhaps in his heart, we've long since lost our connection. Every time he comes, it's just to see the child, to look at my belly. I'm just the container that holds the child."
"Ziyin, since you don't want to break up with him, why give birth to a child for him? Is it to annoy him? Is it worth it for you to suffer this just to annoy an unimportant scumbag?" Gao Zihan said loudly to Gao Ziyin.
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