Chapter 484 Lost control



One day, Chen Lu told Miao Jin on WeChat that she was going to take Miao Jin to a place. Miao Jin had no interest in it at first, and hadn't had any interest recently. She always felt confused, so she told Jiang Xingyun that she would go out with Chen Lu the next day.

Jiang Xingyun said, "Okay, come back early in the evening."

Miao Jin agreed.

She left in Chen Lu's car. Chen Lu was dressed very beautifully and looked very happy.

The contrast between her and Miao Jin's expression was stark, so Miao Jin asked her, "What happened to you?"

"Good thing, go confess!"

"Confess? To whom?" Miao Jin asked in surprise.

"Don't you know who I'm confessing to? I'm not a fickle person!" Chen Lu said again.

Miao Jin suddenly realized, "Nie Yiheng?"

"Well, I heard some time ago that he was going to be transferred to New York. I didn't expect it to happen so soon, less than a month ago! I put a lot of effort into taking those photos of you, and he didn't know about it. Also, we're going to the military base tomorrow. It's the only day of the month when we can visit, and he has the afternoon off." Chen Lu said.

Miao Jin's heart began to beat. She had not intended to meet Nie Yiheng. Last time, she had many questions in her heart and many things to say. She wanted to tell him a lot of her feelings, but Chen Lu was there, so she was not in a position to say it.

Miao Jin felt that she was caught in an inexplicable and unsolvable love triangle.

This relationship made her very distressed.

Chen Lu's car arrived at the base in the suburbs. Chen Lu got a visiting pass from somewhere and walked through the gate easily. This was Miao Jin's first time to such a place.

She knew she shouldn't come to this kind of place, but now that she had already taken this step—

Miao Jin looked around and saw that there were not many soldiers doing drill.

But the two beautiful women were still very conspicuous walking in the crowd.

"He is training new recruits." Chen Lu said.

There is a soldier's back in front of him, asking the soldiers in the queue to count. He is wearing a military uniform that shows off his figure very well, and he looks very handsome.

Miao Jin turned around and said, "I'd better go!"

"Why are you leaving? You came here with a mission. Come on, express your feelings for me." Chen Lu grabbed Miao Jin's arm.

"Me? I'm not suitable." Miao Jin said.

She knew that asking her to express her feelings on behalf of Chen Lu would cause great harm to Nie Yiheng.

She just came to see him, not to hurt him.

"I won't speak for you." Miao Jin said.

"Okay, okay, I get it. I know you're shy. It'll be ok if you're around to give me a sense of security." Chen Lu said.

Although the requirements for new recruits were extremely high, the two young and beautiful women approaching from afar were still very attractive to the new recruits. However, Nie Yiheng turned his back and did not see them.

It might be the afternoon break, and Chen Lu also came on time, so Nie Yiheng dismissed the new recruits and said they would have half a day off in the afternoon and free time.

Just as Nie Yiheng turned around to leave, Chen Lu called him again anxiously, and he hadn't even looked at them.

Nie Yiheng stopped and looked at the two beauties behind him.

"Is there something?" He frowned slightly, as if he had a lot on his mind, and said.

Miao Jin didn't even look at him, pretending to look at the ground beneath his feet.

I was so nervous.

The attraction I had for Jiang Xingyun before was not as great as the attraction I had for him now.

Seeing Nie Yiheng frowning, Chen Lu began to back down. The words she had prepared to confess her love became particularly pale under his serious gaze, and she could not open her mouth.

"It's okay." Chen Lu said disappointedly.

As soon as he said "It's okay", Nie Yiheng turned and left.

"You go, Miao Jin, you go. It was so difficult for me to get the chance to come in. After what he said, I didn't even have the courage to speak. You go. He has returned to the dormitory. I won't have a chance this month. They only have one day off a month. Hurry up--" Chen Lu anxiously pulled Miao Jin's hand.

Miao Jin seemed impulsive, driven by a surge of anger. He trotted a few steps and called out from behind, "Nie Yiheng."

After a while, when he heard the three words "Nie Yiheng" again, Miao Jin was subconsciously happy. Knowing that he was not dead and that he had returned from danger, Miao Jin was particularly relieved. This relief was accompanied by the urge to cry.

Nie Yiheng was in front, tilting his head slightly, "Have you finished reading? Go back after you've finished reading!"

A very calm voice.

"I--" Miao Jin would never start by confessing for Chen Lu.

Deep down, she felt that Chen Lu was not worthy of Nie Yiheng, and she would never do anything to make Nie Yiheng sad.

Nie Yiheng seemed to not want to talk about his faked death at all. Miao Jin guessed that he should have known about it. As for how Miao Jin knew about it, he didn't care.

"Okay, my time is up. You go back." After saying that, Nie Yiheng turned his head and turned back to the dormitory.

He walked with great dignity and at a very fast pace.

Miao Jin stood there, feeling lost.

Chen Lu and Miao Jin were far away and did not hear clearly what Miao Jin said.

When Miao Jin came back, Chen Lu asked anxiously, "Have you confessed your feelings?"

Miao Jin shook his head. "No, he's busy and has to go back to the dormitory."

"Then I came here for nothing!" Chen Lu was about to cry. She felt that she couldn't see or touch him. She had to wait for a month, month after month, and maybe Nie Yiheng would be someone else's.

Chen Lu was extremely disappointed. Looking at Nie Yiheng's back, she felt particularly desolate.

Miao Jin was immersed in his own emotions and couldn't get out of it.

Since when did he start talking to himself like this?

But she was married, wasn't she? Surely he didn't think she was just trying to pester him?

Miao Jin also wanted to cry very much. The close love they once had had had turned into a cold and desolate place now, blocked by the thought of "going back". It seemed as if all the words and the close love they once had had had were buried in the cold wind.

Both Miao Jin and Chen Lu were in a very bad mood. On the way back, Chen Lu bit her hand in her mouth, and Miao Jin looked out the window, thinking of the past.

When she was with him, she was not even twenty years old.

The most beautiful years of my youth were spent in love with this person.

He gave me everything that other men could not give me.

Miao Jin used to love him very much.

At that time, she also knew his heart, he loved her.

However, all the emotions were hidden beneath his cold face.

Miao Jin cried, letting her tears flow but not letting them fall, for fear that Chen Lu would notice if she wiped them away.

"This man has let down so many women's tears." Chen Lu muttered resentfully.

Miao Jin didn't respond.

Miao Jin mistakenly thought that Chen Lu was talking about her. She also realized that she had lost her composure and hurriedly wiped away her tears.

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