Jiang Xingzhi was listening in surprise. He had heard that Tian Sen was well connected with both the black and white worlds. It seemed that he was no ordinary person and many people had been eyeing him.
"What happened next?" Jiang Xingzhi asked.
"I made a noise and Xia Shanshan looked over. Before she could see me, I ran away in a panic. I ran to my room. I thought Xia Shanshan was coming to see me, but she didn't. A few days later, my dad came. This time, my relationship with my dad became unprecedentedly close. My dad thought he hadn't come for a long time and I missed him. He didn't know I was scared. One day later, I wanted to take a shower. There was a power outage that day and the house was dark. I was scared and wanted my dad to wash me. At that time, I was already a teenager." Tian Yuxiang said.
When Jiang Xingzhi heard this, he felt extremely strange emotions.
It felt like something I loved was snatched away from me.
"Xia Shanshan said that since she was grown up, how could she let her father bathe her? She wanted to bathe me. It had been many days since Xia Shanshan and that man's affair. I tried hard to forget it, but because it was disgusting, I didn't mention it. I also thought Xia Shanshan had forgotten it. I didn't say it, and my father didn't know either. In the bathroom, Xia Shanshan lit a red candle, which made people's shadows dim. It was bright red, yet it seemed invisible. She bathed me, and I looked at her face. I didn't know if she did it intentionally or not. I thought it was just a routine bathing touch, and I deliberately didn't let myself think too much about it." Tian Yuxiang shuddered as she spoke, as if she missed that feeling, "But I didn't understand anything at the time."
"What about now? Do you understand?" Jiang Xingzhi asked, "It's exciting."
"She just wanted to provoke me. Ever since that day, I've often felt itchy. So one afternoon when it was thundering, I was taking a nap at home. It was summer, and the thunder was loud. It was summer vacation, and my dad was at work. Xia Shanshan came into my room and asked me if I was scared." Tian Yuxiang continued, as if recalling a terrifying and silent memory. "I said I was scared. Then she came to bed and patted me to sleep. Actually, I'm that old, I don't need to be patted to sleep. She seemed to be patting my chest intentionally or unintentionally," Tian Yuxiang seemed to be unable to help herself and said to Jiang Xingzhi, "Come here, I'm scared."
Tian Yuxiang's hands were shaking.
Jiang Xingzhi's lips seemed to rise slightly, as if he saw the little girl who had just begun to develop.
She is not the Tian Yuxiang of today, who is wrapped in too many hard shells and you can’t see her inner self. She was helpless and fragile at that time.
He got up from the sofa and sat next to Tian Yuxiang.
Tian Yuxiang proudly took Jiang Xingzhi's arm and held it tightly, just like the boy running around in panic in his youth.
"She tilted her head and asked if I felt itchy," Tian Yuxiang continued. "At the time, I had no idea what she had gone through as a teenager, how she could understand girls so well. I hated it, I really hated it. Because of her, I became withdrawn and depressed, but also felt a faint sense of pleasure. Later, I read a book about a girl who often looked at herself in the mirror... and I shuddered all over. Xia Shanshan told me not to tell anyone about our relationship, or what happened that night, or else she would tell everyone about my privacy and let everyone know what kind of girl I was. I was afraid - I was so afraid. As an adult, I never told anyone about it, probably because of the aftereffects of that time. This relationship lasted about a year."
"What happened next? What happened?" Jiang Xingzhi asked again.
"A lot of things happened later. Then she went crazy." Tian Yuxiang's tone has now returned to its original calmness.
"I just want to ask, why did she go crazy?"
"I just won't tell you." Tian Yuxiang said again.
Jiang Xingzhi's feelings towards Tian Yuxiang are very complicated now. He really wants to go back to that time and see that lonely, loveless and restless girl in her youth. He feels a little distressed. But he also feels a little disappointed with her for not telling him the things she did.
Tian Yuxiang looked up and looked at Xingzhi coldly. "Back then, I hated Xia Shanshan. I was very passive, but beneath that passivity, I felt joy. My dad noticed my mood swings and asked me what was wrong. I said nothing. So he kept buying me nice things and dressing me up like a little princess. This in turn offended Xia Shanshan, but Xia Shanshan is a very cunning person. She said nothing on the surface, but she became even more aggressive with me. I hated Xia Shanshan. Thinking about her and me made me vomit so many times. I was so annoyed with Xia Shanshan that I hoped she would die every day. Thinking about her with Dad made me feel sick and wanted to vomit. Sometimes, seeing the way she looked at Dad made me want to vomit, because I kept thinking about that night when she was with that man. I felt so filthy, so filthy that even I felt like I had just emerged from a cesspool. I imagined over a hundred ways for her to die, like dripping wax all over her body, just like the candles I lit in my childhood."
"How did she go crazy?" Jiang Xingzhi asked Tian Yuxiang in an incredulous tone.
He had never heard of such things in his life. They were dark, vulgar, and a test of human nature.
Tian Yuxiang sneered again, "This is my privacy, you have no right to interfere."
"Are these all made up to deceive me?" Jiang Xingzhi asked again.
"No need." Tian Yuxiang replied indifferently.
"To stop me?"
"To stop you, there is no need for me to make myself like this. Later, I deliberately learned hygiene poorly and deliberately avoided watching pornographic movies. I really didn't understand the relationship between men and women. If I understood, I would feel even dirtier and would know about what Xia Shanshan did. I would rather live a simple life. Besides, I don't understand the influence Xia Shanshan has on me. Now that I have told you, I feel very happy. For a long time, it was like a fog pressing on my heart, which could not be dispersed or removed. Now, I have finally found a way to relieve it. But you, I am afraid that after hearing about this kind of thing, you will feel sick and unable to sleep. Go away, leave me alone." Tian Yuxiang said again.
Tian Yuxiang is clearly in a weak position now, but she feels like this is her home court.
Jiang Xingzhi now looked at Tian Yuxiang. Her eyes seemed to be shining like the eyes of a hungry wolf in the darkness, with a green, vicious light, and a feeling of revenge.
It was precisely because of this that Jiang Xingzhi wanted to know how Xia Shanshan went crazy.
I don’t know how Tian Yuxiang took revenge.
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