"Your coming here only reminds me that I can barely scrape together enough money for my aunt's medical treatment..."
"...I only think of my own uselessness...and my hatred for my own powerlessness."
"Do you understand?"
Su Yunzhou then shook his head: "No... You won't understand. You can't experience me... at this moment."
"You will never be able to empathize with me...Su Mingchen."
"Su...Yun...Zhou..."
"I admit that I am a selfish person."
"selfishness."
"I can pay for things I didn't know about before..."
"There's more than one thing you don't know!"
Su Yunzhou shook his head with tears in his eyes: "It's more than just... this one..."
It was the same when I was a child, and it is the same now.
(Continued from Chapters 254-255)
Su Mingchen is a person who only speaks lightly.
It's shameful.
Extremely...
"This is your first time visiting Auntie, right?"
Su Yunzhou suppressed his emotions.
"yes."
"Then you should have a good conversation with her."
"I'm going to the bathroom."
But there was no toilet within a few miles. Su Yunzhou just wanted to find an excuse to slip away.
Su Yunzhou knew that he must have something to say to his aunt.
"The shared bikes have been removed. If you don't want to walk back, I suggest you wait for me."
"I'll just chat for a few minutes and continue some family matters."
“…”
"You can chat, I'll wait for you here."
Su Mingchen became even more shameless.
Now that there are only the two of them, it is obvious who moved the car.
Needless to say...
Su Yunzhou looked at his aunt's tombstone
Su Yunzhou just thought it was ridiculous.
She actually hoped that someone like Su Mingchen could empathize with her...
That's ridiculous.
My aunt is so young, but she has been tortured by the disease and has become like this.
My aunt still looks the same as she did when she was a child, incredibly beautiful.
Auntie, don't worry, I will find the person who hurt you and avenge you.
Then your soul in heaven can rest in peace.
"Su Yunzhou." Su Mingchen called her.
"Um?"
"Do you hate me?"
"hatred?"
"Yes." Su Yunzhou also admitted it in front of him.
"Why?"
"You are my only relative. You are the most important person to me." Su Mingchen looked straight into her eyes and spoke one sentence at a time.
“…”
"Don't you know whether I am your relative or not?"
"What are you pretending for?"
She hated Su Mingchen's hypocritical look.
hatred……
How can I not hate it?
Hate your own powerlessness.
Hate your own ignorance.
Su Yunzhou will never forget what Su Mingchen said to her.
"Su Yunzhou..."
(Continued from Chapter 248)
Auntie, I'm sorry.
I'm so useless, I really am so useless.
Su Yunzhou kept saying in his heart.
If she just forgives Su Mingchen like this...
She was not a timid person, but she could not stand such torture.
Her memories do not belong to her alone.
If given the opportunity to choose, Su Yunzhou would certainly choose not to forgive.
But there is no if...
"Do you know how much I hate you!" Su Yunzhou finally said what she had been hiding in her heart.
"I know."
Su Mingchen is not a fool, of course he can see the change in Su Yunzhou's attitude towards him.
This is also what he least wants to see.
But if you don't forgive Su Mingchen, then Su Mingchen will live with guilt for the rest of his life.
This is also an obvious truth.
"Su Yunzhou, you really don't understand me."
"You don't understand me at all!"
Su Yunzhou rarely saw him talking like this. Angry? Why was he angry? What was he angry about?
"Yes, I do...I understand you. You are too selfish. You carry everything on your own shoulders."
"You've made yourself look terrible, yet you're still obsessed with someone else."
"Isn't this your usual style?"
"You're so full of yourself."
"You are just too self-righteous. I just can't stand this about you. I can't stand your self-righteousness."
"Stop being so self-indulgent. Are you really living in your own fantasy world?"
This is not the life Su Yunzhou wants.
"I just want to have a good chat with you."
"Let's have a good chat?"
"right."
"Okay, then you tell me."
"I want to go back with you, so we can have a good talk."
"Aren't you afraid that I'll reveal your secret?"
Su Yunzhou closed his eyes, not wanting to get entangled with Su Mingchen anymore.
"Last month, you said you wanted to have a good chat with me. What did you talk about?"
"You're talking nonsense and wasting my time, Su Mingchen."
"Is this what you wanted?"
"That I cannot accept."
"Some things are not as simple as you think, Su Yunzhou."
Su Mingchen said that he was on the opposite side of Su Yunzhou.
"What do you want?"
"I don't want to do anything. I just want to tell you that there may be no possibility between us."
Every word Su Yunzhou said was clear and it was impossible for Su Mingchen not to understand.
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